In a blink of an eye, it has been three years since I joined the China * * * Production Party. I still clearly remember the feeling of excitement and anxiety when I was sworn in as a party member. Excited, I finally joined this advanced and glorious group that I have been longing for for for a long time. It is a great honor for me to be one of them. What makes me uneasy is facing a new identity of "Made in party member". At the same time, I feel the weight of this honor, and worry that I can't be a qualified party member. As a student, party member, not to mention how much he has contributed to the country's construction and development, has always been sheltered by his parents' wings and cannot be independent. As a party member, what can I do and what should I do? This question has been bothering me and echoing in my heart. At the beginning of joining the party, I always knew nothing about the party's theory and policies because my thoughts were not mature enough. As soon as the relevant works of Marxism-Leninism, Mao Zedong Thought and Deng Xiaoping Theory were swallowed up, I had the illusion that these difficult theories were so far away from real life that they were shelved ideologically that they were not really accepted or accepted from the heart. With the growth of age, there are more and more problems, and this spiritual nothingness is becoming more and more prominent and intense. What parents can give is more care for life, what friends can share is only the joys and sorrows of the mood, and what teachers can teach is mostly the connotation of knowledge. Who will lead the spirit? For a while, I couldn't find the answer, and I didn't think about the connection between the two questions, so I was happy aimlessly. It was not until the activities to maintain the advanced nature of party member provided me with an opportunity, which made me suddenly enlightened and finally found the answers to two questions that I had been puzzled for a long time. The educational activity of maintaining the advanced nature of Communist party member is a strategic plan made by the 16th National Congress of the Communist Party of China and an important measure to thoroughly study and implement Theory of Three Represents. The main purpose of this activity is to further improve the quality of party member. This educational activity to maintain the advanced nature of Communist party member is a well-organized learning activity with a clear theme. Since joining the party, although learning has never stopped, there are not many such learning experiences. Since xxxx, we have gained a deeper understanding of party member's advanced nature in the new period through lectures, reading, discussions, watching videos and writing experiences. If party member wants advanced education, it must first correctly grasp the advanced nature of party member. "Theory of Three Represents" profoundly reveals the era connotation of the Party's advanced nature in the new period, provides a fundamental theoretical basis for us to correctly grasp the advanced nature of Communist party member, gives me a brand-new perspective, raises my understanding to a new level, and gives me an opportunity to comprehensively examine myself. At the beginning of my study, I had a question: party member was a pioneer and should be advanced. Why should we learn to keep it advanced? Through learning, I understand: first, the advanced nature keeps pace with the times. Today, the advanced nature has a new connotation, and it cannot be maintained forever without learning. Second, because some people in party member can't keep their advanced nature, and some even don't like party member. Therefore, we should always study to keep advanced. I think it's all my own problems, like a prescription for my spiritual emptiness. To maintain the advanced nature of Communist party member, it must be done: studying and fulfilling party constitution seriously is a lifelong requirement for qualified party member. Thoroughly study and implement "Theory of Three Represents" and strive to improve the level of Marxist theory; Adhere to the "Theory of Three Represents" theory to guide practice, solve problems and promote work; Strengthen party member's ideological and moral construction. If a real * * * party member wants to maintain its advanced nature and represent the direction of social progress, it must demand itself with * * * production ethics in ideological, moral and cultural construction, make itself a model subject of noble morality in real life, and improve party member's scientific and cultural quality. To measure and judge whether a party member is advanced or backward, and to what extent, the most fundamental thing is to look at party member's role in promoting the development of social productive forces. Only by consciously reflecting the development requirements of social productive forces, especially advanced productive forces, can we conform to the general laws of society, always stand in the forefront of historical development, and make ourselves an advanced member of society while representing the fundamental interests of the overwhelming majority of the people. To become an advanced member of social productive forces, party member must constantly learn advanced science and technology, constantly improve its own scientific and cultural quality, and enhance party