Of course I lost weight. I lost nearly thirty pounds before and after. That feeling is good, better than starvation. My old body, every day is a new continent. I like this feeling-the feeling of possibility.
It is possible to become a better self; It is possible to be a better self. Life is possible. When you meet someone who is willing to feed you well, you have the best love and sex. It is natural for you to stay together. You deserve such a good life, because you are so excellent.
I don't want to betray myself in the past, but I want to say that hunger is like a meat cleaver, slowly carving out a true outline. All fat people look the same, and their expressions and postures are the same.
The thinner you are, the one who hides himself. I like myself in the past, like a striking yellow light bulb, bared my teeth happily and enthusiastically, but I know that I don't want to go back, never again.