At the beginning of the TV series, she told us that she was killed while chasing a wanted man. In the book, she committed suicide after being badly disfigured. When I saw this passage again at the end of the play, I couldn't help crying, and my heart was blocked, as if she was not a fictional character, but a real person, so she was sacrificed in front of my eyes.
"Dear, I won't hurt you in the future. Find something to eat yourself. " Rui Xiao Dan
On her way to heaven, she left a message for her lover Ding Yuanying. I have agreed to quit my job as a criminal police officer, and it is just around the corner to apply for studying in Germany. The case of metrical poetry is about to start. At this time, the girl who wanted a gift left like this. As a reader, I can't accept it. This fictional character has brought me too much emotion and shock.
Ray Xiao Dan is a smart, beautiful, stubborn, hardworking, pure, straightforward and independent girl. Her father is a famous director in China, and her mother runs a restaurant in Germany. With such a family background and her excellent efforts, there is absolutely no need to choose a job as a small-town criminal police. Only such a choice, few people can do it in reality. She knows what she wants, and if she wants to prove her worth, she must stand up and speak with confidence. Ding Yuanying said after reading Xiao Dan's information that you are a very diligent girl. I think this is a general evaluation of a girl, because for a vegetable winner, diligence is everything.
When I was in the police academy, I made extraordinary efforts and shot very accurately. As a girl, I can still be an excellent undercover. From the waitress to the hostess, I can complete my task perfectly. As a criminal policeman, even though I have predicted that my life will be in danger, I still choose my function without hesitation. Live and die, die and come and go as you please.
At any time, a woman knows what she wants, works hard, works hard, and has a sense of justice in her heart, which is enough for her to live a good life and not feel inferior in front of anyone.
In the face of falling in love with Ding Yuanying, she is open and easy. A person faces his feelings and does everything he can as a woman. Even if the ending is not satisfactory, there will be no regrets in her life.
When she stood naked in front of Ding Yuanying, I believe all readers, like Ding Yuanying, did not feel any contempt, but only felt the girl's burning passion and deep love, which was desperate and merciless.
When Ouyang Xue told her that you couldn't take this man, she said, you don't need to take what you can take, don't take what you can't take, just love! Unfortunately, in this era, when we love someone, we always have to weigh too much, analyze the pros and cons and think too much. We are afraid that a heart will give to the wrong person, lose ourselves and waste time. We always pay carefully, consider the cost, calculate the return, and satisfy two wishes. It's really good luck from God.
When life and death are at a critical juncture, will people's emotions have a cross-strait generation? I've never died. I don't know. But when Xiao Dan survived, the biggest panic in his heart was that he would never see this man again. He was eager to see him again. Fortunately, confidante is an unavoidable hurdle for all men, and Ding Yuanying is no exception.
Rui Xiaodan knows that this man is smart and excellent, that he is a master and knows everything he owns, but in the eyes of his lover, this girl, ten years younger than him, only wants to hurt him with her energy accumulated for twenty-six years, and wants to turn into a sculpture with him, caring for him in every way, loving him like a child and keeping her mouth shut. It is necessary to call him back later.
Her expectation for Ding Yuanying is nothing more than falling in love with him and even supporting him. But she knows that this man is powerful at heart. She is not sure how long she can love him, and she even dare not expect a future.
"There are only two ways to speak in seven days of loneliness, either lying or standing. Therefore, I always want to imagine you as a drunk wandering in the street. I want to take you in, but I dare not imagine how high the threshold for taking you in is. You said, just throw you a piece of steamed bread, but the steamed bread you want is too big, and my family is poor to eat. "
Her love is so pure, love will only consider what she can bring to each other, and the best in love is pure love, which has no purpose and no purpose. After being together, Ding Yuanying naturally thought about something for her. She said, Yuan Ying, don't make me feel that women have everything as soon as they take off their pants. I admire her independence to this extent. As a vulnerable group (an indisputable fact), women always have a sense of dependence. As your woman, I can be taken care of and arranged by you, so you have to give me everything I want.
When we love someone, we naturally want to build a castle for each other, protect her for life, give her everything she thinks is perfect, and obey your arrangement. This may be a way of love, and most of us are eager to be so protected by our loved ones.
But Rui Xiao Dan wants a love of standing and talking, which is her psychological need. Maybe she remembers Ding Yuanying's saying that women are a model of formal logic and an obstacle to dialectical thinking. I have no intention of destroying women, and I don't want to be destroyed by women. She wants to be qualified to love him and prove that she is not what he thinks.
As a middle-aged man with profound thoughts and unique perspectives, Ding Yuanying is not only Xiao Dan's lover, but also his mentor. She has made rapid progress beside Ding Yuanying, which is not only a matter of obeying her master, but also a kind of self-awareness.
"Tao can be Tao, extraordinary Tao, famous name, extraordinary name", Tao can be realized without repair. "As long as it's not what I feel and experience, you can't give me, and I can't hold it. I can only do it if I feel and feel it myself. What I do is mine. "
We have heard many truths since childhood, but even if we have heard many great truths, we still can't live well. Even in the same scene, different people will gradually form different levels of gap. Cognition is the biggest difference between people. What can I learn from one person and one thing? Because not thinking is like passing clouds, tripping over one thing repeatedly, and the result is that life can only do some simple things repeatedly. When you meet it, you can figure it out and turn it into the best principle of your own life. To change one's mind is to look at the essence through the phenomenon. Too many people casually say this sentence.
For the ending, I don't want to say my inner pain and sadness. If she was destined to be a goddess, there would be no greed and ignorance on earth.
She is a stubborn and proud girl. After her leg was badly disfigured by the explosion, she thought she was useless and no longer a free person. So leaving is also the perfection of her personality and soul. Fortunately, Ding Yuanying understood her.