2020-09- 17
Chapter 16 1? Life is sustainable.

According to Hagrid's last wish, his body and the body of his sister-in-law Huimin were donated to Harbin Medical University for teaching. Organs are used to treat patients who expect organ transplantation. "Hagrid" said before his death that he had discussed with Huimin's sister-in-law and reached an agreement. He said that this "decision" is a rebirth of husband and wife in another sense. The couple's walk is not only valuable and meaningful, but also a return to society.

"Some people are alive and he is dead; Some people are dead and he is still alive. " Hagrid not only did charity before his death, but also did pioneering charity after his death. The righteous act of "Hagrid" is touching. Say it's "rock-breaking", not grandstanding. Because in thousands of years of traditional culture in China, people can't rest in peace until a hundred years later. For the society, the donation of remains has made great contributions to the social medical and health undertakings. Human anatomy, human organ transplantation, etc. Requires a large number of sources of remains. "Hagrid" is in the prime of life, especially getting a beautiful young woman corpse like Hui Min's sister-in-law, which is rare in Harbin Medical University. Because the scarcity of corpses has become a common problem in major medical colleges, most of the corpses obtained have died of old age and organ failure. Even so, the whole autopsy class is often postponed. Because according to folk custom, even if the patient has voluntarily devoted himself to medical care before his death, the children of the deceased are often not allowed, which is considered to be blasphemy to the deceased. Therefore, every corpse is a rare internship opportunity, and it is extremely precious to be young and alive.

It's not that I don't understand For individuals, body donation is a manifestation of noble personality, a scientific attitude and values towards themselves, society and even nature. After death, the body means nothing to me. Whether there is a soul after death is of great significance. On the one hand, it is a high social morality to think about making contributions to society and mankind after death. On the other hand, some people think that people can use their organs through others after death, so that their own lives will shine and illuminate others' lives. What's more, some people think that their organs enter other people's bodies to play a role, in a sense, they are reborn and willing to donate their bodies.

However, I doubt the decision of the "Hagrid" couple before their death. When I was in my hometown, I once met an old man who was carrying a gourd and begging for water. Shen Qing Temple in Kunyu Mountain is the birthplace of Taoist Quanzhen religion and is known as the "ancestral home of Quanzhen religion". In the seventh year of Jin Dading, that is, in the year of 1 167, Wang Zhongyang, a Taoist priest from Xianyang, came to Kunyu Mountain from Zhong Nanshan, where seven people, including Ma Yu, Tan Chuduan, Qiu Chuji, Wang Chuyi, Hao Datong, Sun Buer and Liu Chuxuan, practiced, which is known as "Northern Seven Real People" in history. It is famous in Jin Yong's trilogy of shooting and carving.

The old man calls himself "Xie Xuan", and I'm afraid he is eighty or ninety years old. He was born with a handsome face and vigorous spirit, and there is an immortal charm in his gestures. Out of curiosity, I chatted with the veteran "Xie Xuan".

I asked about the life of becoming a monk first. The old man smiled and said, "There are many rules and regulations in Quanzhen Road in Kunyu Mountain. ..... First of all, you can't eat anything that flies in the sky, walks on the ground or swims in the water. We have to collect firewood, collect herbs and do odd jobs. ..... In the dead of night, under the light of incense, I can read books and classics and study for two hours every day. Every day, I can't move ……"

"Can you understand the scriptures? ..... "I'm still curious and can't help asking.

"I don't understand at first, remember to memorize it first, and then understand it slowly. After studying for several years, I feel that one of the meanings of Quanzhen general education is to be pure and unfeeling, to work hard, to help the world and the poor, to put others before oneself, and to be selfless when things go wrong. ..... "Xie Xuan Taoist here, it is easy to recite Qiu Chuji's sixteen gods.

In the process of practicing martial arts with my father, I naturally involved some knowledge of Zhouyi and traditional Chinese medicine. During the conversation, I found that Dr. Xie Xuan was very proficient in medicine, and all the drugs he used were collected from the mountains by himself. He is a veritable master of Xinglin. What's even more rare is that Xie Xuan, who has been ill for a long time, is benevolent and helps the world and the poor. I was very interested in this and had a good conversation with Xie Xuan, an old man and a young man. Chatting and chatting, I talked about the "Yin House" in Feng Shui. The "Yin House" is the place where ancestors' coffins are buried and where ancestors can rest in peace. "Yang Zhai" depends on Feng Shui, and "Yin Zhai" also pays attention to Feng Shui. The ancients believed that burying ancestors in land with excellent feng shui would bring good luck to future generations. On the other hand, if the geomantic omen is not good, everything will go wrong for future generations. What's more, bad luck will continue and families will break up. So many traditional families are very concerned about where their ancestors were buried.

