I'm not sure which movie I saw it in. In the movie, the heroine recalled an idea when she was young and ended her life before she was 30. Because she doesn't want to see her senile self, she wants her life to stay in the best time of her life. I saw this sentence a few years ago. At that time, I was a high school student. I really defined youth to be in my twenties, and I was deeply moved when I saw this sentence. Now that I think about it, I was actually quite stupid at that time. Why do I need others to define my youth? Why do I think it is reasonable to end my life at my best? Think about how naive my thoughts were! Some people can be eighteen forever, but life is hard. Such people will not be happy.
When my youth will end, when I am no longer full of expectations for life, when I am no longer full of enthusiasm for life, when I surrender in the face of cruel reality, then my youth will end. But what's the difference between that and death? Time will take away many things. There is no elixir of life, no eternal youth, and no youthful appearance. We think youth will die because we define it by age and skin, but time is infinite, we are limited, life is limited, and we can't get anything back from the past. So, let's take our youth away from time. As long as we are full of dreams and vitality, we would rather crash into reality. The passion of youth is probably the spark that dares to collide. When this fire goes out, youth is gone.
Although I am twenty years old now, should I worry that my youth is only four years left? No, I will always be eighteen. At the age of eighty, I still read romance novels, play League of Legends, go shopping and have coffee with my girlfriends, try on skirts happily, brush Weibo's idols, or occasionally sit in the sun and sing and draw.
Ostrovsky said that life gives us a great and infinitely noble gift, that is, youth: youth full of strength, expectation, will, ambition of seeking knowledge and struggle, hope and confidence. I gladly accept this gift and will always be full of enthusiasm.