Seeing that there was not much money in their pockets, they were angry and anxious. Finally, Zhang Li stayed in the telephone booth and visited all her relatives and acquaintances who could get along with her. Finally, through the introduction of a fellow villager, she found a job in a family-owned private shoe factory in the suburbs with a monthly salary of 800 yuan, but she worked overtime until 9 pm almost every day, even later when she met the factory's reminder. The workshop director is a stout Liaoning native who is very enthusiastic about Liu Feifei. When something happens, he will go to Liu Feifei to strike up a conversation, and sometimes he will care and guide her hand in hand. Sometimes he will call her when he goes out for a midnight snack. Liu Feifei obviously felt the burning desire in his small eyes, but considering that he is his immediate superior, he doesn't do anything out of line at ordinary times, and being in a foreign land, it's not bad that someone takes care of himself enthusiastically all day, so he didn't take it too seriously. One day two months later, the director called Liu Feifei aside and asked her if she wanted to change her post and do a quality inspection. She said that as long as she is obedient and willing to do it, he can help arrange it, and if she does well, she can be promoted to the team leader. In the factory, the work of quality inspection is much easier than that of workshop workers, and the salary is also high. Liu Feifei is naturally welcome and full of joy.

When I got off work at night, the director came over and told her in a low voice that several good team leaders had been invited out to have a snack and told her to communicate. Liu Feifei nodded and agreed. A group of five people left the factory gate and took a taxi to a Hunan restaurant. I ordered a table full of Hunan cuisine, a box of beer and white wine, contending for wine, and eating and drinking with great interest. Liu Feifei didn't know how to drink at first, but with the repeated encouragement of several colleagues, she began to drink in large and small cups. After three rounds of wine, the director said that all the people present were the backbone of the factory and needed more attention in the future. I'd like Liu Feifei to propose a toast to everyone. Liu Feifei was already a little excited at this time. After hearing what the director said, it seemed reasonable, so he took the initiative to show his respect. After a round, she already felt a little dizzy. At this time, several people asked for a return, saying that they would lose face. She had to accompany them one by one. At 12 o'clock, she was flushed and unconscious at her desk. Seeing this, after paying the bill, five men staggered back in two taxis. Two people left in a car first. The director and another guy took another car with Liu Feifei. When the car arrived near the factory, the young man talked about his residence and asked him if he wanted to go into the factory together and help Liu Feifei go upstairs. The director said it was getting late, so he sent her to the dormitory himself and asked the young man to go back to rest early. The young man got off and left. The car went on driving for a while. The director didn't ask the driver to stop at the factory gate, but turned and stopped at the gate of a hotel. The director dragged Liu Feifei out of the car and quickly opened a room in the hotel to help Liu Feifei get in. Looking at Liu Feifei lying in a bed full of youthful breath, the director couldn't wait to strip off Liu Feifei's clothes and greedily squeeze up. . . . . . At three o'clock in the morning, Liu Feifei, who felt a little strange in a daze, woke up gradually. She opened her eyes and saw herself sleeping naked next to another naked man. She couldn't help crying in utter amazement. She burst into tears when she realized what had happened. The director who woke up in his sleep quickly explained that he had drunk too much and made a stupid mistake for a while. He also said that he really liked her. He will take care of her in the future, be kind to her and beg her to forgive him. It's remorse, flirting, pleading, and swearing. Liu Feifei said nothing, just dressed in tears, then opened the door and rushed out. . . . . .

The next day, Liu Feifei called in sick and lay in bed without eating or drinking. The director felt uneasy all morning, trying to beat about the bush about the developments in Liu Feifei. When he went to work in the afternoon, he felt that Liu Feifei's mood must be stabilized as soon as possible, otherwise the consequences might be unimaginable. He sneaked into Liu's dormitory with 1500 yuan. Another scolding, pleading and swearing, I put 1500 yuan under Liu's pillow, saying it was the cost of buying nutrition. In the evening, the director bought lunch boxes and snacks, and persuaded and coaxed them. Liu Feifei finally burst into tears: "How can I be a man in the future?" ! "The director tried to convince that this kind of thing is very common in the south. Besides, no one knows if you don't tell me, and I will try my best to make it up to her in the future. Liu Feifei think water under the bridge, had to default.