There was a story that was widely circulated at that time. That is, after the death of my old headmaster in the county high school, I donated all my remains to the cause of medical science and donated my organs to people in need.

When I told this story to Taoist Xie Xuan disapprovingly, he hesitated for a long time and said, "Zhuangzi said,' Otherwise. Finish what you started, I can't be alone! There is no life in the beginning, no life in the disciples, no life in the disciples and no life in the disciples. Miscellaneous between awn and fluorene, it turns into gas, gasifies into shape, it turns into life, and now it turns into death, just like spring, summer, autumn and winter. People were sleeping in the giant room, but I cried with them, thinking that I couldn't live any longer, so I stopped. " ……"

Xie Xuan quoted a passage from "Zhuangzi", which is from "The Pleasure of Zhuangzi". I have read it. How can Zhuangzi not be sad when his wife dies? However, on closer inspection, his wife was never born. Not only was he not born, but he also had no body. Not only did he have no body, but he did not form vitality. Just mixed in the trance state, it has become alive, shaped, alive, and now it has changed back to death, just like the changes in spring, summer, autumn and winter. The dead will rest in peace between heaven and earth, but I sobbed beside her, thinking that I could not understand my fate, so I stopped crying.

I understand what Minister Xie Xuan meant. He tried to convince me that man is also a part of nature. Burial, cremation or donating the remains to others belong to the return of the body to nature, just like the changes in summer, autumn and winter. A useless body can also help the poor and solve problems. Of course, it is to accumulate virtue and do good deeds, and future generations will have boundless merits. There is a bad saying among the people, which is called: "One life, two fortunes, three feng shui, four products, five studies, six people, seven phases, nine friends and ten students in Ba Shen."

In this proverb, a person's life means "when it is, so is life." Such as when a person was born, family and other congenital factors. "Time is also" refers to "taking advantage of the situation", that is, make a decision before moving. "Second luck" means "fortune, luck" and so on. Some people fail, always lamenting bad luck, but in essence they can't grasp the opportunity. "Three geomantic omen" refers to living or living environment, including natural environment and social environment. It directly affects people's health and growth, such as the "Three Major Movements in Meng Mu". The "four virtues" are to encourage people to do good deeds spontaneously, without high-profile publicity and without asking for anything in return. It is generally believed that "five studies" can change fate, especially for children from poor families. "Six" refers to word of mouth and word of mouth. "Seven phases" are appearance and appearance. As the saying goes, there is a sitting posture and a standing posture. The external "phase" can reflect a person's inner self. "Eight Respect for God" tells people to fear everything in the world and not to do anything that goes against virtue. As the saying goes, there are gods three feet above the head, and people are watching when doing things. "Make nine friends with noble people" means that when you are in trouble, noble people will help you and realize your wishes. The "top ten health" is easier to understand. There are three treasures in the sky, the sun, the moon and the stars, and people have three treasures. When you are young, you must not bury the root of the disease because of greed and greed. This will be a lifelong regret.

I don't understand this proverb, so I humbly ask Taoist Xie Xuan for advice. Xie Xuan said with a smile: "Reading is for understanding, understanding is for self-cultivation, and self-cultivation is for being a man. There is an idiom called' outstanding people and outstanding land', which is also the reason why' people' and' land' are interdependent and complement each other. The' secular spirit' will bring up' outstanding people', and' outstanding people' will increase the' secular spirit'. Feng shui is a blessed land for the rich. The blessed land is blessed with human habitation. ..... If people are excluded, it is not Feng Shui, but a piece of land. The real feng shui is not from the outside, but from the outside. The biggest feng shui is actually the human heart! ..... The so-called fate, fortune and geomantic omen are all' small geomantic omen', which have an influence on people, but they are not absolute. The greatest feng shui is the human heart. Simply put, people's hearts are good, and feng shui is naturally good. People's hearts are not good, and good feng shui is not good. ……"

