Childhood is his nightmare.
Li Susheng, formerly known as Li Gang, commonly used his pen names Li Susheng and Snowman. 1980 was born in July in a small town in Handan, Hebei. The family has been practicing medicine for generations and has great prestige in the local area. But in my father's generation, I went into business. When Li Susheng was a child, his family education was very strict. At the age of 3, his father forbade him to climb chairs and jump on sofas; You are not allowed to watch TV after primary school, and occasionally you will be reprimanded for violating taboos. Father has a bad temper and often quarrels with his mother. Although I don't know why my parents quarrel, every time I see my mother's tearful face, Li Susheng is very sad. Later, a faint gossip reached his ears, saying that his father had someone outside, and Li Susheng, who had little perception of his father's love, became more and more unhappy.
199 1 At the end of the year, my mother died of lung cancer, which was a great blow to Li Susheng, who spent the whole childhood in his father's cold eyes. The next summer, a strange woman came home. Father asked Li Susheng's opinion, but he didn't say anything. He thinks this is his father's home, and his father has the right to handle everything at home, and he is just an insignificant child.
In childhood, Li Susheng didn't have a long-term friend. He is immersed in books and his inner world every day. That is a naive little boy who loves to play, but he hardly said a word all day, holding the traditional vertical thick book with yellow paper rolls and reading it word by word, to the point of forgetting to eat and sleep. Or, just write it in a diary, and no one knows what he wrote. He also likes to doodle on the photo album with a pen. In addition to a tree, it is also a tree, a lonely tree whose branches go straight into the sky. No birds, no clouds, the sky is low?
In middle school, Li Susheng went to boarding school, and Li Susheng's mood was a little brighter. At that time, Li Susheng was admitted to the local key middle school with the second overall score. Because of his outstanding performance, Li Susheng held various positions, such as discipline representative, leader of blackboard newspaper, head of literary society, member of the Youth League Committee, etc. Snowman? His pen name has published his works in many newspapers and periodicals all over the country and become a famous writer? Top Ten Campus Writers in China? His talent is displayed to the fullest.
The hardships and gains of going out.
1996 is a very important year for Li Susheng. That year, 16-year-old Li Susheng resolutely left his native land and went to Zhengzhou to study Chinese language and literature, and started his own independent life. He went for seventeen years and then settled in Zhengzhou.
In order to study and survive, Li Susheng has been constantly looking for a part-time job, tutoring and writing manuscripts. Often work part-time and come back late, because of the sudden change of climate, getting wet by rain and snow or being blown by the wind? At the most difficult time, for a time, his daily living expenses were only 20 cents, and buying a steamed bread was a daily ration. At this time, he always hides in the library while reading and quietly eating his own steamed bread. Once, he even had the idea of selling his kidney. After consulting in the hospital, because of some relevant legal provisions, it was unsuccessful. Fortunately, a month later, he received the manuscript fee, and the situation finally improved. Now that I think about it, I'm scared.
In fact, at first, the family sent him money, and he paid it back. He will always remember what his father said. It's so difficult for college students to find a job now, and you have to come back and beg me to find a job for you after graduation! ? Li Susheng's heart ached deeply. He knows that his father is still capable and has helped other children (also college students) find a good job. He shed tears for the first time. Li Susheng secretly told himself that even if a person lives in a foreign land, he will never return to this place? Home? . His heart is completely cold. In his mind, the most natural rejection is the death of his mother because of his father.
From 65438 to 0997, Li Susheng attended the public relations training course organized by Henan Public Relations Association. This is where he studied public relations etiquette and creative planning. Today, many years later, immersed in memories, he still feels infinite. This is the first social university he experienced, his life experience, and the first exercise platform before galloping into the workplace. Li Susheng believes that he will benefit from the best and most professional public relations, planning and creative training he has received in this year.
After the training, Li Susheng, with excellent quality performance, was hired as a copywriter by a well-known advertising company in the provincial capital. For modern boys, such a comprehensive industry has glitz, ups and downs, various people and so on. It is indispensable, because it will teach you how to treat people, it will make your wisdom get the best practice, and it will let you see all kinds, especially? Money? Everyone in the class. Here, Li Susheng learned how to be a man, how to do things appropriately, and also learned more about the real talents of advertising and planning industries, and also completed his original accumulation of economy and interpersonal relationships.
At the same time, Li Susheng never forgot to enrich his experience, and his reading range began to expand. Li Susheng wants to grow into a deep and rational youth. In order to broaden his horizons, he also works part-time in radio stations, newspapers and publishing houses.
