At one o'clock in the morning yesterday, I suddenly woke up and had a dream. I dreamed that Nan Lin, who was running in the playground at 20 12, was wearing a gray sportswear, with a man's head and a few drops of sweat hanging on his face. He ran very seriously, as if he were shining all over. I watched him get farther and farther away from me, and I couldn't help but be flustered. This boy I have known for many years is an unspeakable existence in my heart.
I woke up wide awake, so I picked up my mobile phone and brushed Weibo. Look at the dynamics released by Nanlin three months ago. He said, "I will love you and marry someone else."
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"I don't know when my wallet was stolen, and I can't go on at the end of the month." Just after this dynamic was released, Nan Lin called.
"Where are you? Hungry? I'll take you to dinner. "
"Well, very good." After hanging up the phone, I flew to the place where I had dinner with Nan Lin.
"Boss, a bean curd brain, add more mustard tuber." He always knows what I like best.
"Nan Ge, why don't you eat?" I was so busy hungry just now that I forgot that he didn't eat at all.
"I'm not hungry, you eat!" Brother Nan looked at me with pity.
"Give charcoal in the snow, little girl has nothing to report." I looked at Nan Ge and whispered.
"Well, then you can promise yourself, haha." His hand holding the mobile phone suddenly shook and the mobile phone slipped on the table. I caught a glimpse of his wallpaper as a photo I sent to my circle of friends.
A warm current in my heart, coupled with steaming tofu brain, is the most delicious meal I have ever eaten. After a long time, friends around me said, "You are a foodie, because a bowl of tofu brain sold yourself." "But fortunately, a blessing in disguise is a blessing in disguise. I lost my wallet and found a male ticket. Not bad. "
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20 12, I am a junior. After the school course, I spent most of the semester as an intern outside. During that time, there were many things in the internship company, and they often came back to school very late. Exhausted, I sat on the bus and didn't notice that my wallet was stolen. This is my living expenses for the remaining half a month. From the beginning of my internship, I threatened not to ask her for living expenses again. Now the house leaks because it rains all night, so I have to bite the bullet and pay my internship salary until next month.
Those weeks were really poor, and a pack of mustard tuber could last three times a day. After Nanlin rescued me from the hot water with a bowl of bean curd, we fell in love. After being with him, the embarrassment of life has not improved. Because he is also poor, poorer than me. Nan Lin's hometown is in an unknown mountain area in Guangxi. He grew up in a poor family. He borrowed money to go to college, and even the passage to H city was borrowed from home. The usual living expenses depend entirely on work-study programs or tutoring, but I can also be self-sufficient and occasionally take me out for a good meal. He is diligent and studious, and gets the first-class scholarship every year. He is a good student in the eyes of teachers and classmates. After being with him, I said to everyone, "Look, how handsome and excellent our Nanlin is. He will definitely get ahead in the future. " My friends always give me the look that I am a sex maniac.
Before I fell in love, I had fantasized about countless romantic scenes. Borges said, "If there is a heaven, it should be like a library." For Nan Lin and me, the library is a paradise. Because there is hot air conditioning in winter and cold air conditioning in summer, you can still read the books you want without spending money. The places where Nanlin took me most were libraries, magazines and novels. I am not a studious person. When I was writing math problems in Nanlin, I often hid his draft paper. I often give him two moustaches when he sleeps at his desk. When he woke up, I pretended not to know and looked at him in surprise. He always touches my head and then goes to the bathroom to wash my face.
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In the winter of 20 13, Nanlin and I prepared for the postgraduate entrance examination.
The place where we go the most is still the library. When we were tired of reading, we ran to the lake in front of the library to chat for a while. Looking forward to the days after graduate school, Nan Lin said that he could get more than 1000 a month after graduation. I said, "well, when you have enough money, we will open a hot pot restaurant." I will be the boss's wife and be responsible for counting money. " When I was young, people asked me what I wanted to be in the future. I have always said that when I grow up, I want to open a hot pot restaurant and be the proprietress. Others say I have no ambition, but Nan Lin said, "Well, the hot pot restaurant will use your name. Don't worry about anything, just count the money. " The lake in front of the library has become our only entertainment place. A gust of wind blew, and Nanlin held me tighter. The weather in October became bitter, and the winter of that year seemed to come earlier than usual. At that time, we had nothing, but we were happy because I was not afraid of anything with him.