member's concept of serving the people wholeheartedly. Comrade jzm pointed out: "Our party comes from the people, is rooted in the people, serves the people, and works for the interests of the people wholeheartedly is the starting point and destination of all the work of building Socialism with Chinese characteristics." Party member is not qualified if you forget the lofty goals, and party member is not qualified if you don't work hard to realize the Party's program in the primary stage of socialism. To maintain the advanced nature of Communist party member, we must work hard on how to benefit the people wholeheartedly. Therefore, party member must be strict with himself in all aspects of his work and life. This undoubtedly provided me with a code of conduct, and also made me understand that to become a qualified advanced party member, one must first become a qualified advanced person. I have been learning, rational learning and perceptual learning since the educational activity of keeping party member advanced, and I have been moved by party member's advanced image. The two films, Ren Changxia and Niu Yuru, touched me deeply and made me restless for a long time. As public servants of the people, in their hearts, they completely forget themselves and only care about the people around them, so that the people can live a comfortable and comfortable life. What kind of mentality is this! It is the best love that flows from the bottom of my heart. This not only moved me but also shocked me. I also listened to the spiritual report of the Three Gorges migrants, and reported vivid examples of the population, which showed the spirit of sacrifice and exemplary leading role of "giving up a small family for everyone" produced in party member, and also gave me the most direct touch. These advanced figures inspire me and make me constantly reflect on myself and look up to them to be a qualified advanced party member. To this end, I want to find my own shortcomings and try to correct them: first, set up a goal in life and start from scratch. For a long time, I didn't know what to do and what to do. It is unrealistic to indulge in fantasies about the future all day. On the one hand, it is typical to want to make a difference and enjoy a high-quality life, on the other hand, it is afraid of taking responsibility and efforts. Now the concept has changed. In an ordinary post, as long as you can do your best, you can realize your own value and make a difference. I am about to face employment, and I am ready to start from the grassroots and suffer. Although the future is unknown, the floating heart has felt a lot more practical. Second, be independent and self-reliant and learn to reflect on yourself. In the past, when I encountered difficulties and problems, I often asked my parents and teachers for help. I have never thought about whether I can solve it independently, and I am very dependent. For the mistakes and problems that appear, they often blame others, pass the buck, and don't look for problems from themselves. When I encounter a problem now, I will first stabilize my emotions, guard against arrogance and rashness, make a plan and complete it step by step. If something goes wrong, I will look for the reasons from myself first, check for leaks and fill gaps, and my ability to do things independently has been enhanced. Third, improve aesthetic taste and actively participate in social practice. I used to do nothing in my spare time, and often watched some entertaining novels and entertaining TV dramas. After reading them, they are tasteless, useless to myself and a waste of time. Now, I will actively try some beneficial activities, or exercise, or read some literature and popular books, which is very helpful to my physical and mental health. Fourth, learn to think and improve innovation. In the past, we only paid attention to the absorption and digestion of what we learned, so we often became superficial, with weak practical application ability and no innovative spirit. Now, by reading some philosophical books, I broaden my thinking, think from different angles, understand more deeply, dare to question and express my views and opinions, and enhance my innovative ability. Fifth, be kind to others and make good friends. In the past, I was selfish. Starting from my own interests, I took care of my own affairs and only swept the snow in front of my house, so I had fewer friends to talk to. Now, I can put myself in others' shoes, so when my classmates are in trouble, they will try their best to help them actively. Making friends is also a sincere concern and treatment of others, so now I get along well with friends and am a lot more cheerful. Through study, I understand that party member's advanced education is not only an activity, but party member's advanced nature should be reflected through our daily words and deeds. In order to maintain the advanced nature of party member, we should study hard for a long time and often reflect on our behavior. Although the study activities are over, I have benefited a lot, which will accompany me for life. Now I have found the direction of my efforts, the goal of my struggle, and I am no longer confused and confused, all thanks to the leadership of the party. In the future, under the guidance of the Party, I will continue to strive to become a truly qualified advanced party member!