I won't let such a knowledgeable person go. I then asked: "Confucius said,' I don't know my life, I don't think I am a gentleman; Don't understand the ceremony, can't stand it; If you don't know what you believe, you can't know who you are ..... Didn't Confucius put forward three requirements for gentlemen here, that is,' knowing life',' knowing courtesy' and' knowing words'? ..... and stressed that this is what gentlemen in the world need to pay special attention to. ..... How do you understand this? ……"

Xie Xuan, a Taoist priest, said with a smile, "You can be taught by a willing heart! ..... Confucius said,' There is nothing I can do, the benevolent does not worry, the knower does not doubt, and the brave does not fear.' ..... Do you understand, son? ……"

I nodded and said, "Thank you for your advice! ..... Confucius means that there are three ways to be a gentleman, which I failed to do. The benevolent is not worried, the wise is not confused, and the brave is not afraid. As a gentleman, Confucius thinks he has many necessary qualities, and here he emphasizes three of them, namely' benevolence',' wisdom' and' courage'! ……"

When Taoist Xie Xuan grew up, he stood up with a smile and said, "There is a saying in the golden mean that' destiny is nature, frankness is Tao, and cultivation is teaching'. "... sex is the spirituality ordered by heaven, and people have this spirituality, which can be good or evil; You can be a gentleman or a villain; Can be a saint, can be a mediocrity; You can stay aloof and go with the flow. ..... I chatted with my friends today, and I feel much better! ..... Wolong is its owner, not at the right time, what a pity! "Poor thing!" ……"

Minister Xie Xuan smiled and said, "Let's go. But I have been whispering in my heart: "Wolong won the master, but it was not timely." What a pity! Poor? ... what does this mean? ……"

Xie Xuan's words are so mysterious that I'm too lazy to think about them. It was not until I learned that "Hagrid" had a last wish to donate his body and the body of his sister-in-law Hui Min to Harbin Medical University for teaching and treating patients who needed organ transplantation that I remembered this sentence of Minister Xie Xuan.

When I talked to my fourth brother "Lao Gaoli" about Minister Xie Xuan's words, he said, "There is a similar view in Buddhism! .....' All sentient beings have Buddha nature and are worthy of being called Buddha, but they are persistent and delusional and cannot prove it.' Everyone has the elixir of life, so it is natural to throw it away. ..... After all, the most important thing is your own practice. Other feng shui, crossing, etc. They are all auxiliary factors, not leading factors. In this way, how to consider the donation of remains, the result is already obvious. ……"

I frowned and said, "Fourth Brother, in Chinese medicine, the liver hides the soul, the lung hides the soul, the heart hides the spirit, the kidney hides the will, and the spleen hides the meaning. If the liver, lung, heart, kidney and spleen are transplanted to different patients, what about different souls? " ……"

The fourth brother "Old Korea" said to me: "Starling, a stinking bag, the donation is empty, and it is empty without donation. .....' Nothing is broken and nothing is divided', saying that' emptiness' should surpass' emptiness' and not be obsessed with' emptiness'. ……"

It seems that Brother Lao Han has "completely understood". "Dawning" is a state of mind. That is, people have seen through everything in space at that moment and think that there is nothing worth pursuing, that is, they have understood it. Only if you have, are you qualified to talk about giving up and losing. Only those who learn to give up and lose are entitled to it. According to the fourth brother "Old Korea", "Great Enlightenment" is not only in Buddhism. Buddha is just a state. The real understanding is to be able to see everywhere.

For a man with thorough understanding, there is nothing in life that he can't let go of. In fact, many people want to be a wise person, an open-minded person and an open-minded person. A fully conscious person will be indifferent to fame and fortune, quiet and far-reaching, pay attention to self-cultivation, and use his life energy to complete his most sacred mission.

The bodies of Hagrid and his sister-in-law Hui Min were taken away by Harbin Medical University. I don't know how many dying people will benefit, but the lives of Hagrid and his wife will continue in great love. Suddenly I remembered a poem that I forgot to read somewhere: "There is a skin in the world, and Xiu De repairs life." Lend your body to others and live for decades. "

A strange idea suddenly occurred to me. I wonder if "White Rose" Yang Baijin can have the opportunity to participate in the autopsy of Hagrid and Huimin's sister-in-law, which reminds me of an autopsy story she once told.

