That year, she 10 years old, grade three; He was less than two years younger than her and became a deskmate with her. They met at an ignorant age. She works hard and is the best in her class almost every time. And he is careless and even naughty like a monkey. His grades are naturally not so good, but he is particularly smart and smart, which makes people jealous. His books don't always seem neat. Every time she tidied up the messy desk for him, the next moment, the fruits of this labor were destroyed, and the culprit never seemed to realize it. When two people are free, they will always talk a few words, and when they get to know each other, he will always hurt him. It's so dull, this deskmate has been working for three years.
Later, the girl gave up the key junior high school and went to the school where the boy was, but they were not in the same class. Occasionally, two classes are in the same class, and there are only a few simple words to meet, which seems to be strange at once. Her grades are still very good, and her personality has become a lot more cheerful. She always participates in many school programs, which makes the teachers feel gratified. He seems the same as before, only worse. What changed the relationship between them was the second grade of junior high school-during the break, the girl received a letter, and she was really shocked at the moment she opened it, yes! This is a love letter! She didn't even look at what was inside and threw it in the corner like a hot potato. Later, knowing that he wrote it, she began to avoid him and left without saying a word when she saw him. He didn't give up. He said he would wait until she agreed. During the holidays, he began to go home with her, sometimes riding in a car with a girl instead of his own, often calling her, and letters never stopped. She seems to acquiesce in the relationship between the two people, and even look forward to his call. She began to like him. To his dismay, the girl never really admitted doing what he did, and even rushed to the senior high school entrance examination, told him to study hard, and then ignored him. Without her response, he began to feel inferior. He thinks this girl is excellent. For her, he studied hard and chased forward desperately, hoping to be closer and closer to her. Finally, they entered the same high school.
In high school, everyone knew a lot. She was still so dazzling that he thought they were finished and began to give up on themselves. He stopped writing to her, calling on his own initiative, and visiting her under various excuses. After returning home, I began to go my own way and my grades plummeted. What he doesn't know is that the girl hopes to see him more often, and even intends to take the initiative to strike up a conversation when she sees him many times, but he deliberately turns around and pulls it. I graduated in this way. On graduation day, they passed each other on the road. The girl looked back at him after a few steps, but she was surprised to find that he had been looking at her. At that moment, two people laughed. She knew he was still the same. Well (expressing hesitation, etc.) ... Yes, they were together, but she mentioned it. He was surprised for a long time, and then he was surprised again. I can't even believe that girl really likes him. Unfortunately, she studied medicine as she wished, and his grades were not satisfactory.
In the first year of college, fresh life filled the girl. She turned down her suitor and told others that she had a boyfriend. When it rains, others have boyfriends with umbrellas, and when they are sick, others have boyfriends to buy medicine and deliver water. Unfortunately, she didn't. She often studies, goes shopping and eats alone, and even dares not call him for fear of disturbing him. Occasionally, she will feel that she has been resurrected and will be happy for a long time. She never told him about her troubles, and he never told her how tired she was in reviewing, for fear that the other party would worry. However, this has caused the distance between the two people to grow bigger and bigger, and he can't understand her more and more. She became more and more independent, but her heart never changed. Finally, in the constant suffering, a year passed. It's a pity that he didn't do well in the exam and only went to a junior college. Long-distance love began.
In college, two people can finally make phone calls at will. Girls always call him suddenly and tell him everything recently. He always smiles to tease and comfort her. It's just that he never calls her on his own initiative. After a long time, she finally found out about it, so she deliberately didn't call him several times. Sure enough, he ignored her for almost two weeks, and she was very sad. But I couldn't help calling him and questioning him on the phone. He said he was worried that the phone would disturb her. Aren't you busy studying medicine? The girl explained that it didn't matter. He promised to contact her. It's a pity that she is so naive that she hasn't called for such a long time and is still making excuses for him. From then on, she stopped calling him. After he finally sent a message, she was glad to call him. Once he came to her city, she happily told all her friends the news and took him to meet her friends. Those days were the happiest time for each other. She took him everywhere and kept talking about everything. However, what makes her sad is that he keeps looking at his mobile phone, as if there are more important things than accompanying her.
Time slipped through my fingers, and the summer vacation of my sophomore year is coming soon. She thinks he will definitely ask her out to play, because of Qixi, because of her birthday. But she was naive again, expecting that all this would disappear completely at the last moment of her birthday ... only then did she have to admit her failure. At that time, she really wanted to give up and not give him another chance. Without his knowledge, a person silently repaired countless scars in her heart. Before the summer vacation began, she left and went on a trip with her friends. Beautiful seaside, beautiful Penglai, beautiful sky and beautiful things always seem to take away all her troubles. She looked at the place where the water meets the sky and became calm inside. She kept saying to herself: last time ... last time. ...
The night before the start of junior year, she sent him a message of breaking up. After sending it, she regretted it. Then she called him and kept calling, and he hung up. He said it was unnecessary and hoped that she would be happy in the future. At that time, she felt like a fool and cried for a long time under the comfort of her friends. There were no stormy waves, no words to stay, and everything was completely lost that night. He said that it is better to forget the rivers and lakes and eventually become passers-by. She finally believes that the people she liked when she was young really won't be together in the end ... They all say that they are fragrant all the way, but after the fragrance, the rest are all spring mud, right? !
In retrospect, from meeting, to knowing each other, to falling in love, to breaking up, there are too many memories left all the way. No one has done anything wrong, but he and she have changed after being apart for too long. Do you still like it? The answer is yes, but it is not appropriate. Time always makes people realistic. I didn't see it clearly at first, but now I understand, I understand. Youth will always leave the deepest memory for people. Today, after many years, it will be sour to recall this simple love. I wonder if you are all right now?