Life has been more comfortable recently. I have books to read, so I don't have to stay awake and worry about falling asleep at night. I often sleep till dawn, which I haven't had for a long time.
I don't like the feeling that I am addicted to my mobile phone. I am often held by my mobile phone, and I have passed the point of sleeping unconsciously and can't stop. However, the next day, I was groggy and couldn't do what I had to do during the day. I hate this feeling, as if I was led by a hand and moving in the direction it wanted to go. The result is dry eyes, tears, brain confusion and spiritual emptiness. This institution doesn't seem to serve itself.
Yesterday, I wandered around the library of the University of Technology and read one novel and prose after another. I can read freely without worrying about exams, pressure and time. This is a good feeling.
Speaking of dreams, reading whatever books I want (not books for exams and papers) is one of my biggest dreams. For me, reading my favorite books always makes me feel guilty. Primary and secondary schools can't, you have to go to college; I went to college and had to take an exam, but I still couldn't read with peace of mind; After work, it is a waste of time to find a place to comment on the title, write articles and read "books". Once I told my sister that I was reading, she immediately freaked out: "Sister, you are still reading!" "It is in these years that I gradually found myself and did one thing after another that I like to do, including reading.
I used to study less, always citing lack of time. Actually, I always think reading "casual books" is a luxury. There are still many things to do and many documents to read. Even without these reasons, there is another reason why I am embarrassed to speak, that is, buying books is too expensive and reading books is too fast.
As for the source of books, I don't like reading foreign works very much. One of the important reasons is that the translated versions are mixed. Some books have good content, but the translation is too poor to read, and sometimes the sentences are meaningless, let alone convey the meaning. It's really hard to finish reading. When I was studying in England, I read some books in original English, and I felt good. Although I don't know many words, I feel much better after reading it than reading bad books.
2, the standard of reading-drinking tea
Reading and drinking tea are standard. Once upon a time, I had no feeling about drinking tea. Occasionally, I make tea specially. Drinking tea for the sake of drinking tea has no time to taste it, nor is it used as a seasoning for chatting. It's over when you finish drinking, and you have to wash the teacups. This is a troublesome thing.
Once, I longed to sit in a cafe, drink a cup of coffee and read a book. Slipped away for a long time. I should go home before I feel tired. I go to many cafes and don't want to drink coffee when I study. With sugar, I have to go on a diet. It is necessary to control sugar, so I thought of tea.
I like drinking black tea. I once went to my senior brother and smelled the rich aroma of Qimen black tea. Since then, I have been fascinated, and I only like the taste of black tea. When I am in a cafe, I will have a cup of black tea, sit for a long time, or work or study. At that time, I had no distractions and was full of gratitude for life. Originally, our life could be very simple. How can a book, a cup of tea and a computer have so many desires and troubles?
All the teas I drink are ordinary teas, and even so, they are not always satisfied. I spend most of my time in the library, so drinking tea is not convenient. A thermos cup soaked in tea will cool down after a long time, which is not good for my appetite. Then drink water, and the pattern becomes a book, a glass of water, a computer, and write something casually, which is simply a luxurious life.
If you have time to sit down and read your favorite books and write what you want to say, a cup of tea or a glass of water is not a generous gift of life.