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Her name is Xiaofeng, an illiterate, uneducated and standard rural woman.
Standing in farm work all the year round, she is thin and bent down long ago.
Time is a sharp dagger, which has tortured her in her forties.
On weekdays, she takes care of the children, and her husband Lao Liu does odd jobs in the city. Such as water and electricity installation, floor decoration and so on.
The eldest son went to college in other places, and the youngest son reached the age of going to school. Lao Liu took their mother and son to the city and rented them in a village in the city. The house is very simple and bare, with only a blank room painted with white paint. When touched by hand, the white paint will slowly slide down.
Xiaofeng, who has never traveled far and seen the world, is satisfied enough. What's more, this city is full of lovers' dreams and can give her son a better education.
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Life will always get better and better. Lao Liu has contracted some construction sites, and his work is getting more and more, and there are more people he knows naturally, so his life has been greatly improved.
Xiaofeng's money has also increased.
At that time, Lao Liu often discussed her future plans with Xiaofeng, which always made her smile from ear to ear.
The days of poverty and frugality seem to have passed. From time to time, Lao Liu gives Xiaofeng money to subsidize her family, and occasionally advises her that women must love beauty, buy more cosmetics, dress themselves up beautifully, and are not short of money. He got it.
Maybe I've never seen Liu so considerate in my life. If love can make people's IQ zero, then Xiaofeng is like this. This kind of happiness makes her feel high.
Perhaps, the breakdown of marriage is a sign, just as he suddenly cares about you for no reason, and sweet words begin to coax you.
Liu met a small peach blossom on the construction site, but they were infatuated with each other.
Maybe extramarital affairs are a terrible itch. You can't catch them, but you can't run away.
In fact, Lao Liu is not an attractive man, a man with a beard and sly eyes. And pink, long hair and waist, a pair of tattooed black eyebrows are particularly conspicuous, and there is a strong cosmetic smell on the body.
But this kind of pink is enough to attract Lao Liu, which is better than just washing and cooking, or even going out to find a wife at the station.
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Once, Lao Liu took his wife, son and a family of three pink things out to climb the mountain.
It was a sunny day, the sky was exceptionally clear and white clouds dispersed.
In order to get closer, Lao Liu gave his son to Tao Hong actress, born 1969 as an adopted son, so that they could meet naturally.
In the middle of the night, Lao Liu's cell phone kept flashing and her mouth kept rising. He is laughing happily, and Xiaofeng can understand.
Until one day, Lao Liu broke his leg on the construction site, and Tao Hong actress, born 1969 took care of it day and night in the hospital. Their affair was debunked by Xiaofeng, and this unknown love affair was seriously exposed to the sun and died.
There were bouts of shoving and quarreling, and then the two staged a scene of pulling out a sword and robbing, and the big stool and the thick stick hit each other.
Xiao Feng, who is defenseless, is more powerful than his opponent. His head, face, arms and thighs were all black and blue, and his elbow was cut deeply by a knife, bleeding profusely.
The scene was in chaos, and Lao Liu hit Xiaofeng and ran away, because Xiaofeng's brother was in this city and had already arrived.
At this point, Xiaofeng cried at the top of her lungs, her heart was dripping blood, and she was weak and collapsed on the bed. The squat stool in the room was broken. The man was really strong and cruel.
Although Xiaofeng did not show weakness and tried her best to deal with him, how can her thin body be compared with a strong man? Maybe this is the best time to keep her dignity, play with her anger or not, and then you can get rid of her.
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However, what can such tangled and painful feelings leave?
Lao Liu Ran left and hasn't come back for a long time. People began to wonder if he was looking for peaches.
Later, Tao Hong actress, born 1969's husband came to the door, because he knew that after his daughter-in-law cheated, he looked for Lao Liu everywhere and threatened to break his leg.
As the saying goes, don't pick wild flowers by the roadside, which may be the price of picking.
After that, Lao Liu hid in the construction site. I don't know how long it took. When she got home, Xiaofeng saw him and rushed out like a plague god.
The two enemies were jealous of each other as soon as they met and quarreled constantly. Lao Liu always takes some daily necessities and hides back to the construction site.
Lao Liu vowed to all his relatives and friends that he wanted a divorce and could not live any longer. Xiaofeng, too, as long as Liu comes back and leaves, she will leave immediately.
Maybe this time is the time to heal each other, no one cares about anyone, and no one needs to see anyone. After more than half a month, Lao Liu went home to get something. In this way, from the initial silence, to the occasional uh-huh, to asking about children and family, two people can finally sit quietly at a dinner table and have a meal.
The two never mentioned the divorce again, and Lao Liu returned to the family.
If there is a glorious moment in life, the day when Liu derailed is the most vigorous stage of his energy and career. There is nothing good after that.
At first he couldn't find a job, and he couldn't find a job. There are several people in the family, paying the rent, paying their son's tuition, and the daily consumption is embarrassing, which makes the family stretched.
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Old Liu Can only traveled back and forth in the city, and Xiaofeng began to look for a job, helping to install clothes and zippers in the factory. A salary of more than 2000 a month is enough to solve the expenses at home.
Although she can't read, her boss takes care of her and allows her to check the register every day, which is regarded as her normal attendance.
My brother is in this city. She rode her bike back and forth, sometimes went shopping and began to wander around the city. The world she has seen and the pedestrians she has seen have all experienced emotional changes and matured a lot at once.
That pink color never appeared again, but Xiaofeng began to learn to dress herself up from a beautiful woman who looked like a half-city person.
No one can see the broken heart, only Xiaofeng knows it. Even if it's calm, there must be traces.
Once, a friend saw the scar on Xiaofeng's arm and wanted to touch it. She pulled it back sensitively. She didn't talk much, because the scar was torn again, which really hurt.
Xiaofeng recently jumped ship and went to a kindergarten kitchen to cook. On Saturday and Sunday, as well as holidays, her salary is more than 2000 yuan. Her life is easy and much happier.
There are many young girls in the kindergarten who practice all day and clamor for her introduction. Xiaofeng always laughs her head off at these simple and straightforward college students.
Even if life forces you to make a living, don't forget your original heart, the lover who bears humiliation with you.
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