The next day, on the surface, it returned to its original appearance. The director saw that everything was calm, followed the trend and made bold moves. He often invites Liu Feifei to eat out and go to bars to find opportunities to satisfy his desires. Liu Feifei feels that she has lost her virginity now. This man is sincere and considerate to himself, and she will show it. After a long time, there will naturally be no windtight wall. The rumor spread to the director's wife. The director's wife is a stout and fierce woman with a bad temper, and she is the sister of the deputy director. The director can become a director because of his brother-in-law's care, so he has always been a henpecked wife, Nuo Nuo, and Nuo Nuo. When I heard that my husband was having sex with another woman, the director's wife naturally flew into a rage. She rushed into her husband's duty room as soon as she got off work at noon, forcing him to confess honestly, which was simply a slap in the face. Seeing that his wife was furious and the situation was serious, the director put all the blame on Liu Feifei, saying that she was tempted by her and made a mistake at the moment. Promise not to repeat the same mistakes in the future. Hearing this, my wife became even more angry. She immediately gathered several close relatives, found Liu Feifei to criticize her, pushed and abused her in public, and threatened her to leave immediately. It was not until Zhang Li and several workers persuaded and pulled Liu Feifei away from the crowd that she dispersed. In Zhang Li's dormitory, Liu Feifei told Zhang Li the whole story. After Zhang Li appeased Liu Feifei, she immediately called the director out to solve the problem. The director said that I am too busy to meet after work now, and I am in a hurry. Zhang Li said that things have come to this, and there must be some responsibility to explain. The director said with a straight face, the money has been compensated, and now that we are even, let's go our separate ways and hang up. Zhang Li was very annoyed. When Liu Fei heard that the director had this attitude, she was sad and angry, so she began to pack her bags and prepare to leave immediately. Zhang Li said, this boy can't be so cheap, must compensate him. In the evening, Zhang Li called several times, but the director refused to answer. In desperation, she sent a message: "You must meet outside the factory gate at 10 in the evening and make it clear, otherwise you will be warned of rape." This move really worked, and soon, the director took the initiative to call and promised to interview. As agreed, three people came to the shade behind the newsstand outside the factory. Zhang Li asked how to solve this problem. The director said there was no choice but to give 1000 yuan as compensation, which would be complementary and coherent in the future. Zhang Li said that 1000 yuan is too cheap. It costs at least 5,000 yuan to send someone away. The director said that he was completely controlled by his wife financially, and he really didn't have that much money. After some bargaining, the director finally put on a rogue face and only took out two thousand yuan. Liu Feifei and Zhang Li thought it might be the only way, so they accepted the money and promised to put an end to it. Back to the dormitory, Liu Fei packed his bags and left the shoe factory the next day. Soon, Zhang Li also resigned and went to a cousin who worked in Guangzhou.

Fourth, the choice of life path.

