Along the way, I recall many scenes like in novels, and those trivial things are always like the warmth of old movies. ?
I have forgotten what color the sky is. Maybe I have been out of shape and have no intention to pay attention to many things around me. The excitement of the first day was exhausted in less than an hour and was rejected twice. I only remember that I had lunch in the late afternoon, which enlarged all my drowsiness to infinity. I fell asleep at the dining table, my head was as heavy as iron, kept sinking, and then began to rotate. My scalp tingled, and then I suddenly woke up. I didn't know where I was at that moment, but I couldn't get back to God for a long time. ?
Because the first day was cold, I immediately felt sick the next day, but I didn't take it to heart and continued on my way. I said, "I can't find a job today, so I'll stand outside all night tonight!" " "I'm serious, because a high accommodation fee of several hundred yuan a night can immediately spend a little savings. ?
We didn't find a job, but we didn't stand all night. ?
The thing is, the interview was held in Songjiang District, which is very far away. It was already afternoon when he arrived, and it was at this time that he sent me the specific address. Sure enough, it's a liar group. Hehe, I've been staring at her with my eyes but I'm very cautious. I was dressed in cheap clothes, frowning and impatient. I stood up in a pair of flip-flops and pretended to be the manager. That's a brilliant move. Innocent Qiaojie opened her eyes wide afterwards, convinced that these swindlers were not hurt by their incompetence. ?
No way, the last glimmer of hope was dashed, so we had to go back along the original road. Walking, I saw a big talent market, and my eyes lit up. The most important thing is to have accommodation, as long as one night in 20 yuan! However, the bubbles of hope in my heart burst after rounds of reading and asking questions. Finally, the manager said that you should go home as soon as possible. If you look brighter, I can do something. When others see that you are a student, they will point to Qiaojie and say that you are wearing glasses again. His hands spread out to show that he could do nothing, and these words poured us cold like a sculpture. ?
Although I didn't find a job, I'm glad that at least I have a place to live. ?
That night, after listening to the opinions of all parties, we reached an agreement: no matter how others ask, we insist that we are doing long-term work. ?
In this way, sipping this encouragement, we continued to run around, and we gradually began an expensive taxi trip. ?
After making countless phone calls, I finally caught a glimmer of hope. This is a farmhouse. Strangely, although his place is biased towards business, it is surprisingly popular. We followed a flight attendant around for a long time before we came to a studio on the side. Along the way, no matter in the lobby or behind the screen, there were people in every carriage. These dishes are cooked as if they can blossom. I only remember seeing beautiful and bright pictures on TV, and now I really see them. ?
After filling in all kinds of information, I waited for a long time. Someone came in, not the supervisor, and then waited. After he came, he said a lot, but I just caught the central idea and couldn't do it. From the noise of the room full of diners, it was already dark. Looking at this scene, the gap in my heart is even bigger. I look at you and you follow me, but who am I following? During this time, Mu Jing was awakened. I looked at the map with my mobile phone and decided to go to the next one! This sudden return of blood and impulse filled me with energy. Without a taxi, we'll go! ?
Such a wide road, such a high lamp, and you who look so small seem to be my memories. This road is really different from the brightly lit and spacious road in front of me, which makes me flustered. If I look carefully, sure enough, I'm going the wrong way. At this time, the best choice is to go back to the road that should have been taken, but I have great resistance in my heart. No matter what lies ahead, I will take this road, which may be as stubborn as the dialect says.
And a little stubborn, just go straight ahead anyway. To tell the truth, the more you go forward, the more nervous you get, because with the distance away, the road becomes more and more deserted, even the street lamps gradually dim down, and there are fewer cars, which is in stark contrast to the traffic on the main road just now. ?
Further on, by some unknown light, I found a recruitment notice posted at the door of a factory in front! I was so excited that I quickly dialed the number on my mobile phone, but because of the excitement, my sense of loss of poor grades also increased a few minutes. ?
Unwilling, actually unwilling, I entered his factory. After careful reading, I know that this is a logistics company, which specializes in bulk packaging and express delivery. The workers who come in and out are all men. When I saw a man, I asked him the way. The man casually pointed to him and left quickly without catching what he was saying. He saw a door in the direction he pointed. He looked inside and saw all the women. When he saw us, a woman sitting at the end of the room stuck her head out, and her head was covered by half of her face. I was just about to say, she said to me, did you call just now? We don't accept summer jobs here. We had to go out in a hurry in everyone's surprised eyes, but after coming out, our mood was inexplicably better. Perhaps after many rejections, our hearts gradually cooled down. We looked at the workers walking around the big truck with a peaceful mood, smiled at the security guard at the door, and then walked out together. ?
At the moment, it is already dark, but why do I feel that the sky is high and the clouds are light, and there are no clouds in Wan Li? I listened to your special comforting words and relieved your heart, but I also like reading a poem that I don't understand. The rhythm has moistened my thirsty heart these days. ?
Go on, there is a factory not far away, one after another, we all asked right. We didn't know this was an industrial park until we reached the crossroads and read the road signs. There is a factory near here. Although I didn't find a job, I was inexplicably excited. ?
There are more voices here, and my heart is bigger. Yes, everything will be fine. Sure enough, a car was quickly stopped. Sitting in the car watching the city's prosperity and luxury, I forgot myself in the dizzying, and it took a long time to get down to a dark building. ?