Every girl is afraid of death. It is an unfathomable fear, like a flowing cold needle, passing through the soles of your feet and swimming in your body through blood circulation. You never know when it will reach your heart. It may be half a year, it may be a month, it may be a minute. According to "White Rose", she participated in the whole autopsy for the first time. Although she was psychologically prepared, she didn't spit, but she still felt extremely uncomfortable. This lesson is the most unforgettable one for her and her classmates in their lives. For the next half month, she never ate meat again, especially fried pork liver and other meat dishes.

The body lay quietly on the autopsy table. Before the autopsy class began, the body was covered with white cloth. The teacher told the students the precautions of autopsy and its importance in medicine according to the usual practice, and finally asked the students to treat the corpse with high respect. The students' eyes were curious and a little scared, but no one made a sound, as if waiting for an extremely serious moment.

After the students bowed to the dead three times, the white cloth was lifted and there were a few slight sighs among the students. This is a very young female corpse, only about twenty-five or six years old. I heard that she was a secretary before her death and cut her wrist because of emotional problems. Her family dug out a volunteer letter from her belongings, which was filled out when she was a student. Young people seldom think about such things. Why does she have such a wish? Maybe it will always be a mystery. The deceased was not a very beautiful girl, her eyes were a little sunken, and she probably suffered a lot of pressure before her death. She closed her eyes and looked serene, as if she were asleep, completely without the stiff death of a normal corpse. Maybe death is really a relief for her.

The teacher covered the face of the corpse with a square towel as usual. This is not only a respect for the deceased, but also a way to avoid students' fear because of the ferocious face of the deceased, thus affecting teaching. Without seeing the face of the deceased, the pale body of the deceased suddenly appeared.

"Students, be quiet! ..... Let's start now! ..... "The teacher said seriously, and motioned the students to focus on the anatomy demonstration platform. There was silence all around, and the teacher took the scalpel out of the plate and put it on the dead man's throat. The white plastic gloves match the skin color of the female corpse, which is suffocating white. The dead body is still a little soft and the skin remains elastic. Somehow, the teacher's scalpel didn't move.

"White Rose" has an idea: It's a pity that this girl is dead!

The students stared at the scalpel with their eyes wide open. The teacher finally scraped the blade off hard. The sharp scalpel hardly met with resistance, reaching the woman's abdomen, just like pulling open the chain. Students can clearly hear the slight "zi zi" sound when the scalpel cuts meat. Due to the pressure in the body cavity, the cut skin and purple muscles automatically spread out to both sides, and the original strong breasts of the deceased drooped to both sides of the body, and the skin became very relaxed.

After the skin and muscles of the female corpse were pulled open with a fixer, the internal organs were completely displayed in front of the students. The internal organs were taken out one by one, and the teacher explained it to the students in detail. After the internal organs were completely removed, the female corpse only had a red body cavity.

The anatomy teacher spoke very seriously and smoothly. Although a few students turned blue because of discomfort, almost all of them felt queasy, but they still withstood the test that they must go through as future doctors and firmly remembered the structure of the human body, which will have a far-reaching impact on their future medical career. In other words, this class will never be in vain. But "White Rose" is a little scary next.

After the students left, there was only one teacher left in the anatomy demonstration room. White light shines strongly on the dissection table, reflecting harsh light. According to the regulations, the teacher began to put the internal organs taken out of the female corpse back in place one by one, and then sewed the skin back in place layer by layer with thread. The school clock struck five times, and the teacher took off the square towel that covered the woman's face. At this time, unexpected terror happened. The woman corpse suddenly opened her eyes and looked at the teacher savagely. The teacher turned away instinctively, and she almost fell to the ground with fear. The teacher stood up trembling and found that it was not an illusion. The woman corpse stared at the ceiling with round eyes, and her expression was not as peaceful as just now, but a scowl. The teacher emboldened himself, went up and examined it carefully, and finally found a reasonable explanation, which may be the cause of bioelectricity. The process of dissection triggered a certain bioelectricity nerve reflex. The teacher closed the eyes of the female corpse, covered the white cloth back and walked out of the autopsy room.

