I hurriedly ran out of the bathroom, "I am! I am He Hongmei. "
"You live in No.22 bed, and there are many people waiting in line at the back. You are very lucky, bed 22 is vacant in advance! "
That fat nurse seems to be a straightforward person. Where people gather, there are always fat people who are outspoken. There seems to be a subtle connection between personality and body shape. This is like saying that thin people can always think of words such as sensitivity, sadness and illness. It is said that in addition to stomach medicine, antidepressants will be prescribed to gastrointestinal patients. It seems that the human body function is really wonderful, mutual restraint, coordination and unity.
Under the guidance of the fat nurse, I quickly completed the hospitalization procedure alone.
When I got on the elevator with my backpack, I found the 1 1 building. As soon as I entered the corridor of the ward, I was scared by the big characters on the glass door-"Oncology Ward". The red rough handwriting on the door is shocking.
Yes, I live in the tumor ward. This hospital is too inhuman and too conscious of these words. Don't you know to protect the most fragile nerves in patients' hearts?
The long corridor is spacious and bright, probably because the patients are still resting in the afternoon.
Ward doors on both sides of the corridor are mostly open. In midsummer, the outdoor temperature is nearly 40 degrees Celsius, but the temperature here is very suitable. But the air is not suitable. Like all other wards, the air is mixed with unspeakable smells. I'm new here, and I haven't been able to get used to the smell. My chest feels stuffy.
According to the instructions, I quickly found the room where bed 22 was located. There are six people in a ward, and the outermost bed at the entrance is bed 22. There are four beds in the room, two in the north and two in the south near the western wall. The room is spacious, so the layout will not appear cramped.
My disease is not complicated, breast fibroadenoma. In the words of the attending doctor, Dr. Shan, it is a very simple operation, which can be done in almost all clinics. In this conversation before the operation, I was with Zhang Cheng. Mr. Zhang looks at the doctor and at me. He was obviously nervous, but there was a smile on his lips.
Doctor Shan coughed gently and then said, "Don't worry, they are basically benign tumors. Take them off. Of course, this fibroma will continue to proliferate, and we will talk about it later. Also, the excised tissue still needs routine biopsy, and less than 1% of malignant lesions need to be excluded. "
We are too unlucky to win the lottery. It must be 99%! Mr. Zhang held my hand tightly, trying to see something from Dr. Shan's face.
Zhang Cheng and I have been married for three years. During pregnancy, routine physical examination found problems. Neither family knows, and we are prepared to operate quietly by ourselves to avoid a big fight. Of course my parents can't take care of me. There are many things at home. My brother's two children stay at home and are taken care of by their parents. They also help to grow vegetables and serve chickens and dogs.
Zhang Chengjia is away from home and can't quench his thirst. Besides, I didn't treat this as an operation at all before I was hospitalized, and I comforted Teacher Zhang as if she had a bad cold and lay down for a few days.
Even now, I can't understand Mr. Zhang's nervousness and insist on not letting him take time off. I'll go through the formalities first and wait for his signature during the operation.
I sat down in bed 22, and my aunt in bed 2 1 next door leaned against the bed and closed her eyes slightly. She nodded slightly when she saw me come in. Her hair was cut into a short inch, and her face was almost invisible, but it was dark yellow. Look at the others, all in bed or sitting or lying down. It's a women's ward with two male family members lying on the bed. The whole ward was silent.
I spread out my pillow and bedding and hesitated to put on my hospital gown first.
My operation was scheduled for the next morning, and all kinds of admission tests consumed most of my energy. I can lie quietly for a while until dinner. Mr. Zhang rushed over. He sat on a small stool beside the bed and held my hand. His eyes were more concerned than nervous.
He told me that he would see a doctor and ask about the operation. "Why don't I be practical? The doctor downplayed the complications mentioned, will there be any changes in the operation? I ... ",his hands were full of sweat.
After dinner, I hurried Mr. Zhang home, and I wanted to be alone again.
The escort bed in the 2 1 bed next door is a thin old man. He leaned against the end of the bed for a long time, looking at his mobile phone. Later, he came to my bed with his mobile phone and waved his arm exaggeratedly and said, "Girl, help me see why the number of steps in this WeChat is always zero." You see I swing so much, why doesn't he just show the number of steps? " ?
The old man is physically strong and seems to have inexhaustible strength, which is in obvious contrast with his aunt who is ill in bed.
I took the phone, wow! There is a long list of friends in the mobile phone. It seems that they are all ranked according to the number of steps. The old man nodded his head, and his number of steps was "0", ranking last.
