It was not until later, after I dropped out of school, that I gradually understood.
When I was uncomfortable before, I often hid under the covers and cried secretly.
But now that I'm grown up, I cried so badly that I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression.
I realize that cigarettes are really a comfort to mankind.
Because when I grow up, I find that many things are not what I want, and even that fatal blow is very fatal.
Not everyone can stand up successfully after setbacks.
Life is always full of setbacks and hardships.
In Tik Tok, this kind of ridicule and curse is a disrespect for life.
But we take life seriously, and life often doesn't treat us peacefully.
We are helpless.
But after this helplessness, we have to move on with pain.
Really lonely, lonely to death.
The process of struggle.
The process of leisure is also very bitter.
Cigarettes taught me a lot and made me bear the burden of humiliation.
In my opinion, people should not smoke.
Society is indeed full of setbacks and misfortunes.
But we can totally get rid of it through exercise.
I think we can use aerobic exercise such as running and skipping instead of cigarettes.
People really need comfort.
Especially after I have been treated unfairly, I will comfort myself quietly.
Cigarettes can do this.
My cousin often advises my uncle to quit smoking and drinking, but I know my uncle can't quit, because he is also carrying a heavy load.
I don't usually smoke. I only smoke one when I am helpless.
Usually, I use sports as cigarettes to let myself smoke for a while.
For example, running 5 kilometers around the community is a good way to relax.
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You miss me.
There is anxiety and depression in itself, but we should move forward step by step with symptoms.
Maybe I'll quit smoking when my life goes well in the future.
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I gradually understand that cigarettes are important for the growth of a boy.