When I first arrived at the hotel that detonated, I was more nervous, scared and helpless ... because he always stressed that you should not be in the same group with me before coming, which helped you a lot! I am a particularly insecure person, and I don't know what kind of terrorist training I will experience in the next four days and three nights! Because seven years ago, I took some courses similar to selling these breakthroughs and challenges! I didn't succeed, so I didn't believe in myself at first. I was afraid of failing again and felt desperate ... but suddenly I heard a voice. She spoke in my hometown dialect. I saw her age, a few years older than my mother, and then I saw a teenage boy! I thought to myself: an aunt is still studying, and it must be unusual for a teenager to enter such a course! At that time, I slowly let go of my nervousness and fear and merged into this strange atmosphere at first!
At the first moment of detonation, with the dynamic music, many students forgot to integrate themselves into this atmosphere, and there was no sense of shame at all! So is my husband. I tried to jump with my limbs open several times, but there were always many people watching. At the same time, I saw a classmate sitting all the time, and I turned myself off in an instant! I didn't smile until I saw Mr. Xu Bokai on the stage, because he had a mole on his chin like me. I always joke in front of my husband: I should be his lost sister! It was not until I saw him that some fears in my heart began to let go! Xu teacher began to talk about "health" in the first unit of the course! All success begins with health. But I am the one who is extremely irresponsible for my health! If you don't eat on time, if you are in a bad mood, you won't eat, if you don't sleep on time, you will be emotional and hurt yourself when you encounter hard things! But I never wanted to hurt myself like this. If I miss a day, my parents will really lose me, and I can't go back! At this point, tears instantly accumulated in my eyes, which is a course I have never been exposed to before, and I began to expect the accidents that all units can harvest.
When sawing wood at night, the teacher asked everyone to find a partner of the opposite sex. I was a little embarrassed, so I stood there waiting for someone else to come to me. As a result, I am like a log, and no one is looking for it! Look at the wrong time, or put down your shyness ... when it comes, let it go! This process seems simple, but it is really not easy to stick to the last moment! I underestimated the link at first and overestimated myself. In fact, I didn't have any strength when I got to 5cm, but my partner's eyes were full of strength. He kept encouraging me: Come on, come on, you are the best, stick to it, we will succeed soon ... I may feel hypocritical when I heard these words before, but I was infected by his eyes and strong encouragement at this moment, but I didn't. I lay on the ground and cried! At this time, the backstage teachers Guan Hui and Dandan have been guarding me, touching my forehead with their hands, feeling very practical and safe, gently encouraging me in my ear and giving me strength and warmth! Slowly, I regained consciousness. I thought I might not be able to do it, and the next class might be over. As a result, I stood up and found that I was just like the beginning, and I quickly integrated into the atmosphere! It's amazing. I'm looking forward to the next few days!
In the next few days, I convulsed four times in a row, which became a well-known small news in our group. Every morning when I share them, they will inspire me, give me a hug and make me more confident! Every unit of the four-day class has learned a lot in the cheerful game. Some of them have even heard of it before, but they didn't understand it at all ... until the last unit, when the goal was set, the teacher asked everyone to shout it out seriously, and the atmosphere of admission became tense! No one laughed, and we began to write the goal seriously. I'm even a little confused, because I've never made up my mind to set a goal for myself before, so I'll do what I can, and I'm even more afraid of losing face ... The atmosphere is getting more and more tense, I'm numb, the goal is written, and many people are afraid to go on stage. At this time, I told myself: the purpose and purpose of my detonation is to challenge, break through myself and get rid of the limitations of fear and brain! I want to bring down my husband, I want to be the person I admire, and I want to be the first to go on stage and shout out my goal! But I can't take away the 2 1 year-old youth. At first I thought he would be timid, but his actions made me admire! He couldn't get up. I sat behind him and patted him on the shoulder to encourage him. I was the second to go up, but I didn't succeed. My husband always gives me a thumbs-up to encourage me. I took two breaks and went on stage again. The teachers who detonated at this time were all there. My favorite xu teacher has been staring at me like a tiger! I didn't pass until the last minute, and I fainted again at the moment of announcement ... I didn't expect so many teachers and classmates to make the meeting so quiet. With xu teacher's repeated encouragement, I slowly regained consciousness and saw the love in the eyes of xu teacher and other teachers. I think I was the luckiest one at that time! I have no fear or restrictions at all. I made up my mind at that time to bring this love and super energy to everyone I met! Because it's amazing, it's incredible ...
The teacher made three changes in the scene. First: living habits get up at 6 o'clock every morning! Second: study for 30 minutes every day! Third: smile and greet three strangers every day!
Like most people who stay up late, I refused to sleep at night and get up in the morning! It was painful to get up at 6 o'clock at first, but I found that every little friend in the group was passionately sending photos of morning running to everyone, and was instantly infected and driven! In the next few days, I found it easier and easier to execute, and I didn't even need an alarm clock to remind me! I will say hello when I get up early to encourage other students. I think this is the satisfaction and happiness I have never had before!
For learning, I used to like reading books when I was just out of society, but I gradually found that I missed that kind of silence and rarely picked up books to read! I began to achieve my goal. I want to help those who neglect health through my own Chinese medicine concept, so that they can pay attention to health, love themselves enough and love the people around them! So I insist on reading Chinese medicine health books and psychology books every day. I suddenly feel that I am going to do something with a mission. I'm not lazy at all, but I'm completely confused and don't know how to carry it out!
I am a passive person and always like others to take the initiative! But if you smile at me, I will pay you back! However, it is increasingly found that people nowadays have become somewhat indifferent. Everyone even lives in the same building, and occasionally they can't wait to pass by without saying a word! So I want to influence others by changing myself. Every morning when I go downstairs and see people, I will greet them with a smile. I smile when I see someone running in the park. I dare to look strangers in the eye. This is also a change for me! However, I found that when I met them again a few days ago, they actually took the initiative to smile at me, and instantly felt that this was more valuable than making money for me!
I used to be a grumpy person. I couldn't control my emotions and put all my emotions on my face! Always bring negative things to people around you. The law of attraction tells us: what you complain about, you get! I used to be surrounded by people with negative energy and unhealthy marriages! But I found that the habit changed, and I persisted for 2 1 day after detonation. I send dynamic messages in my circle of friends every day, and they just think that I am as nervous and abnormal as my husband! But every time I meet them, when they complain, I will use positive energy to influence them and share my changes and understanding with them! Over time, they were also infected by me! Stick to exercise with me, become fond of laughing, and the family will be more and more harmonious! This process makes me feel significant, and the money is not enough!
Although this 2 1 day is over, it is a complete beginning for me personally without the supervision of teachers and classmates. A person insists on three habit changes, even without the company of classmates, he must reach the road of the future and become a person with super execution!
I am a super energy mission communicator! I want to influence more people to come to this vibrant classroom, so that they can become lifelong beneficiaries like me ... get rid of fear, stop running away, and be a grateful, loving and mission-oriented communicator!