There are 1000 reasons for leaving early, and only one reason for leaving you is better than those 1000 reasons. This is the correct article I gave you from the secretary writing network. -Zhou

Two years ago, Zhou revisited "Niu Niu-A Father's Notes" and still burst into tears. This is not a book, but a brick grave, used to build father's feelings!

Zhou is a philosopher, father and secretary. His child wrote this article on the website of his father's philosophy website, even if he came out alive from the secretary's article writing network, philosophy is no better.

God will never envy the happiness of his people. He always makes everything incomplete with perfect things, and then asks you to see it! This is life! Before her fate, Niu Niu (the child Zhou wrote this article from the document network) was not born, and she began to covet a link, a child document that wrote this article step by step from the abyss of the network. First of all, Yu's cousin (wife Zhou this article was written by Document Network) has the flu, and she has been pregnant for five months. So the untimely phone call, Sichuan girl, sensitive to the rain, resolutely hit the ground floor in a rage, leading to a worse fever; In that emergency, they met a female doctor who was arrogant and numb, delaying treatment; Worst of all, MD, let me take X-rays in the rain, not twice! In this series of events, even if any link is broken, the secretary who wrote this article may not be able to catch this incurable congenital retinal tumor. I don't know what kind of mood Zhou is in. These pains hurt his heart. Write it down. It is so delicate from memory. Birds and fish have eyes, but Niu Niu doesn't. This comes from the poor child, the secretary who wrote this article, who is so eager to pursue the light with the Internet. She will laugh for a long time when she sees a group of orange lights; Niu Niu only has one birthday. Mom wants you to see if Niu Niu's eyes are like Persian guests. Dad told her that she was the most beautiful Persian cat in the world. Niu Niu shouted again and again: "Knock, knock …" She didn't understand why the world was always knocking at her. In the world where Niu Niu is about to leave at night, my father's father, the father named "Dad", lies quietly beside her, whispering softly, like a gossamer. What could be broader than this parting in this world? After Niu Niu died, Zhou said, "You, I have hugged you enough, so I have little time to think." With you gone, my arms are empty. I don't know when to take so much. Maybe it will help me when I only use it once-yes, I help you get close to it every day. " Others say that Niu Niu is free, which is actually ridiculous. What other children can chase after from the sun secret net written in this article, but must let Niu Niu go? As parents, their next generation of semi-clerical writing will eventually live in this absurd situation from the Internet. They may look for any unusual opportunity. Unconsciously, I assume that Niu Niu can like others if she dies. This article comes from the red scarf writing network worn by the secretary for children. She can also write this article like other children. After reading a letter from a shy boy in the class next door, I can change from a secretary's article writing network to a mother as sacred as other people's children. ....

In fact, we are never afraid of anything, even if we want few opportunities, we are worried about what we have lost. Why is lovelorn so painful? Many people may feel that the pain of being abandoned is actually not here, but some feelings that once took care of each other are lost quietly, which is unacceptable. Any relationship is like this. On the other hand, pay off the net. The secretary didn't ask for anything in return for writing this article, just wanted to use his weak grip and the power of life. However, we live in this world, and there is always some power on its face. This article comes from the secretarial writing network, crying and looking weak and helpless!

The children of other people who wrote this article from the internet will be lovers, wives, mothers and Niu Niu in the future. She is just a daughter-a daughter forever!

There are no "tears", only "tears"

-the feeling of reading Zhou Niu Niu.

Zhou Xinhuan read an article on the Internet, saying that Zhou's Niu Niu is not the reader's "tears" of this book, but a person's "tears" book. During the "Eleventh" period, I went to Xinhua Bookstore to buy books, and when I read Niu Niu: A Father's Notes, tears filled my eyes. To some extent, tears are a luxury, because tears can wash away many impure hearts; Perhaps the love of parents is an instinct, and so is the awe and cherish of life. Once this emotion is awakened, every sentence in the book makes people feel distressed. In the subsequent reading from beginning to end, I really have been so distressed by that bucket.

Niu Niu tells a story: Niu Niu's father is a philosopher and her mother is an innocent little woman. Although their marriage has problems, their feelings are fresh and unique. For parents, Niu Niu is undoubtedly an angel, but after 18 months was recalled, the angel of God came to earth. She lingers on the irreversible road, but laughs on the way. In this process, philosophers have been thinking about the main issues of life and death, thinking that the little woman slowly grows into a real mother, and the three people are interdependent, warm and deeper. ......

If death is a proposition that human beings must face, it would have been Niu Niu's face. She is ignorant, but she also represents spirituality. Her bubble life is short, it seems that the pain of design is coming, and her overture also means the end of life. But she is always willing to learn the language, walk and see the world. She doesn't care about starting a life alone, but embraces every inch of innocence. Philosopher is the representative of father, and this little woman is the representative of mother. They look at the world from different angles and ways, and their attitude towards sinking is completely different. After Niu Niu, the philosopher chose the little woman who broke up, but their lives were always painful for Niu Niu and remained in each other's memories forever.

Every life is accidental, but this does not hinder the value of every life; Some lives are short, but they are unique. The book "Cow" is not as painful as compassion. He has a homely style on his right, so there is no need to exaggerate it. Is it flattery? This is a bitter laugh. All those who care about people's respect and love it fear life. Unfortunately, this is not only a book to commemorate her father's early death, but also a book to praise life and reflect on homesickness and life. Scholars have always been easy to get used to, because the philosophical foundation and significance are heavy; Injury is always easy to happen, promiscuous, sincere, narrative and touching restraint.