I thought I was a liar again, but I'm not. I just need someone, so I decided. It was almost nine o'clock when I came out. I went to the bakery on an empty stomach and came out. I can smell the fragrance without spending money. Commodity prices in this area are unaffordable. When I walked out of Jin Liang's room full of fragrance, I felt lonely and cold, but I kept walking. I turned into a dark road next to a coffee shop. The layout outside pulled me into my dream. Cupid smiled and took Cupid's arrow and went underground. Surrounded by flowers, there was only a small lamp in front of the door, which attracted me. When I looked in again, I saw many women, mostly half naked, some with plates tied with bows on their heads, and some sitting and lying down. What a spectacular sight! Come out and walk on, and finally see the Vienna Hotel. When I looked right, I suddenly caught a glimpse of a ktv. In the hall stood a row of nearly 20 women with pagers and a box under them. We all know what this is for, because we all planned to do this kind of work before. I was really surprised to see this neat and slightly macroscopic scene with my own eyes. We are all grateful that we didn't really do such a thing. ?
When I arrived at the Fat Cat Restaurant, it was almost closing, and the manager had a good attitude. These people seem to be talkative, making us feel comfortable but unconsciously rejecting us and giving us advice. Finally, I didn't forget to give you a good compliment, but you didn't know it, which made you embarrassed to report a little fraud. Qiaojie's heart was captured by him. But I'm not. I was a bystander, so I was angry. ?
On the bustling streets criss-crossing, all kinds of restaurants and diners form a magnificent scene, which is very lively, but our figure is getting more and more lonely. I asked several times in a row, but none of them succeeded. A family greeted us with a smile when we entered, and half bowed and asked what we needed to eat. Later, I heard that I was looking for a part-time job, and my face changed. When I was still amazed at the speed of this face change, he left a sentence: the recruitment was full, and he disappeared into the crowd. ?
If I had expected this, I wouldn't have felt anything. I put everything down and looked at the lively scene around me. On the diner's table, there are several resident singers, and some people only sing at one table. The guests ate and watched. There is a huge crab and an oily shrimp on the table, and there is an inverted umbrella-like high disk in the middle, which contains wine. As soon as it was opened, the wine flowed out. These things make us understand. ?
I didn't find it, but I saw a lot of things. ?
Although I felt uncomfortable, I bravely walked into a health pedicure shop. I was very curious. Two people who are completely out of place in this place came in and dared to ask, only to know that only money was recruited, and only one was recruited. Although they knew it was impossible, they were curious and just waited. I looked at the shop carefully, and there were several posters in the most conspicuous place, all of which introduced the massage technicians in the shop. They are numbered, and there are also men, but most of them are women, and semi-naked shirts are particularly conspicuous. They all look beautiful. I don't look like a technician as a star. Just as I was watching, a tall man with a straight suit and smooth hair slowly came over and said, thank you for waiting. Please follow me. Then he led us upstairs. At every corner, he leaned over to face us, stretched out a hand and said, This way, please. Along the way, employees saw us and said, welcome. I was thinking that this courtesy just came down the stairs at this time. A beautiful woman, wearing a bra and slippers, twisted into the next room with a small box. Walking up the stairs, you can see that your eyes are straight, and behind the seat are rows of thin and white legs. How spectacular! ?
When they saw the man coming, their naked skirt didn't move, they continued to play with their mobile phones in the chair, and then walked forward to an office, thinking: Finally. Although a friendly handshake is polite, I was really at a loss at first, and even felt a little coquettish, but I think this person must have different skills to sit in this seat. Later, I gradually saw it, and I don't want to elaborate. ?
I went to another house after I came out, which was no good either, but this person is very nice. He said a lot in that small room. He wanted to stay with us for a while. Maybe he saw a little of his former shadow in our appearance. ?
Continue to rush about, the intersection is so deep and clear, and the two snuggle up to the night wind. A family on the first floor seems to have gained nothing, but in fact it has gained a lot. ?
At this time, it is already past eleven o'clock in the evening. We are still wandering in the street, knowing that there is no hope, but we are still insisting, and we always feel full of hope! Later, I entered a moxibustion shop. Speaking of which, this is a big point. It seems that I don't want to write. Now I feel that writing those piles that I think are very important is as boring as a running account, and there is no motivation to write. ?
There are so many things hidden in that faint alley, which really opened our eyes along the way, but it is by no means a good thing. Naked and pornographic, I finally saw it with my own eyes and was amazed. ?
The midnight snack made me regret, and a phone call made me sad and moved, so that now I feel a little crisp in retrospect from the inside out. ?
Go to sleep, son. ?
When I woke up, it was already eight or nine o'clock. I looked at the dormitory carefully. It's diagonally opposite the boys' dormitory. Everyone can see the naked inside. The window was not locked because people on the first floor could easily jump in and the door was unlocked. It's easy to grab money and sex. What a convenient way! ?
My throat feels a little tight.
But I'm not at ease. Let him go. I'm still on my way. ?
It's a new district, so it's not reliable to have a meeting at the gate of KFC. Indeed, another liar, wandering all the way, you in the jiaozi store, me wandering, and us wandering together. It is easy to lose together, but I would rather lose. From morning to afternoon, the small talk in the furniture city, a bowl of hot noodles in the security booth and those warm words have warmed people's hearts and become precious memories. ?
Drifting, floating, disappointment and hidden illness are intertwined. ?