A few days later, the female corpse's eyes kept shaking in the teacher's mind. The teacher is not a psychic, but somehow, those eyes haunt the teacher like ghosts. The teacher always wanted to know why the female corpse opened her eyes at this time, especially her eyes. In retrospect, the teacher seems to be conveying some kind of information, not exactly like the empty eyes of the deceased. A year has passed, and the teacher seems to have forgotten it. During this period, the teacher made a girlfriend. One rainy night, the teacher came home from a school meeting. It rained heavily and there was no one on the road. The teacher walked alone with an umbrella. Walking, the teacher suddenly found a person behind him and followed him slowly. The teacher is a little nervous, and it will be miserable if he meets a robber at this time. The teacher deliberately quickened his pace, and so did the man, still four or five meters behind him.

After walking for a long time, the teacher finally couldn't bear it, and turned around with courage to see what had happened. Unexpectedly, it was not a gangster who followed him, but a slim girl wearing a yellow raincoat. The teacher asked the girl unhappily, "Why are you following me?" ……"

"Oh ... yes ... I'm sorry, I'm afraid to travel alone. ..... So ... "The girl looked at the teacher timidly and said.

The teacher breathed a sigh of relief and smiled: "Then how do you know that I am not a bad person? ……"

The girl smiled: "Because you are like a teacher, teachers are rarely bad people." ……"

"Ha ha ... you guessed it, I am a teacher, don't be afraid! It is not safe for you to be a girl on the road. Let me give you a ride! ..... "The teacher is proud that he has won trust in his profession. He walked and talked with the girl and sent her home.

After that night, teachers and girls often meet on their way home and gradually get to know each other. The teacher has been afraid to tell the girl the nature of his work. The girl only knows that he is a teacher of Harbin Medical University. One day, the teacher finally told the girl that he was a lecturer in human anatomy. The girl was not as surprised and scared as the teacher imagined, but showed a strong curiosity.

"You say, scalpel, the body will feel pain? ..... "The girl solemnly waited for the teacher to answer.

"How did that happen? ..... People are dead, nerves are dead, and there is no feeling. ..... "The teacher was amused by the girl's innocence.

"How do you know they don't feel? ..... "The girl seems to be stubborn and not moved by the teacher's reason.

"The standard for judging death in modern medicine is brain death. The brain nerve has died, and any stimulation of nerve endings has lost its effect. Of course, people have no feelings. ..... "The teacher used to be a teacher, and he explained patiently and in detail.

"but ... this is just the idea of us living people, but it is not necessarily the case. ..... "The girl said stubbornly.

"That's not funny. ..... "The teacher smiled. Later, the girl asked the teacher this question more than once. Every time the teacher answers, the teacher's brain seems to be hooked by something, but it immediately sinks. However, girls often ask teachers the same question, which makes teachers feel that there is an inexplicable fear getting heavier and heavier. The teacher is even a little afraid of meeting girls, but I think it's nothing particularly strange. The teacher suspected that it might be because of frequent contact with autopsy and excessive psychological pressure. He didn't know the seriousness of the problem until the teacher found it by accident.

One night, the teacher went to the girls' dormitory to find the girl. The girl is not there, and the door is unlocked. The teacher sat on the sofa, waiting for the girl. Tired of waiting, she stood up and rummaged through her desk, ready to find a magazine to amuse herself. There is nothing to read. The teacher was holding an old newspaper in his hand, and accidentally, a piece of paper floated out of the pile and fell to the ground. It was an old yellow paper, and the teacher's nerves suddenly tightened. He seems to have seen this paper somewhere. The teacher picked up the paper, turned it over and opened his eyes in fear. It turns out that this is the volunteer list of the female corpse he dissected a year ago. The teacher had signed the body before it was handed over to the autopsy room.

That's right! The teacher's signature is still on it. How can it appear here? The teacher was a little scared and quickly opened the old newspaper. In the column of "Social Vision", it is the social news that "female workers commit suicide for love". The date of the newspaper is the date of his own autopsy.

The teacher seems to have fallen into the ice room, and the chill is chilling. I feel that this room suddenly has an unspeakable horror. At this time, the teacher heard clear footsteps coming from the corridor, which was the sound of high heels, coming towards this side step by step. The teacher didn't know what to do at the moment, so he had to bite the bullet and wait for the girl to appear. The footsteps came to the door and stopped suddenly. The teacher didn't see anyone, but she seemed to feel her standing at the door staring at him. The teacher's feet are a little weak, but she dare not move. In a short time, the sound of high heels rang again, getting farther and farther, and finally disappeared.

