September may be a month of emotion or resentment;

Since I returned to the small town,

Doubt, curiosity, loss,

I've been looking for it.

for this reason

I met a lot of people.

These former strangers

All along, in my world,

only

Once they were passers-by and supporting actors,

I ignored them.

Now they come into my life.

Began to go to the front desk and began to affect my life.

Over the years, I have disappointed some people and satisfied some people.

Someone started moving away from me,

I don't care,

The rest is what I care about.

There are some people I want to keep

But it backfired.

Not everything can be achieved according to your own ideas.

Only you have tried.

Then stop regretting and sighing.

I'm not firm enough and bold enough.

Always look forward and backward when doing things.

this is me

Maybe, someone can make me change; Maybe something will sober me up. .

However, no one can change me yet.

I don't want to be a saint and I don't expect everyone to worship me.

I just hope that what I care about and what I have will last forever. .

The author is just a bunch of bandits of yours.

missing

The paradise in the west swallowed the last ray of sunshine and the sunset disappeared.

The east wind blew away the last fragrance, and the summer flowers disappeared.

The north wind swept away the last herringbone, and the geese disappeared.

However, even if the sunset is bloody, the sun will still rise tomorrow!

However, even if the flowers wither in summer, bloom will still be ruined next year!

However, even if the geese return to the south, the news of spring will still come!

And I don't know when I will come back every time I leave!

Draw a cartoon pen, the TV series you have seen! Second-hand glasses, second-hand CDs Everything is here, sleeping quietly, but how come there is only you and nowhere to be found? Review over and over again to keep yourself awake, so every new injury hurts to the bone!

And love, disappeared in time!

Looking through the old photos of that year, I refreshed my memory! My warm tears are like rain in my sight! What's the difference between a clear river and a shallow one? And we are so close, but not for a moment! Tanabata that summer, all the memories, that rainy night, Zhen didn't whisper. ...

I can't understand spring and autumn! Can't understand parting and meeting!

Listen to this song, it was the main theme of the year! And once the episode, has long been forgotten! That insurmountable ditch, that only remember the distance, let us together for a day!

Tears ask flowers silently, and red flies over the swing!

Sentient people, heartless things, have disappeared in the fundus. From tomorrow, I don't care about your news!

Say "hello" and "goodbye"

"Hello" is every story?

It all started with this. Vocabulary.

And then end it hastily

Sometimes, a person's night

Look up at the stars in the sky.

Seems to forget the familiar appearance.

Maybe not, not forgetting.

It's just a little messy

The absurdity of messing up the past

If we meet again after many years.

The phrase "hello" or "how are you?"

Will it still choke my throat?

Maybe those bloom flowers fall.

Not immortal

Just not at any time.

It won't be so good at first.

There wouldn't be such a touching ending.

Every passion is always after the drizzly bitterness.

Become too cold

It is too cold to find the answer.

The bitterness in the answer is still a smile that passes by.

But it still burns a little gentleness and beauty.

It's time for a lot of lyricism.

Become meaningless

Keep your distance after you calm down.

Only then did I know that the original story continued.

Just that sentence: I'm sorry

Maybe it's too deep to continue.

Say "goodbye"

Selected Works by Zi Han Ruoxi

At this time, bloom.

At this time, bloom.

No, wait, no, wait.

Yesterday, look at that branch.

How many stamens are about to bloom.

You tied them tightly.

Yesterday, it was up to you.

All the flowers have opened.

You are in a sea of flowers.

But indifferent, silently waiting.

I want to ask.

Are you waiting for someone like me?

Want to know.

Why does it bloom at this time?

I'm tired of loneliness and forget to wait.

Still can't stand the trend of letting a hundred flowers blossom.

Author: Lin Yun

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Selected Works of Lin Yun.

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It has been raining for a while, looking forward to the long-lost sun. Now it's hot and dry at once, and I'm really not used to it. Just like I haven't written an article for a long time, there is always some confusion between pens. Where should I start? It's only ten days, but it feels like ten years.

I always can't control my emotions, and I always regret what I said and did. So-called psychological suggestion and self-consolation are always helpful. That's ironic After reading so many books, it seems useless, or I can't accept this cruel world. And all the grandiose things I wrote were for coping, because I just couldn't do it.

