I used to be a girl with just a good figure, but from the aesthetic point of view now, I should be a little fat. But in the eyes of my parents, I am thin, but because people's pursuit of beauty and thinness is becoming more and more strict, I am also influenced by these aesthetics, which makes me feel fat. I always feel that I must have thin arms, thin legs and thin waist, and I have to wear S-size clothes and skirts to be a truly perfect person, which has led me to be in a state of losing weight before.
I try my best to keep my mouth shut every day. When I meet something delicious, I want to eat it but dare not. This is a very painful thing for me, and I have to force myself to exercise. The most important thing is to stand on the weighing scale every morning to see if I am thinner than yesterday. At the end of this stress, I began to feel very anxious about my health. As long as I eat more, I will worry about gaining weight, and the fat may come back to me tomorrow.
But later, with the continuous growth of age, I have different views on my body. Now I think as long as it is healthy, it is the most beautiful figure. I have returned to a normal diet and exercised properly every day. The present figure makes me feel the best figure. I don't need anyone's evaluation, nor do I need to pursue anyone's aesthetic point of view. As long as I am happy, that's enough. Therefore, I hope my sisters can be less anxious and more confident.