Wandering in urban culture
Li Susheng has been looking for a balance between culture and market, hoping to link culture with management and planning more closely. In the second half of 2000, Li Susheng, who graduated from university, heard from a friend in the cultural circle that a cultural magazine of Henan Federation of Literary and Art Circles needed to be revised and needed manpower. At that time, there were no spicy and humorous urban cultural publications in the publishing industry. Li Susheng had a long talk with the editor-in-chief of the magazine with a thick planning book, and the ideas coincided.
It is because of his love for culture and the appreciation of the editor-in-chief that Li Susheng and the magazine came together. For Li Susheng, who was only 20 years old at that time, in such a provincial institution within the system, maybe everything was too fast, maybe he was too young, and some rumors came and went. Some people say that he is a relative of a leader, some people say that he will stop working, and some people doubt his working ability. But as it turns out, Li Susheng soon became one of the main editors and planners of the magazine, and all the rumors were shattered. He used it? Snowman? His pen name is like a fish swimming here.
It is very accidental and dramatic that on June 24th, 2000, Li Susheng, as the youngest outstanding children's poet in China, was invited to participate in an activity sponsored by Children's Literature Committee of Chinese Writers Association, Haiyan Publishing House, Children's Literature magazine and China Youth Daily? 2000 National Children's Poets Taihang Poetry Meeting? Perhaps it is a turning point, which has brought a turning point to the magazine that has just been revised and all blank. There are many writers and celebrities at the meeting. Li Susheng finally got what he wanted by virtue of his public relations etiquette and extraordinary temperament.
To push? Civilian artistry of culture? And then what? The confrontation between ordinary people and fashion? Li Susheng has traveled all over the provincial capital. Lectures and reports were held in more than 20 institutions of higher learning, including zhengzhou institute of aeronautical industry management, Zhengzhou University, North China Institute of Water Conservancy, Henan Agricultural University and Henan University. When he recovered physically and mentally and wanted to cut into the market from a higher platform, Li Susheng had a bolder idea.
200 1 July, Li Susheng and Henan information broadcasting stations launched? Chinese song charts? Implement the strategy of media interaction and strong alliance. The program recommends an excellent single from mainland China, Hong Kong, Macao and Taiwan every day, and selects 10 songs on the list every month through the voting of readers and listeners. To this end, Li Xun also organized the establishment of an art club. The activities are also colorful and flourishing. He always goes all out to do what he thinks. After successfully holding these sensational activities, he won a good reputation in the provincial publishing and cultural circles.
After work, Li Susheng did not forget his literary creation. I work in Reader, Youth Digest, Girlfriend, Lover, Novel Monthly, International Daily (America) and Big Business Daily. Writer Wen Yuan (Canada), Australian Overseas Chinese News (Australia), Mermaid (Denmark), China Daily (Thailand), Pujue (Singapore) and other hundreds of domestic and foreign media published their works, which were reprinted by many newspapers. Some works have been adapted and put on the screen. On June+10, 5438, Australia's Australia-China Weekend [Garden of World Chinese Writers] published a special issue of its works.
Li Susheng worked in Henan Federation of Literary and Art Circles magazine for ten years, organized and planned many cultural, artistic and star activities, and thus made many friends in the cultural and entertainment circles. In September, Li Susheng, executive deputy editor of the magazine, left Henan Federation of Literary and Art Circles without pay and went to a publishing group where he is now.
Li Susheng wants to really do something for the society with his own cultural and entertainment resources. In addition to cultural publishing, Li Xun also contacted hundreds of celebrity artists to do youth charity work. It is worth mentioning that in? 20 15 World Charity Ambassador National Championship Finals? During the event, Li Susheng, an expert who enjoys the special allowance of the State Council from People's Daily, Li Dongping, a senior director of CCTV, and Zhang Hengping, a famous actor and TV drama "Water Margin" played by Ruan Xiaowu, were invited as judges and awarding guests of the national finals. During the activity, for several days, Li Susheng led the contestants to the nursing home to offer condolences to the elderly, to the martyrs cemetery to offer flowers to the heroes of the Red Army, to raise money for poor students, and to participate in many public welfare activities? Are you online? 20 15 World Charity Ambassador National Championship Finals? At the scene, entrepreneurs from all over the country donated 200,000 yuan to the poor students in Lianghekou Township, Chishui City, and said that they would continue to subsidize the poor students in the township 100, each with an annual income of 2,000 yuan until graduation from university. After the activity, because of kindness and love, Li Susheng was hired as? World Charity Ambassador Nationals? Lifetime judge and love ambassador.