Immersed in books for a few days, after washing my face and looking in the mirror every day, I will carefully examine their eyes. I began to forgive its shortsightedness, its singleness, its unclearness and its unlight, and especially thanked my parents for giving me a pair of intact pupils, because nothing was more terrible than this, which did not hinder my visual contact with the free world. I think Cattle's Cat's Eye has an ugly and terrible cancer. It is a lovely and beautiful life that grows eyes and eats lightly abroad, and then devours Niu Niu. ......

Petite eighteen months witnessed life from birth to fading out, through the curtains, every tragedy, every detail, experiencing great sadness and joy. Even think that "happiness" is modesty and gives intermittent fate, so it is extremely precious. This is a tragedy of "tearing beauty to show it", which is perfect from beginning to end, and it is heartbreaking to present to readers: whether Niu Niu, the father (author) as a philosopher, the mother (rain) of a little girl, and even supporting Jane, etc., they all say with infinite affection that they never slack off in details, even in the mustard beans. Although I can't help laughing and crying, I still go all out. ......

Reading Lu Youqing's past Diary of Death and Mrs. Tao Jin's Memories and Mourning for Her Husband is far from having such an impact. Compared with "Niu Niu", the first two are more or less artificial-although, please forgive my unintentional disrespect.

An alternative view of "Niu Niu"-Please choose the one that suits you.

After watching Niu Niu, something really came out. I don't know why, but the tone is very poisonous. I'm sorry if you hurt everyone's eyes and hearts.

In this book, it seems that doctors are always powerful. But doctor, when a patient faces strength and illness, it is so small, just like everyone else. In short, doctors will never know what the next step in that direction is. He can only ponder and guess. He is very careful. He is very careful.

Patients always want an answer of 100%, but doctors can only say one possibility.

Please don't be too demanding.

■ Zhou's causal chain, compared with others, why do you describe the event from this angle? Doctor, aren't men just secretive? Until recently, from the perspective of tuberculosis screening, this method was only negative; What qualifications do you have to challenge the harsh medical knowledge and health economics fifteen years ago? Relative to the so-called flood era and personal destiny, this is what it refers to.

To put it bluntly, you have proof? Compared with the quarrel between husband and wife, it is decisive to let Niu Niu's mother catch a cold and cause pneumonia. It really shouldn't be involved in a larger sense?

■ Because Niu Niu was included in the medical ethics textbook of the story, I think if Zhou knows the specific situation, she may be unhappy:

A newborn was found to have a malignant tumor-retinoblastoma. His parents still adopt a conservative treatment plan in the face of the eyes of the relocated children. Later, my parents chose the latter, and my condition deteriorated sharply. At this point, the parents of the children should be happy themselves, right?

That's it. It deprives fresh life like Niu Niu has a memory, and only extracting these elements into a four-grid method has become a scientific proof tool.

I think maybe Zhou, as a poet, can't stand it.

■ About the book "Theater Missile Defense System": Do you know how it suddenly reached sensational words in an extremely dazzling way? I really don't know whether it is Zhou He's sensationalism and scolding, or scolding and sensationalism!

The language of power depends more on form than content. This book is full of broken thoughts, sadness, hesitation, and enough loneliness to make readers happy and sad; So why use swearing to improve the so-called expressive force?

■ Niu Niu, she came to this world to enjoy joy and pain through a life; Then there is nothing to regret. Life is two things.

Cows are so happy. At least she didn't abandon her parents, but also had a privileged family environment and invited experts through various relationships;

She will not fall, because of gender discrimination, because of poverty and unsustainability, because of ordinary and trivial embarrassment.

She can start using the narcotic drugs in the expensive Demerol, which was almost harsh in the 1990s.

She won't cry all night and be protested by her neighbors. ......

■ I once encountered an olfactory neuroblastoma because a young mother had it removed when her child's eyes were still in infancy. After the operation, her eyes were infected and eroded by radiotherapy, so you need to clean up the fungal blocks in the hospital regularly.

Without anesthetic, she shouted: and smiled at herself; Finally, for the next doctor and her treatment, she said, "Oh, it hurts!" " ":tomorrow afternoon, I will go to the prosthetic factory to install artificial eyes for radiotherapy; Rarely come next week. DEK, my schedule is so full that I can hardly handle it. It's better that I got it, but the mother at home is also found by the older children. ......

It is this courage that I admire.

I am also crying, but I can't stand the little argument about Zhou. The bitterness in my arms is only human after all. Philosophers and poets are really unreliable. ......

Looking at a child, the doomed father, is an unusual but heartbreaking thing in this situation. Niu Niu, the unfortunate and happy daughter of 562 days, came to this strange world. With her attachment to this world and her desire to double her pet parents, her father's desperate prayer time quietly left. The incidence of retinoblastoma is one in 12,000, but it just falls on one in 10,000, the unfortunate girl who is destined to be a 100% unhappy family. Whether we like it or not, there are such desperate things in the world! Niu Niu was born and was diagnosed as terminally ill. It's a very lovely, very bad year and a half later, a short time. In this book, Zhou wrote about the loveliness and pity of his daughter Niu Niu. He and his wife are thinking about their daughter's love mentality, cradle and grave river in the shadow of her daughter's death. For writers and couples, Niu Niu's story is the most beautiful and tragic story in their lives. Niu Niu was two and a half years old, shook her hand, sighed, stopped breathing and left this world. Family week is his pen, and he stayed with Niu Niu for 562 days and nights, putting his sad and angry daughter Niu Niu in a lovely mood and poor death shadow. Wilcho also has imaginary line drawing illustrations, and more people seem to think that Niu Niu's fingertips touch.