"The sun, the sun, brings us colorful sunshine and makes the flowers in our hearts beautiful and lovely. ..... We are moving towards the future with colorful dreams. " Many of us may have heard this children's song, which is a song that accompanied us to grow up. We are all happy to have sunshine, which is the source of our life.
Natural sunshine is colorful, sometimes cloudy; Life is also sunny, but there are shadows in the sunshine.
In July this year, the unified examination for the school year, my Chinese was a big surprise. That afternoon, I was watching the broadcast of "Family with Children Ⅱ" at home. Suddenly, the phone rang. I reluctantly picked up the phone, only to know that it was the phone of the class teacher. As soon as I grabbed the phone, I heard the teacher eagerly ask:
"What's the matter with you? You only got 58 points in Chinese? "
"What, 58 points?" I think I heard wrong.
"Teacher, please say it again!" I asked eagerly.
"Yes, it's 58 points-didn't you say 80 points or more?" The teacher gave chase.
"Yes, I checked it again and again ... I ..." I held the microphone in my hand, but there was no sound from the teacher.
"Fuck your TV!" I turned off the TV with a bang.
I took out my pen and began to think about the Chinese exam. Listening test 10, guaranteed; There is no problem in cumulative use of 17 points; Reading 20 points should be above 16; Comprehensive study 10, which should be sub-questions; 40 points for composition, at least 32 points; The other is writing 3 points, definitely more than 2 points. It's over 80 anyway. My Chinese talent will never be only 58 points. There must be something wrong.
I dialed the telephone number of the class teacher: "Teacher, is there anything wrong?" ? I just recalled it again, and 80 points is no problem! "
"Yes, it is 58 points!" The teacher's words hit my nerves like a heavy hammer, and tears flowed down in disappointment. I kept muttering and walking around the room. Outside the window, I don't know when it rained; It's raining ... the eaves are ticking ... my heart is bleeding. I walked against the wind and rain. ...
My home is not far from school. Unconsciously, I actually stood at the door of the teacher's office. The head teacher looked at me like an otter in surprise.
"Why don't you take an umbrella? This is disgusting, you child ... come and dry your body! "
"Teacher, I ..." I cried without saying it.
I don't know if it's the rain or unscrupulous feelings. I'm better at last. Under the guidance of the teacher, facing the teacher's sample paper, I made a review of the exam.
Although the teacher gave me a lot of comfort, my heart was still heavy.
I went to Guiyang before the summer vacation. My brother works there, and he wants me to go there for a holiday.
A few days later, my brother told me that Guiyang S Middle School was going to hold a math contest tutorial class, and he had signed me up. I was going to take part in the tutoring and competition. I got back at him angrily. I don't want to take part in any tutoring, let alone any competition. You sign up and go by yourself. I ignored my brother and went out to play by myself. I can't let him know my secret.
I stayed in the bookstore until it closed. Everyone is waiting for me to come back for dinner. Seeing some delicious dishes on the table, my troubles disappeared. After dinner, I took the remote control board to search my "Family with Children II", but my brother said that there was a ball game in Yao Ming and he wanted to watch it. After several weak arguments, I gave him the remote control. He controls my tip tomorrow.
Brother really found Yao Ming, but after watching it for a while, he complained. Ask me if I know Yao Ming. Is it not just a player? I can't believe he used this to test me. He didn't get angry. He just talked about how Yao Ming worked hard, how he was strong, how he made himself unconventional, and how he stood firm in the Yankees ... He also lamented that people only saw Yao Ming's glory and achievements, but failed to see Yao Ming's hardships and setbacks. And even put the topic to Liu Xiang, Liu Xiang didn't fall down hundreds of times and then stood up. There was absolutely no Asian trapeze. ...
After that, he turned his eyes to me: not only Yao Ming, but also Liu Xiang. In fact, everyone who wants to achieve something will encounter certain difficulties and setbacks, which is the so-called "life is often unsatisfactory". We already know about you. Didn't you just get 58 points in the Chinese exam? You are good at other subjects. You can't let one exam affect other studies. I have contacted your class teacher. The teacher said that your problem might be in your composition. In your place, the "end-to-end accountability system" is implemented for teachers, and composition and reading tests have become a means for teachers to grade each other. In addition, the quality of some teachers is really low, and some special compositions may not be changed. Also, it may be a statistical error. Anyway, let bygones be bygones. You still have a long way to go. You should know its importance.
I am not an unreasonable person. I am dissatisfied with what I have done. I give much more than others. Others are sleeping, and I am reading early. Others are wandering and I am reading; When everyone else went to bed, what I was dealing with ... I was not satisfied that my efforts were denied because of the moral decay of individual teachers, and I was not satisfied that my efforts became victims of the backward education system. I'm not satisfied ...
My brother's nagging disturbed my thoughts: a person who indulges in the pain of the past will suffer forever and will also cause psychological differences; A person loses enterprise, just like a ship loses direction and power. It's up to you.
I took part in the S middle school math competition tutorial class, and I joined a new group. New faces and interesting questions have given me new feelings. My head is sunny again.
The happy time is short, and the summer vacation has passed in an instant. Back to my alma mater, I was the first to sign up for the math contest-ranking is not important, I want to prove myself!
This is a meaningful holiday and a summer vacation that I should always remember. I not only improved my math ability, but also learned a truth: people can't indulge in setbacks and failures. Failure means nothing. The key is the future. As long as you are open-minded, the sun will shine.
Life is a kaleidoscope, and life needs seven colors of sunshine!