If you can realize your mistake, break off all relations with your lover immediately and go back to your family, you may still live.
If you continue to cheat, it will only lead to divorce and go out clean. In a few months, you will be very painful and embarrassed, and you will fall into the long river of pain.
Cheating happiness is based on the pain of others, that is to say, you get happiness by robbing and robbing others' happiness. It turns out that that happiness is not yours. This kind of happiness is unreal, temporary, castle in the air and unstable.
You can only swallow the bitter fruit you have brewed, bear the sins you have made, and be responsible for what you have done. Every cause has its consequences.