? 20 18 April 17, playground, scorching sun.
? At this moment, the shortness of breath can't stand her thinking, and her legs move forward step by step mechanically. The heart and lungs in her chest are burning like fireballs, her ears are filled with her shortness of breath, and everything around her is far away from her. Anxious and helpless, she glanced at the team that had been over half a lap, and her eyes gently swept him who was practicing Sanda in the corner of the playground.
? She is impatient, she can't keep up with the long-distance running team at her present speed, and she will lose face in front of him. "Don't worry about anything. When you are tired, stride forward. " Free thoughts were brought back to the state by a teacher, and Shaoyang, who was running away, seemed to see through her thoughts. Helpless, she gently said to him, "I can't run." Shaoyang patiently advised her to "stop after one more lap, and you stick to one more lap." When talking, Shaoyang sideways gave her a gesture in front of her right, as if knowing that she was too tired to hear anything around her.
? Finally, after another lap, she stopped, took a breath and grabbed it, as if she suddenly saw water in the desert. It seems that as long as she can breathe, her tired body can get some comfort. Looking at the increasingly rhythmic long-distance running team, she shook her head again and again. She lamented that she was not cruel enough to herself, and she still cared about him after half a year. She still wants to seize any opportunity to show off in front of him and prove to him that she is not bad through actions. But she didn't perform well, and even she felt that her state was not as good as last year. Another wave of disgust came to my mind. She was extremely disappointed in herself. She is far-sighted and thinks of herself eight years ago. At that time, she was still a junior high school student, ignorant but fearless, ignoring everyone. She has a sense of superiority because she is famous for running at school. No matter where she goes to school, there is no shortage of people who praise her, including teachers and seniors.
? Thinking of this, she felt that if the original heart remained the same ... she didn't want to go on, the locked brow suddenly stretched, as if there was no faint smile. "There is no regret medicine in the world, what if?"
? That night, her cold, which was about to recover, relapsed. Perhaps it was the influence of the cold, the pressure accumulated in her heart, or the helplessness for the future, which finally made her fall in front of health. When she was lonely and helpless, she thought of her father, who was still in the cold war with herself. Undoubtedly, he would never abandon her. Despite the cold war with my father every time, my father will share all kinds of inspirational videos with her on WeChat, hoping to convey what he can't express to his daughter in this way. Every time I think of my father, her heart is always warm. For her, her parents are the only people in the world who can talk to her. She can express her feelings in front of them without worrying about losing them, whether crying, laughing or even losing her temper. She is glad to have such parents who put themselves in their own shoes.
? At 9: 30 in the evening, when the dormitory was about to turn off the lights, she called her father. After two beeps, she heard a voice that could save her. The voice on the other end of the phone is calm but full of sunshine, such as the sunshine that can melt glaciers and shine on my shivering daughter hiding in the corner. People should be vulnerable in front of close people. Hearing her father's voice, her nose was sour, and she choked back the tears in her eyes. Her voice became hoarse because of a cold, telling her sadness and troubles. The father on the other end of the phone also enlightened her wholeheartedly. ...
Life is not easy. In the long course of life, everyone's fate is unknown. You never know what will happen tomorrow. It's just that people are easy to lose themselves day after day, slowly lose their original innocent hearts, and gradually be experienced again and again by the so-called social survival law, and finally hone an invincible heart. Invincible? Maybe it should be said that it is broken! Why do you say that? I think that when God gives life to everyone, he not only gives people a healthy body and a smart brain, but also gives them a pure and sincere heart. What is human nature invincible? You should always remind yourself to live, don't forget to breathe, and don't forget yourself.
? The phone call lasted nearly an hour before she reluctantly ended. She got up and went to the window and looked up at the stars. The night sky in Qingdao is blocked by smog, and occasionally a few stars are as clever as gems to avoid the foggy night sky. That is the true face of the real universe after being shrouded in nothingness, and that is also the unchanging heart bound by layers of shackles. She breathed softly for fear of breaking the silence. At this moment, she is no longer restless during the day. Her eyes are deep and bright, and she firmly believes that the sun will be beautiful tomorrow.