Those years of preparing for the exam were really hard. Nan Lin is smarter than me. She works harder than me. I think it is a shame for me to choose the postgraduate entrance examination. I often cry next to Nanlin on my way to the canteen. I said, "You are amazing. If you are admitted to graduate school, will you leave me? " He still pulled me into his arms: "Silly girl, what are you thinking? We will be together forever. " Every time I feel depressed, Nan Lin will take me to eat hot pot. We always eat as much as we can, and we can't bear to order expensive ones. "I can't eat so much. Are you afraid that I will eat you poor? " I looked at Nan Lin and giggled. "In the future, I will be the owner of a hot pot restaurant. Have food, have me and support you. "
Every time you eat hot pot with me, Nanlin seldom eats meat. He knows that I like meat. I didn't order much meat. Leave it to me. I see through it, but I won't say anything. I just keep giving him meat to eat. I said, "I don't like meat anymore. I want to lose weight. Eat all the meat! " ""We are all studying hard and hurting our brains. Eat more. "I ordered it again for him, by the way. He seemed to know that I understood what he meant: "The boss added another beef roll", and then looked at me and said, "In order to save money in the future, we should not eat well." I nodded my head. It seems that the boy in front of me is the one who wants to be together for life, and he will leave me the best.
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In 20 14, we failed in the postgraduate entrance examination, and the wave of graduation beat me to pieces.
I said, "Nan Lin, I'm sorry. If I hadn't influenced your review, you would have been admitted. " He said, "What if I pass the exam? I won't leave without your life. " That day, I hid in his arms and cried for a long time
After graduation, Nan Lin found a job with low salary but good prospects in H city. The boss of the company promised him a promotion and salary increase after working for one year. But I know that in the company and the system, Nan Lin actually prefers the work within the system. But I think the system is equivalent to providing for the aged, and I want to have a rest.
And I became a teacher in an unknown school in H city. I go to Nanlin after work every day. I said, "I feel watching you work, and I feel that the day of being the owner of a hot pot restaurant is near." He said: "As long as two or three years, I will definitely let you be the boss's wife." We stood face to face and laughed for a long time.
After work, my mother knew that I was with Nan Lin. When she called, she asked him obliquely when he planned to buy a house in H city. "Well, soon, Aunt." Nan Lin stammered an answer to my mother. "Mom, what are you doing? We have our own plans. " After that, I hung up the phone and left Nan Lin and me standing in the same place. I dare not go to see him, because my eyes are staring at each other at this time, and I feel embarrassed.
A year later, Nan Lin really got a raise and a promotion. Shall we celebrate, or hot pot restaurant? This time, we ordered a lot of meat, several times as much as before. While eating, Nan Lin's cell phone rang, and it was his mother. It turned out that Nan Lin's father suddenly fainted while working outside. Nanlin rushed back to his hometown overnight. When I got home, I sent him a short message: "Everything will be fine."
At noon the next day, Nan Lin called and said, "My parents are in poor health. I'm going to stay in my hometown and enter the system. By the way, take care of my parents. Would you like to go back to your hometown with me? " I stood in the same place, stunned for a long time: "Sorry, my old home is too far away." Nan Lin on the other end of the phone said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry I didn't let you live a good life when I was with you." After hanging up the phone, I hid in my room and cried for a long time.
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20 16, I am 26 years old. Generally speaking, when girls reach the age of 25, they will seek stability. Every day when I come home from work, my parents will bomb me in turn and ask me when I will get married. I said, "well, what about the owner of the hot pot restaurant?" I've already asked around. I am single and unmarried. If it suits you, I'll propose tomorrow. " My mother always scolds me for being out of my mind, doing nothing right, and having no ambition since I was a child, so I want to be the boss of a hot pot restaurant. As he spoke, tears came out.
That day, I saw Weibo in Nanlin in my circle of friends: "I will love you and marry someone else." Yes, Nan Lin is married. I heard that the bride is also a teacher, virtuous, beautiful and gentle.
Later, my classmates who had contact with Nanlin told me that he opened a hot pot restaurant in his hometown to do sideline business, and the proprietress in it was beautiful and generous, and the business was very good.
Some people, some things, are doomed. I wanted to be the owner of a hot pot restaurant since I was a child, but now?