After wandering aimlessly in the street for a day, Liu Feifei got through the phone of a fellow villager he met after coming to Guangzhou, and stayed at the home of this fellow villager. After several days of hard sleep, I finally got a job as a consultant in a newly opened Cantonese restaurant. Although it's not as hard as working in a factory, the salary is only 600 yuan to 700 yuan, and it's not easy for Liu Feifei, who hasn't suffered much, to stand on the ground in cheongsam for nearly ten hours every day. In order to solve the problem of survival, she had to strike first. The restaurant business is good, and people come and go every day, and the traffic is busy, which is a bustling scene. Looking at the beautiful cars coming in and out, well-dressed guests who spend money like water, Liu Feifei deeply felt the wealth of others and his own poverty, and his inner desire for wealth was growing day by day. There is a guest who is about forty or fifty years old. Everyone calls him "Xie Dong". He is a frequent visitor to the restaurant and is said to be the owner of a nearby factory. After a long time, we get to know each other, and we always greet each other and make fun of each other when we enter the door. One day, Xie Dong came out after lunch and said half jokingly that he wanted to invite Liu Feifei to dinner and asked her if she liked noodles. Liu Feifei thought it was a common "selling good words" on weekdays, so he replied casually with a smile: "Good! Tonight! " Xie Dong asked her when she would get off work, and Liu Feifei said it was six o'clock. Xie Dong said with a big smile: "Good! Wait, I'll pick you up then! " Liu Feifei didn't take it to heart, knowing that it was common for these well-fed guests to make fun of them. Unexpectedly, at 5: 30 in the afternoon, Xie Dong really drove here and solemnly said that he had come to meet her. After some hesitation and encouragement from several sisters, she quickly changed into work clothes after work and accepted Xie Dong's invitation. In a nearby hotel, they found a quiet corner to sit down and talk while eating. It turns out that Xie Dong is a Hong Kong native who opened a paint factory in the Mainland a few years ago. My wife is in Hong Kong, and because of her poor health, she is treated at home all the year round. Xie Dong usually goes back two or three times a month and spends most of his time in the factory here. In his spare time, he can't help feeling lonely. He advised Liu Feifei not to work in a restaurant because her income was hard and low. He can rent a house for her, get all the furniture ready, and give her a monthly allowance of HK$ 3,000. She can accompany him when he needs it, and ask Liu Feifei to seriously consider it. After coming back, Liu Fei felt uneasy. After repeated weighing, when he called her again, she agreed. Soon, she quit her job as a consultant and lived in a two-bedroom apartment rented by Xie Dong, leading a relaxed housewife life. Playing cards, shopping, surfing the Internet, and accompanying meals have become the main contents of life.

However, the good times did not last long. A year later, the paint factory was seized by the relevant departments because it illegally resold bonded imported raw materials. Afraid of going to jail, Xie Dong panicked and fled overseas all night, and then disappeared. At first, Liu Fei thought that Xie Dong had gone abroad to talk about business, and didn't know the general situation until the landlord came to ask about the rent last month. Life suddenly fell into trouble and embarrassment, and everything seemed like a dream. She felt the resentment of ignorance, inner helplessness and bleak future, and she was in a trance, sighing and hesitating all day. After cleaning up her bad mood, she decided to move out of the house as soon as possible to save rent. At this moment, she remembered her old friend Zhang Li, dialed her telephone number and asked her out to meet and discuss.

They met in a western restaurant. Zhang Li, whom I haven't seen for half a year, looks fashionable and charming, which makes Liu Feifei secretly surprised. When friends meet, they naturally talk about everything. Zhang Li told Liu Feifei that she is now in do miss, a large entertainment city, and her monthly income is ten times that of her previous job. At work, she sings, dances, drinks and chats with guests. If Liu Feifei can't find something suitable to do for the time being, he can introduce it, but he must be open-minded. After a short meditation, Liu Feifei promised to give it a try. After breaking up, Liu Fei went home to tidy up his things and prepare to find a new place to live. The next day, Zhang Li called Liu Feifei and said that she would go to the casino to find her in the afternoon, and the company would have an interview. After a simple interview and necessary formalities, the head waiter mommy told her to come to the training tomorrow afternoon and go to work at night.

In the entertainment city, a brand-new picture is presented to Liu Feifei: debauchery, drunkenness and materialism. The guests who come here to spend money are varied, from rich to expensive, from bosses and managers to dignitaries. There are both middle managers and literati. Some are beautiful, some are obscene; Some are gentle, some are rude; Some are serious, some are wild. Money is the only owner here. The guests are arrogant because they spend a lot of money here. In order to tip, a young lady must let the guests pick and choose like shopping, and she must be obedient, submit to humiliation and try her best to please the guests. In order to promote her young lady and keep repeat customers, Mommy threw herself at her and tried her best to be considerate. Morality, dignity, personality, chastity, etc. It is greatly challenged and openly despised here, and many things hidden in human nature are revealed here. All these have had a great psychological impact on the cynical Liu Feifei. Let her have a new understanding of the world, life and human nature, plus her resentment of unfair fate and her rebellion against traditional rules. She felt that she was getting farther and farther away from herself as a child.

(To be continued. . . . . . )