"I went for a walk in the park early in the morning and walked twenty thousand steps! Why not statistically? I was laughed at by friends in my circle of friends. "
Obviously, the mobile phone settings or hardware configuration are not appropriate. I missed the point when I read it. I had to smile apologetically. "I don't know how to set it up. Why not find other young people? "
"You are the youngest!" He waved the phone and turned out of the ward to find a nurse.
2 1 Aunt Bed began to complain in a low voice: "This old man, coming here to take care of me is like shopping. He disappeared long ago, but he made good arrangements himself. Girl, listen to me, your illness has hurt yourself, and no one can replace it ... "
Aunt talked about her illness for a long time, and I heard my eyelids beating. Gradually, no sound was heard and there was silence around.
I don't know how long I slept, but I seem to have had a dream in my trance. I dreamed of the small farmhouse where I lived as a child. The arched adobe door passed through it. In the front yard, the green leek seedlings and the little yellow dog shuttled back and forth between the vegetable seedlings. I also clean the yard with a broom that looks taller than me. There are no adults at home, only the little yellow dog and me.
Suddenly, the dog and the yard disappeared again, but it was already dark. I was wide awake, and the lights in the ward were dim. I don't know when the headlights are turned off, only the wall lamp by the window is on. 2 1 The aunt and uncle of the bed are at one end of the bed, and at the other end of the bed, they all seem to be asleep. Under the light, there seems to be people on the floor, and there is a low snoring on the ground near the wall.
I turned on my cell phone, and it was already past 12 at night. Only the curtains in the whole ward are shaking slightly. After a while, there was a thin sob. I turned to look at the direction of the window and sat on the bed near the window 19 and blew my nose gently. After a while, she pulled her shoes to the door and closed it. She shaved her hair, and the light was shining. Taking advantage of the light in the corridor, there seemed to be a halo on her head. She saw me leaning over and whispered, "Hey, did I wake you?" ? I'm going out to get some air? "
She pushed open the door and went out. I lay down for a while, but I felt depressed. I raised my legs and went down to the ground. I slept for hours and my legs were heavy. I also went to the corridor. There is a bench under the window at the end of the corridor, and the bed 19 that just came out is there. I also walked slowly and sat on the other side of the bench.
/kloc-The elder sister in bed 0/9 can't tell whether it is forty or fifty, and her white scalp makes her face yellow. Eyebrows seem to be a lot lighter, and the whole person looks like a faded photo, all of which are faint.
Elder sister still has tears on her face, so she wiped it with paper. I asked tentatively, "isn't your companion bed there?"
"My son came in the afternoon and didn't sleep well for several nights. I sent him back. This is the third time I have been hospitalized. "
She also has breast problems. "Both were cut off." She pointed her finger at her chest.
"This disease, like a devil living in my body, can be suppressed if I have the ability, but I don't have the ability. It is estimated that it has begun to make trouble in the body. " Elder sister said flatly, but I felt a chill. I leaned back and a chill came from my back.
I hurriedly fled into the ward.
I have been used to sleeping with the window open since I was a child. Whether in winter or summer, I will leave a gap in the window. My bed is too far from the window tonight, and it is covered by curtains. When I am depressed, I open the door and leave it unlocked, so that the lights in the corridor can come in and bring a little flowing air. It is quiet outside. I lie in bed with my eyes closed, but my ears are trying to listen to the movement at the end of the corridor. I haven't heard the sound of 19 bed coming back for a long time. I gradually fell asleep.
On the morning of the operation, according to the doctor's advice, I didn't enter the water meter since I woke up, and waited until two o'clock in the afternoon, still waiting for the operation notice. Pity my stomach. I have been lying in bed for a long time. Although the infusion bottle has never stopped, glucose keeps flowing in, and my stomach is still empty, but my lower abdomen is bulging badly. Finally, I know that this is a little different from a bad cold.
Mr. Zhang accompanied me, and we went from nervousness to anxiety, eager to enter the operating room at once. Whatever the consequences, what could be more painful than waiting for a trial?
After waiting for another hour, I urged Mr. Zhang to have lunch. I slept in the hospital bed for a little while. Finally, the operation notice arrived and the nurse came to pick me up.
The anesthetic went down and I soon lost consciousness.
I don't know how long it took, but I seemed to wake up in a coma, but I wasn't fully awake. The whole person seems to be haunted by nightmares, and his throat is blocked. He wants to shout but he can't make a sound. His throat was blocked and his breathing was cut off, which made him feel suffocated.
I shook my head subconsciously, and in a trance, something was blocked in my mouth. In an instant, I was able to breathe freely again.
At that moment, I felt that I was submerged at the bottom of the water, and then I was lifted up and floated up. When I was about to surface, through the green water waves, I could see the drooping branches of trees on the water, so green and overflowing on the water. I stuck my head out from among the branches, and the light was too bright and dazzling. I could only squint, but I saw trees, the sky and clouds in a trance. ......