After returning to my hometown, the orange was injured. She couldn't figure out why her four-year relationship would be destroyed by a woman who had known her for less than four months. I can't figure it out. I was defeated by a woman who was inferior to myself everywhere. I can't figure out what kind of life my students have lived since graduation two years ago. It suddenly occurred to her that when she asked Hadron what attracted him? His answer was quite unexpected. He said she used to be like you, lovely, gentle and kind. Now you only complain that I earn less, and you won't praise me at all. Although it sounds like a dog, compare mistress with sister orange. But when you think about it calmly, what he said is also reasonable. Because now I am really a woman full of resentment and negative energy. Orange sister recalled that they/kloc-had not graduated in 0/4 years and lived together in a small rental house in Shenzhen for the first time. At first, there was only one bed and no furniture. That's Hadron's staff dormitory. But that was the happiest time for Sister Orange and Mr. Hadron. One day, Sister Orange saw a book about entrepreneurship in the book bar downstairs, and went to encourage Mr. Hadron, who was so comfortable. Let's get back to starting a business. Although we have no money and no experience, we have money and experience, and the water chestnut is crushed by society, so we will not have passion. We can earn experience and money slowly. We are still young anyway. So in this way, Mr. Qiangzi was persuaded by me, and I knew that he always had a dream of starting a business for me. At that time, we agreed to stay together no matter where we lived or whether we lived well, because we came back to start a business just to get married early.
? Young people are not afraid to fall, and young people are not afraid to start over. Hadron's first venture lasted for three months. End without loss. Mr. Qiangzi opened a teahouse in F city, where they spent three years in college. Orange sister is very excited, thinking that their life will start to get better. I didn't expect this to be a debt-ridden start. Because the location of the tea shop is not good, there is no publicity effect in an alley on the main road of their university. After driving for half a year, Mr. Qiangzi began to degenerate, and his debts forced him to play cards and hang out with friends who had money but no job. Sister orange looked at Hadron and said nothing, but she didn't expect that this was just the beginning of Hadron. Then transferred to the store or addicted to playing cards. Oranges watch shops 12 hours a day, watch unprofitable shops, and watch hadrons that begin to change slowly. They began to quarrel endlessly until another woman appeared, until Mr. Hadron and I had nothing to say every day. They seem to spend all their time quarreling and complaining except falling in love. The orange was in a trance for a while. She muttered to herself, if she didn't rely so much on Hadron from the beginning and didn't live according to his life, would the outcome be the same? When they quarreled, Hadron said loudly, can you grow up? Can't you live without me? I need to accompany everything. If you were independent, we wouldn't be like this. Even if Hadron makes more mistakes, the failure of feelings will always be the fault of two people. Sister orange's bad temper has come up. Just wait and see if she shouts at Hadron. I'll give you a good look alone. In this way, oranges left F city with their suitcases and returned to their hometown.
? Who can easily forget this feeling of being a little ashamed and a little hurt? But orange sister really changed completely this time. How difficult is it to live alone without a nest for two people? Not difficult. Just want to drink water, want to shout hadron, give up halfway. Not difficult. It's just that the life with everyone has become a person's life. Not difficult. I just woke up in a few nightmares and found myself clutching the quilt, trying to strangle the dog and man. But when she returned to her hometown, orange sister knew that they could not be together. Orange wants to prove to Hadron that she can live a good life herself, not relying on any man, but seeking invulnerability.
? Later, the orange was resting, making a life plan for herself and signing up for a yoga class. Start to care about your body and your life. It is difficult to make a decision, especially to give up the comfort zone that has been used for a long time. Absolutely uncomfortable. But if you don't have the courage, you won't know that you can be so beautiful. Admit it, you need courage, not someone. To be continued. . . .