Recently, I am reading Liu Liangcheng's One Man's Village, and I like it very much. I always feel that words seem far away and have an inexplicable familiarity. Every sentence will be a picture, and it will only be described in an ordinary life. Similarly, I like that kind of indifferent emotion, which is why I always don't like to argue with others about anything, not that I can't take it away, but that I firmly believe that I won't leave.

I saw an article in the newspaper, the words were deliberate and melodramatic. However, there is an inexplicable sense of familiarity. On second thought, I actually read many novels because I like them very much. So while complaining about the editor's "vision", there was a faint loss. How much has changed in these years? What has changed? I happened to meet xiaoyi in the afternoon, and now I don't see her very often. I asked her if she had changed. She smiled and said, "No", and her heart was warm.

Xiaoyi gave me a poster of Mario and I was slightly surprised. It was accidentally mentioned last time, so it was difficult for her to remember. Put the poster in a paper bag that I used to love. Turn out all the posters in the bag. This one is from a magazine I bought myself, and this one is from TVXQ!! And this is from someone else. Who sent it? I can't remember clearly. Familiar and long-standing beautiful faces, I used to like them so much, once.

My mother always says that I am extreme and especially good to the person I like; Although he is gentle to others on the surface, he always keeps people away coldly at heart. And I always laugh it off and attribute it to nostalgia and stubbornness. I really need some changes. After all, I am always tired of nostalgia. I suddenly remembered an article I accidentally read about correcting people's misconceptions. One of them is that goldfish's memory is far more than three seconds. If so, what do I want to do in my next life?

How long has it been since I mentioned my mother? After high school, there are always people around me who go abroad. This is actually quite good, because no matter how hard my family tried, I still lost the college entrance examination. I've considered some plans, but they all fell through because my mother didn't agree. She always said it was too far to go abroad. I always confidently said that I would definitely go abroad, but she ignored me. In the end, I was filled with indignation. It was only a matter of time.

Once in the car, I talked to the driver of my mother's company about studying abroad. My mother wasn't in the car, and the driver casually said, "You'd better not go that far, your mother will definitely be reluctant to go ..." I was shocked and silent for a long time.

"Mom, the jiaozi you wrapped is delicious ... much more delicious than outside ..."

"Sure, but what about jiaozi who suddenly wants to eat my bag when you are abroad in the future?"

"Then send it to me!"

"No, if it is summer, isn't that all broken for you? So, fly back if you want to eat. "

"I'm very busy, why don't you send it yourself, pack jiaozi for me to eat, and I'll send you back."

"You child ..."

……

Now, I have to admit my maturity and know that the person I love has an irreplaceable position in my heart. Although I never want to mention it, it is precisely because of this that they never know my gratitude to them, don't tell them my blog, and don't show them my composition. I can't help smiling bitterly. In their eyes, I am still the heartless child who can't take care of himself. It's actually quite good.

The vast sea of people makes it difficult to meet and easy to know each other. Unintentional meeting, beautiful meeting, grateful meeting.

"Then we went around the corner,

Cold no longer know each other,

Please don't blame young people for changing their looks.

We are makeup artists ourselves. "

I used to laugh as thin as a knife, which made people old. I'm afraid everything will not last long.

Turning point, 20 10

Well, this year is the best year for me to adjust my mind.

I am a typical Capricorn girl, and I still have the habit of using a notebook and keeping a diary. This month, I will plan what to do next month. Even when I go to the supermarket, I make a list. It's no use buying things off the list at a discount. It is also a waste to buy it.

I plan to achieve two great things this year, one is getting married and the other is starting a business.

If you get married, three blind dates in the first half of the year ended in failure. The first time I refused to consult, it was because the other party had psychological obstacles such as obsessive-compulsive disorder. The second time, because the other party has been reluctant to get out of the shadow of losing his biological father for many years, he has a strong sense of dependence and is extremely introverted. The third time, if the other person is nine years older than me, there will be a big gap and it is not convenient to make up.

