From youth to adulthood, from marriage to stumbling, a complete life, childhood, adolescence, youth, middle age, old age, the long river of time will not give anyone a chance, we must keep moving forward.
I'm afraid of getting old just because I haven't finished what I want to do. There are so many regrets in life that I don't know how to face them.
I want to give my parents a better life and have been working hard in this direction. However, my ability is really limited. These years of struggle have not made my financial situation better. My parents are always worried about me when they are old, and I feel guilty for them.
I want a better life, which seems effortless. But I am always depressed, and I don't know why I always feel heavy. Maybe it is lack of ability or bad mood, but the more so, the heavier the inner guilt.
I want to give my child a better growth environment so that he won't lose at the starting line. The pressure of raising children is increasing. I can bear it, but I feel more and more bent. What I give my children may not be the best, but it is the best I can give.
I hope my wife can grow old with me and live a happy life. After several years of marriage, life is never easy. I have spent year after year, and I don't know where the promised good life is.
I am afraid of getting old, but I am even more afraid that there is no chance of getting old at all. My body has had some problems since last year, and I have basically been in the process of recuperation.
However, in several stages of my life, I still lag far behind. I'm afraid that if God doesn't give me a chance to get old, I may leave this world silently.
Life is not terrible to grow old hand in hand with your lover. But when I know I may not have that chance, who can understand my inner fear?