-written on my mother's 75th birthday.

Parents are there, and life is still there; With parents gone, there is only one way home in life. -inscription

I don't know how many times I have listened to "At least you", and my lips are obviously slightly salty. I dare not make any noise, for fear of disturbing people around me and breaking my tender memories. This tear is unprecedented happiness, and it feels luxurious enough. ...

Lao she said (losing a loving mother is like putting a flower in a bottle. Although it still has color and fragrance, it has lost its root. ) I am almost like a flower in a bottle-on July 22, 2065438+08, I received a phone call from my sister saying that my mother was dizzy and weak, and she had been seeing red soil for almost two months, and sometimes she vomited. Mom just said it today! Mother may be ill, over seventy years old, and her physiological period has already passed. My brother is going to take my mother to Anshun People's Hospital for examination. I was like a fool. When I reacted, the first thing I thought of was going home. On the 23rd, I got on the bullet train from Shanghai to Guiyang. There is a feeling of being on pins and needles on the train, and my mood is very complicated.

When I walked out of the station, it was not my usual brothers and sisters who came to meet me, but my mother and my little brother. My mother is much thinner and older than before, and my heart hurts like hell. I tried to get out of my eyes and managed to squeeze out a smile. ...

On the 27th, my brother and sister and I took my mother to Anshun People's Hospital for examination. My mother vomited several times on the way and saw jaundice. At that moment, we felt distressed, unbearable and deeply blamed ourselves. If we cared more, observed more and spent more time with our mother, we wouldn't have waited more than two months to know that our mother was ill, and it was still so serious.

When we arrived at the hospital, we asked the doctor to give our mother a general examination. When she was young, her heart was not very good. There was a long queue in the hospital, and many young people gave their numbers to their mothers. We are very grateful and bow to them. We can get several test results in three hours, but we have to wait for a week's examination, that is, gynecological examination. There was a very bad feeling at that time. My mother asked the doctor if it was cancer, and the doctor comforted her (old man, this test will be taken to Guiyang for testing, and the results will come out in a week. You should look after the old people, maybe all the tests are good. The doctor quietly asked me to take my mother out to sit in a chair for a while. My sister stayed and said a few words and then sent her away. The test situation does not look optimistic. My sister used the time to go to the toilet to tell me (sister, the doctor said my mother's situation was not optimistic.

We kept it from our parents and sister. Only my brothers and sisters know about the suspected cervical cancer, so we don't want them to worry too much. Our prayers are just doubts, not true, and the results will come out in a week. We hope the result will be an exciting miracle for our brothers and sisters.

I had a private discussion with my brother and sister. If the results come out and confirm that my mother has cervical cancer, we will transfer her to the best hospital in Shanghai for treatment. Second sister's children have more financial difficulties. My sister and brother are going to treat my mother. Come back for a week, my mother always said this (if it is cervical cancer, don't spend money, I don't want to go to the hospital to suffer. We have the same phenomenon here. When I find out, I will be dead in less than four months. Without going to see a doctor, we can eat and sleep at home as usual, without pain or money. ) We can only comfort our mother and look on the bright side. Our hearts hung in mid-air for a week. That kind of suffering and fear makes people live like years. In case it is really cervical cancer, we hope it is not advanced and at least give it a chance. My mother has been kind and kind all her life. God, we are unwilling! ! !

Because it is a distant marriage, every time I go back to my mother's house, I always sleep with my mother for a few nights. I can sleep so solidly beside my mother, without insomnia and any interruption that wakes me up in the middle of the night.

A week after the results came out, neighbors came and left, and all the families in need that my mother helped many years ago showed their true feelings. Comfort my mother, God will bless you with a kind person like you, and I can't thank you enough for tea and freshly cooked corn! It turned out that many years ago, there was not enough to eat and there were many children at home. My mother borrowed someone else's own food and agreed to return it with a new one. As a result, she didn't let others return it. My mother forgot. Many years later, people still remember that one is that the child is sick, the family conditions are not good, and the child's nutrition can't keep up. My mother took the lard cooked at home and asked her to cook it for the children. At that time, many people could not afford vegetable oil, let alone lard. More than 20 years ago, the price of lard was twice that of vegetable oil. When we were young, we were puzzled. My mother sends a bowl of rice to other people's homes from time to time. Our family is not rich, we can only solve the problem of food and clothing. Five brothers and sisters, a family of seven people eat. We only know that all the neighbors like her and her mother is recognized as a good person.

