The quality of academic performance cannot be measured by the same standard. In fact, no matter what kind of performance, as long as it is within your ability, it is normal. And everyone's potential and hobbies are different. We can choose what we like and work hard to develop. What this society needs is an industry elite, someone who is proficient in a subject, not someone who knows everything. So, I hope you don't care too much, but you have to work hard. If you are really not interested in reading, you can do other interesting things, such as learning a cooking skill.