Starting a business does not mean that there is no job. On the contrary, you have a job and adapt well. But being humiliated, be prepared for danger in times of peace. I can't just see the comfort of the moment. After all, this is a bowl of youth rice. If you don't try to change, it will get worse and worse in the future. I used to study computer while working, and gradually found it difficult to learn CAD from Wu Bi. I have studied literature for several years, and the more I take the exam, the more unrealistic I feel. Past missed marriages are likely to be related to this. I found two part-time jobs in the first half of the year, and the first company did not have a business license. He said he was doing it, so I ignored him. The second shop has complete procedures and good treatment, but unfortunately the time can't be wrong and I have to do it.

Yesterday, I listed all the expenses for next month, one of which was to visit grandma and send money. A tree is a foot high, thousands of feet never forgets its roots, and the digger never forgets to drink water. Besides, grandma is almost ninety years old, and next month is her birthday. My parents gave it to my parents, and I gave it to me, which means I am an adult.

I registered in Jiayuan this month, and many people contacted me. A colleague said that dating the richest man is because women want to be realistic. But if you have too much money, people will be wary and have a lot of communication pressure. Besides, I will not only consider that he is young and rich now, I will consider whether I still have the courage to live with him in a few years. Therefore, I prefer to associate with a man who is enterprising, capable and affectionate. Of course, personality and character are also important.

I will constantly enrich and improve myself and enrich my life. On the road of life, it is not terrible to lose anyone, as long as you don't lose yourself. Just like Wenchuan, the survivors not only survived, but also are said to have rebuilt well after the disaster.

I have read two books, Travel Notes in Hell and Huangdi Neijing. The former talks about three generations of cause and effect, and the industry wheel is divided into six parts; The latter emphasizes the harmony of yin and yang, invigorating qi and keeping in good health. Life is short, and youth is fleeting. Accept what cannot be changed and cherish what can be cherished. It's important to live a good life. ?

Thank you for letting me know more about love

I've heard people say that one day they loved to cry at the scene and deliberately laughed in front of the camera. It really hurts. I always think that one day is the truest, but I also admit that he is the most talkative and urgent. The simple "beauty of heaven and earth" in "food, taste and love" brought me some real thoughts. You can't say you're impure just because you're wearing a gorgeous dress.

I will always remember the phrase "Brother Hao Yun, we have been waiting for you" that he shouted on the live broadcast when Hao Yun was absent from the poisoning incident, the phrase "Happy Birthday to Jun Xiu" on the gorgeous gold record stage on Jun Xiu's birthday in 2006, the help he gave when he was injured in the accident and his persistent concern for the "Life Story Gate" incident, as well as the beautiful tears on the stage of "Yellow Rose Incident" that made countless people misunderstand (forgive my ignorance, I In MKMF in 2008, he always loved to cry. When did he hold back his tears, he learned to comfort the sobbing old and young, hold Chang Min tight, and press his ever-increasing hand on that high trembling shoulder again and again ... I always felt that one day he was highly valued, just watch those variety shows and reverse dramas. Some people laugh that it is futile to rob women in variety shows and reverse dramas for one day. I watched many programs and MC guests also talked about some days in particular. Brother Hu Dong also remembers that one day he was loved by thousands of people in Qian Qian all his life (why use the word superficial, because SM regarded him as a cash cow even if he paid attention to him, which is ironic), and he was so sincere and devoted to his teammates. The other four sons mentioned many times that one day he was the one who loved the team the most, and it was really unreasonable for SM to force him to leave on such a day.

I heard TVXQ! many times in interviews and reports! Is so important. I can see TVXQ!! Team S gave him too many things, including his lack of feelings. When this name becomes a memory, it is a pity for everyone. But when the former teenager was washed away by the years and saw his true path clearly, he did not struggle under SM, but yearned for a freer field. He is more determined than anyone else. He won't be infatuated with "TVXQ!!" But he will imprint these four words in his heart with memory. With a new attitude, fortunately, he is not alone. He has his best friend, Shuai Shuai, and his brother who looks like a soul in China, which gives him great strength to be afraid of loneliness and a strong heart.

Nowadays, there are many people arguing in troubled times. We often see the phrase "fan behavior, idol pays the bill". If everyone reflects on the behavior of his beloved idol, then I believe everyone can become tolerant and rational. At least one day, I got such an example that I can give trust and love even when I am hurt and lonely.

You may never go back like this, but I think you were spoiled by them before. I will keep my thanks in my heart like you, even if I turn around in a different direction.