On the evening of July 3 1, I boiled the water, poured it, and prepared slippers and towels to wipe my feet. I said, mom, I'll wash your feet tonight. Mom said you should read a book, I'll wash my feet, and then we can talk together. I said coquetry (mom, do you still think I'm not a nerd enough? I just want to wash my mother's feet without reading tonight. Mom, can I wash your feet? When I was a child, you washed my feet countless times. Let me wash your feet tonight. My mother was finally conquered by my coquetry. Actually, my mother doesn't know either. I'm afraid my mother's test results will come out. I'm afraid I don't have time to commemorate my mother. I'm afraid of being like Lao She wrote. Losing a loving mother is like putting a flower in a bottle. Although it is colored and fragrant, it has lost its roots. I'm afraid I have no roots to follow, no roots to find, and I'm afraid of falling. That night, I washed my mother's feet and watched TV with her. I slept with her that night. That kind of happiness is bursting! Happiness is too extravagant! ! !

Although the eldest sister married in the village and now has a grandson, she helps her son take care of his grandson in the city. Second sister is also a little far from her family. My sister married in the county, and my brother lived in Anshun. From time to time, my brothers and sisters will go back to their hometown in the countryside to see their parents, but they rarely spend the night in their hometown on the same day. Actually, my parents are very lonely. Although I don't say it, I know they want someone to accompany them at night, even if it's watching TV, chatting and having a meal.

My brother can't wait a week to get his mother's test results, so he goes to the hospital to find a doctor every day. Unexpectedly, the test results came out on the fifth day. As a result, cervical cancer was ruled out and his mother was prescribed medicine for two months. Our brother and sister cried happily. ...

That was the longest time I went back to my parents' house. I went back on July 23rd and didn't go back to Jiaxing until September 1 the day before my daughter started school. That month, I did almost all the housework, washing dishes, mopping the floor, cooking and accompanying my parents to do farm work. Even though my hands are covered with calluses and blood, I feel that everything revolves around happiness. Because my parents are around, I can clearly see the white hair on my parents' heads and the wrinkles on my face ... I can eat three meals a day, potatoes and corn with my parents. ...

After marriage, my mother said the most words to me-be kind to my parents-in-law. If you treat them well, they will treat you well. I married your father, and my grandmother lived to be 96. We have never blushed. I am very kind to my grandmother. She treats me better than your aunts. I've changed my mind! My mother's kindness has been infecting me since I was a child! Marrying into in-laws is good for parents-in-law. The so-called heart-to-heart, I treat my parents-in-law as my own.

In August this year, I took my daughter back to Guizhou to see her parents. I am glad that my parents are in good health. It's a pity that I hurried back to Jiaxing after staying at home for four days. On the third day when I took my daughter back to Guizhou from Jiaxing, my mother-in-law accidentally fell and was hospitalized with a broken shoulder. When I left, my mother asked me to take good care of my mother-in-law. The mother-in-law has no daughter, and the two old people take turns to take care of her in the hospital. After all, men are not as careful as women, so I'm relieved.

My mother didn't answer my phone some time ago because she called me at night. My parents couldn't sleep one night. My parents dreamed of me that night. My mother said that she dreamed that I was naked, and her dream was not very good. She was worried that I was ill. She called me the next day. As a result, my cell phone was turned off, and I was lying in bed for a day because of migraine. Later, I saw a dozen mothers' missed calls in the middle of the night! I'm worried about something at home. My mother made so many phone calls that I couldn't help dialing my mother's cell phone after midnight. As a result, my mother answers the phone every second. I'm surprised. My mother said that my father had been awake because of an unlucky dream. My parents stayed up all night! At that moment, my heart crossed the tenderness of pain ... to comfort my parents! I fought in tears!

No matter how old I am, in my mother's eyes, I am still the babbling child she held in her arms and held in her hand! Mom! Life has given me too much experience. I am a wife and mother! With children, I further understand the hardships of being a mother, and understand the significance of the lamb kneeling on the breast and the crow feeding back. I'm just a kid, mom. You gave birth to our five brothers and sisters. You can imagine how difficult it is not to be known! I remember my brother and sister often said that there was a heavy hail once, and even the bark was punched a lot, and the basic crops were confiscated. It was rare to eat wild vegetables that year, but I was too young to understand, but I just wanted to eat rice. My brother and sister didn't eat that year. As a result, I ate rice, my brother and sister ate coarse grains, and my parents didn't know what to eat. Every time I think about it, I can't forgive myself for being young and ignorant. Deep down, I am tender and lingering, but an arrow goes through my heart. ...

I finally know that filial piety is not how much money to give parents! It's not a question of how many clothes to buy for them. Parents have entered old age and need the company of their families. Although they are poor, they can always see their parents' smiles.

I once read the Analects of Confucius, and one sentence shocked me. There is a saying in The Analects: You must know your parents' age. It means that children should know that their parents are getting older and older. We should try our best to serve our parents while they are alive. Otherwise, when parents really leave, there will be no chance to be filial.

Parents are there, and life is still there; With parents gone, there is only one way home in life. I know my parents are still here. I am the luckiest daughter in the world. I thank God for giving me the opportunity to honor my parents. We're not old. My parents are still here. Don't let love be late ...

The letter was written on 20 19 12 13.

Two precious blurred black and white photos are of a young mother and a young baby. Every time I open them, my eyes are always full of sour happiness ...