However, life is not satisfactory. It disturbs your life, refutes your work, doubts your lover and destroys everything you have.
You start to blame yourself, either because you feel useless or because life is unfair.
You worked overtime for three days and two nights, not only failed the company audit, but also was scolded by the boss. The harder you try to explain, the more you say that you misread a data because of fatigue. They say that you are melodramatic and inferior to others. If this happens again, pack your bags and leave, otherwise it will be too late.
You got off work in frustration and missed the last subway. You couldn't bear to take a taxi, so you walked on the long overpass. At this time, you received a phone call from your mother.
She told you in a slightly tired and hoarse voice, "son, your brother got into trouble at school and injured his classmates, and the other parents came to claim compensation."
You said, "it's okay, mom. I'll give you some money back tomorrow and watch your brother at home. And don't be reluctant to spend money on medicine, I have money. "
Mom hangs up the phone with confidence, and you begin to sigh at the unanswered phone. Sitting on the deserted steps, watching thousands of lights. You silently start to calculate your passbook, excluding the necessities such as living expenses and rent, how much is left. I can make it up and send it to elderly parents and younger brothers who are not sensible enough.
You patted the dust on your body helplessly and walked in the direction of home. When you go downstairs, you can see the lights in the room. You smiled with relief and ran upstairs contentedly. Pushing open the door, it was not my girlfriend's gentle smiling face that greeted me.
You asked her what happened. She didn't answer, so you sat awkwardly across the table. Half ring, she said, my parents arranged a blind date for me today. No matter how poor you are, you can't afford a house. Come to my wedding at the end of the year.
You can't help being angry. You start to complain that she is not sensible and sensible. You slammed the door without seeing her tearful eyes.
You hold back your tears and walk in the already quiet street. I suddenly found that the hustle and bustle of this city can become so lonely in the middle of the night.
You are suddenly attracted by a clear voice. In the dark alley, several little boys are beating a teenager who is curled up on the ground. This reminds you of your brother.
You rushed up without hesitation and shouted, "Stop it!" But nobody listened. You tried to hold them back, and in desperation, you tried to save the poor little boy.
In the chaos, you gave a cry of pain, and others immediately panicked. Before you passed out, only one of them said, "It's over, it's over, you accidentally stabbed someone, run."
Your last perception is that the red sticky liquid soaked your white shirt in just a few seconds.
In the next few days, you spend all your time in your empty world, and you don't know what is happening outside.
You are lying in a snow-white hospital bed with a lot of tubes in your body. You can only feel your weak breath. You want to open your eyes slowly, but your paralyzed body will make you die painfully.
In the middle of the night, your mother stood beside your bed sobbing. Turn your head and ask the doctor behind you. Is it really ... hopeless?
The doctor shook his head helplessly, and your mother could no longer restrain her inner sadness, hugged you and made a painful sound.
And all this, you are slightly awake and all ears.
You see, your life is in danger now, and you may die at any time.
You start to think, if time can go back, it would be great.
Your first thought is that you must be desperate to replace your dead parents, instead of your brother who has been worried about you. When you think back to the happy days when your family was together, you don't seem to have so much trouble. All difficulties, the family can always survive.
You remember your girlfriend who is still waiting for you at home. Not long ago, she agreed to your proposal. In fact, she said that no matter how hard and tired she is with you, she is willing to go together.
You cried, and your tears fell on the white pillow.
You think of your friends who accompanied you from one place to another, and tell your boss everything, your caring predecessors and colleagues.
You think of the cactus flowers that haven't opened on the balcony at home, and the wall that hasn't been built next to the buttonwood tree.
You regret it. You don't think you should die like this. The more you try to escape from this reality, the weaker your breath will be.
Ear suddenly remembered the cry of electrocardiogram, the duty room suddenly exploded. ...
You suddenly look up, surrounded by colleagues, and they look at you with surprised eyes.
Asked with a smile, had a nightmare? There is no need to be in such a hurry, don't work so hard, go back and have a good rest.
Then they went their separate ways.
You sit in your seat, you can't calm down for a long time, and you still can't believe what you see.
Oh, it turns out that all this is just a dream.
When you get home at night, you see your girlfriend cooking a good table. You go up to hug her excitedly.
She smiled and said, your parents are here.
Looking at your kind and gentle parents on the sofa, you begin to feel that life is so beautiful and can be so happy.
The next day, you knocked on the leader's door and handed in your share. Before going out, the leader stopped you and said to you with a smile, do a good job!
You will never feel that life is so powerful. When you start to feel tired, anxious and uneasy, life will always make you uncomfortable.
The more you try to run away from it, the more it wants to crush you.
If life gives you a knife, it is a reminder of what you should do.
The best way is to fight back.
And that knife also makes you clearly realize that if you give up so easily in the face of difficulties, the rest are either dead bodies or walking dead.
So, you love your life, your job, your pillow and everything you have.
Perhaps, the cruelty of reality and the stalemate of fate make you black and blue. At this time, you should think of looking at the scars left by the past whenever luck comes. The clearer the trace, the more reminders. Only people who have experienced more deserve better.