These past glories are just passing clouds for today's Li Susheng. In recent years, Li Susheng, who is engaged in media publishing, writing and star performances, has done many good things. He also often calls friends from the cultural and business circles to remote and poor areas to learn about the situation and make donations. From out-of-school children to the Sichuan earthquake, Li Susheng donated a lot of money to these people in need. Will it be over by the end of June? 20 15 world charity ambassador? In Zhengzhou Branch, Li Susheng said: There is no lack of love in the world, only the relay of love. You don't have to have money to do charity. You drop into the ocean. Many people do charity, but few suffer. No matter how big a person's love is, it is limited. Only when the love of all parties is superimposed can love spread all over the world. ? At present, Li Susheng and his friends are preparing? Hundreds of stars-youth charity? And he continues to serve as a judge this year? 20 15 world charity ambassador? He hopes to bring more help to the disadvantaged groups in the national competition.
Resolve family conflicts with love
Van Gogh said: where the flowers of love are in full bloom, life can flourish? . Li Susheng, who has experienced family changes, has forgiven his family. Recalling that time, the stepmother often quarreled with her father, just as his biological mother was still alive. Li Susheng is full of insecurity about his family and life. Besides my father, he and my sister, there are more brothers and sisters brought by my stepmother. Complicated family relations, which often make a lot of noise, forced him to face it. He spent countless nights thinking of his mother. But his deepest kindness made him forgive them.
1in the spring of 999, because of family conflicts, the younger brother brought by the stepmother committed suicide by taking poison in a rage and was not rescued. It was 10 days before my brother's sister-in-law's wedding. The stepmother is heartbroken and wants to divorce her father. My brother is not married, and she wants to leave my house with her stepmother. Li Susheng was recalled, and family relations became more tense. The stepmother angrily asked her father to take responsibility. Looking at his lonely old father, Li Susheng found that he always cared about him. For the sake of his father, he knelt in front of his stepmother, begging her forgiveness and begging her not to leave. He is willing to be her own son. Under the persuasion of relatives and friends, things finally subsided.
At that moment, Li Susheng was no longer a little boy. Suddenly, he forgave his father for years of suffering. Perhaps, the arranged marriage between father and mother should never have started, and he wanted to save this broken home with love. The stepmother lost a son in their home, which was a thorn in her heart. Li Susheng tried to make up for her and treated her desperately.
200 1, just joined the work, the salary is not high. Except for the necessary living expenses, others are subsidized to his family. In order to make her stepmother happy, he often buys her food and clothes and takes her out for a trip. He always felt that their family owed their stepmother a son. Although sometimes he is very tired and fragile, he doesn't want to give up his kindness.
In 2004, due to the unsuccessful operation of gallstones many years ago, the stepmother suffered from complications. On the way to the hospital, her abdomen will be unbearable every once in a while. Stepmother's own son wants to take his stepmother to another hospital in order to save money. Li Susheng immediately became furious and scolded his brother. You don't have to pay. Do you think our mother can hold on if we change hospitals again? Looking at his stepmother's pale face with pain and tears in her eyes, he just wanted her to be hospitalized early to stop the pain first. Stepmother was hospitalized in Zhengzhou for nearly two months, and Li Yun waited on her birthday night. Stepmother was finally moved by his sincerity. His stepmother always sympathized with him, but he advised her not to take it to heart. He said that he had forgiven them a long time ago and never wanted to hate them. Hatred will make his heart ugly.
At this moment, Li Susheng, who has been doing charity, feels that he must love his family before he can really love others. If you can't be tolerant, sympathetic and loving to your family, can you really love your friends and strangers? Because of his love for his family, Li Susheng, a young family, understands everyone better and his love for life and society better.
Because of this love, Li Susheng became a vegetarian. He has a strange theory that vegetarian food can refresh the mind, while meat can make people turbid. Only a plain mouth and a plain heart, this is his attitude towards life. Perhaps because of this, he has always maintained his authenticity and kindness, and thus won many intimate friends and wrote many touching words.
In the days to come, Li Susheng will continue the dual strength of culture and charity! Life is full of ups and downs. Over the years, Li Susheng's greatest feeling about the world and life is that what he sees with love is love, and what he sees with hate is also hate.