? So-and-so divorced his master, so-and-so reconciled with the western family, and so-and-so children fought again ... So-and-so, what does it have to do with me? I just need to live my life, not my business.
? I had childhood troubles when I was a child. When I grow up, I am unhappy. I had a quarrel with my child when I was a child. When I encounter unhappy things, I always tell my parents, my friends and my lover. But now I don't know who to tell, whether the hearts between people are getting farther and farther, or whether we don't want to open our hearts.
? Lingling and I are the best sisters, menstruation children, and we have a very good relationship because we are about the same age. There are more girlfriends than girlfriends. However, since I have my own family, I have rarely contacted, and occasionally I ask for a good compliment in my circle of friends, that's all.
? She is three years younger than me, married before me, and married a man who is more than ten years older than her. I especially disagreed at that time. She said that when you are older, you will know that it hurts people and you can tolerate her. Maybe there is more pain and inconvenience to tell me. After that, I think we no longer talk about everything. .....
? Later, it was often reported that she quarreled with her husband, which made me particularly disgusted. I just want to rush into her house and bring Lingling back. Lingling is the most beautiful girl among our relatives, and many people envy her for being dignified, beautiful, gentle, elegant, warm and generous. Even I like to stare at her face, thinking that she looks like "Little Swallow" in Zhao Wei. Walking in the street, the rate of turning around has increased. She has always been the pride of my heart. How can I have the heart to treat my sister like this? I asked Lingling, "Did he bully you? You tell big sister that big sister takes it out on you, and our sisters can't stand it. " But Lingling just said, "Nothing, don't worry, nothing." Seeing me and my relatives, I immediately wiped my tears and smiled and said, "Don't worry about me, I'm fine." I looked at her haggard face and silently said, "My silly sister, your business is my business! We are good sisters who talk about everything. Why don't you open your heart to my sister again? "
After a while, Lingling became pregnant, her stomach became bigger and bigger, and she was not good at cooking. I look at cabbage, potatoes and radishes all day. Can I have nutrition? Also dare not say. One day I cooked fish. The fish I cooked is delicious. Lingling has always liked my fish and said that I am better than her in everything. I want to invite Lingling to eat fish and call Lingling. My boyfriend said I'd come. I was cooking my delicious food with a shovel in my hand, imagining Lingling eating with relish, grinning and saying, "OK ..."
Boyfriend dialed the telephone: "Hello, Lingling, where is it?"
Lingling: "At home."
Boyfriend: "What are you doing?"
Lingling: "Sleep."
Boyfriend: "Who do you sleep with? ! "
Lingling: "Who can I sleep with at home? My husband, of course. "
"Who are you? ! ? Call our family Lingling ... "
There was a buzz on the other end of the phone. ......
? This product is chewable! I didn't even talk about this topic ... I was so angry that I scolded my boyfriend, who shouted just for fun. Later, I heard that Lingling had a big fight with her husband because of this incident, saying that there was someone outside Lingling who was not frugal and had a problem with her style ... Lingling had no choice but to explain to her husband: "It was my sister's boyfriend." Lingling's husband said, "What boyfriend, don't associate with such irresponsible people in the future." In this way, in Lingling's husband's heart, I became a no three no four person. I want to explain to Lingling's husband that we just want to invite Lingling to eat fish at home, but we feel very helpless and simply don't explain, so Lingling still doesn't know what she was called for that day.
? One day, I went to the market to buy food and met Lingling who was pregnant. I went to explain to her what happened that day, but I felt like a sister. Do I need to explain who I am? The words came to his mouth and he swallowed them. He said, "Lingling is going to have a baby soon, right?" The belly is getting bigger and bigger. Lingling said, "Yes, it's hard to bend over now." "At that time, I had vaginal cleaning products in my pharmacy. I just told Lingling to get her some wet wipes to clean her vagina. It is more convenient to use this for a big belly. Lingling said yes. Lingling came to the store to pick it up the next day. I thought I did a good thing. Unexpectedly, her husband heard that I took it and threw it out of the window. Say don't use unclean things. I want to go to his house and argue with him. But thinking of Lingling, I put up with it again. After this incident, I never dared to contact Lingling again. I'm afraid of giving her any more trouble, even though I mean well.
? But my heart has always been like a fishbone stuck in my throat, which is particularly uncomfortable. I want to ask Lingling why she married this man who is more than ten years older than you. You are so beautiful and kind, I feel unworthy for you. We once said that we should find a boyfriend who loves and cares about ourselves. You may not be particularly rich, or you may not be particularly tall and handsome, as long as you have love. We each led our boyfriends to travel together, talking and laughing all the way, enjoying the beautiful scenery and snuggling in our lover's arms. Enjoy the happiness and beauty that life brings us. But what changed all this. What makes it impossible for us to open our hearts to each other again? !
? Time flies, we live and are busy in our respective circles, so that I didn't catch up with giving birth in Yu Lingling, because I married my boyfriend to a city far from home. Lingling didn't come to my wedding on my wedding day because Lingling was busy taking care of the children at home. Although we all have regrets, at least I think so. Lingling kept calling me to explain why she couldn't come and said that she would bring me the gift money.
After marriage, I always quarrel with my husband because of trivial matters of life. My mother called to ask how I was doing. I always say it's good. Then a person walks in a noisy street and asks himself why he wants to marry far away countless times. Or find a corner where no one is crying silently. Only you can understand the bitterness of life!
? I quarreled with my husband that year. I took my children back to my parents' home and met Lingling. At that time, Lingling had been divorced from her husband for more than two years (I remember I was really happy for Lingling when I heard the news of Lingling's divorce), but now I see Lingling standing in front of me on crutches, and my tears flow down like a faucet with the brakes turned on. At that moment, our two sisters cried bitterly and let the tears flow freely. Look at each other and say nothing! ! !
? The song that we have heard countless times rings in my ear:
I ordered a cup of bitter coffee without sugar.
Bitter thoughts are full of tears.
Couples in the street are in pairs.
I am the only one who enjoys that desolate beauty.
Pick up the phone. I don't know who to call.
Rummaging in the phone cup.
We agreed to fly together and with me.
Why do I have to face the ending alone?
If love is as beautiful as you think
Have you ever felt my feelings? . . .
Does growing up mean bearing the hardships and pains of life alone? This means that we can no longer open our hearts, whether to our parents, friends or relatives. No matter how close you used to be.
Why are we less and less willing to open our hearts when we grow up? I believe everyone has their own answers in their hearts.
Learn to be kind to yourself, love life and have happiness! You are, I am, and all of us are.