The teacher ran home like crazy. After a few hours of calm, the teacher's brain was racing: how did this happen?

Maybe she is just a classmate or colleague of that girl, or a good friend, so it is not surprising to keep these things. Also, that string of footsteps may just come from downstairs, but my nervousness won't cause all this. The teacher was a little shocked and called the girl, hoping to find out the truth. No one answered the phone, and the teacher tried to call, but it was all blind. The more girls don't answer, the more afraid the teacher is. After a while, footsteps suddenly came from outside, just as I heard from the girl, the crisp sound of high heels stepping on the concrete floor. The teacher's heart is pounding, and the atmosphere is afraid to come out. "Dong! Knock on the door. Hey! " Someone is knocking at the door. It's that girl! The teacher tried again and again and finally persuaded himself to open the door.

"It's you! ..... "The teacher pretended to be calm. However, he felt his voice was a little rough and hoarse.

"It's me. What happened? ..... Don't you welcome me? "The girl said, and gently moved Lian Bu to the teacher's side.

"no! Don't! Don't! ..... Yes, I went to see you in the evening, but you weren't there. ..... "The teacher stepped back and said.

"Oh ... I went out to run an errand and found you here when I came back. "The girl said, and went to the teacher.

"Are you? ..... "The teacher answered mechanically. He was frightened, as if he were a corpse on the autopsy table at this time.

"But ... but why do you always call me endlessly? ..... "The girl said with a straight face.

"I'm afraid ... I'm afraid you had an accident. ..... "The teacher's brain seems to have stopped working at this time, so I can only tell the truth.

"I live with you tonight, ok? ..... "The girl smiled unexpectedly, and she said softly. The teacher meant to let the girl go, but she couldn't say it. They have known each other for so long that the girl has never let herself touch her body. The teacher thought, maybe she is really suspicious. The girl's appearance has nothing in common with the female corpse. What does it matter?

"I'll take a shower! ..... "The girl is not unhappy because of the teacher's stupidity. As she spoke, she walked to the bathroom.

"all right! ..... "The teacher replied mechanically, and he politely stepped aside and let the girl go.

The teacher was sitting in the living room, and she was uneasy when she heard the sound of flushing inside, but she always persuaded herself not to think about those strange things. Maybe it's just coincidence. The girl came out in her pajamas and sat on the sofa opposite the teacher. They are relatively silent. The girl broke the embarrassment. She smiled and walked behind the teacher and rubbed his shoulder: "I'll help you massage." ……"

There was another unbearable silence. For a long time, the girl suddenly asked, "Do you think your body will feel pain when the scalpels cross?" ……"

The teacher jumped up from the sofa and exclaimed, "you ... who are you?" ……"

But there was a sudden sharp pain in the head, and the teacher felt that the head was suddenly hit by a heavy object and lost consciousness. I don't know how long it took. The teacher woke up with a splitting headache and found his hands and feet tied to the bed. The teacher saw the girl standing in front of the bed, and her charming eyes were burning with anger. The teacher remembered that her eyes were exactly the same as those of a female corpse!

"You ... you are ..." The teacher couldn't help being afraid, but it was useless to struggle. The teacher noticed that the girl's face was slowly changing, and her eyes, nose and mouth were all shifting. After a while, a horrible face appeared in front of him: it's her! The female corpse of a year ago!

"You say! Say it! ..... Will your dissected corpse feel pain when the scalpel passes by? ..... "The girl asked sharply again.

"No ... no ... maybe! ..... "The teacher said trembling.

The girl's beautiful eyes stared at the teacher viciously and slowly untied her pajamas. The teacher has never felt so disgusting. The girl's body is just an empty shell with no internal organs and only a red body cavity.

"You say, am I hurt? ..... "The girl said angrily.

"But you ... but you volunteered! ..... you filled out the form of voluntary donation of the body. ..... "The teacher argued fiercely.

"I really regret that I chose suicide for that man. But ... but just as I was about to leave this dirty world and go to the pure land of the west, you woke me up again! I ... I want you to be with me forever! "said the girl.

"What do you want ... what do you want? ..... "The teacher was frightened, and his mind was in a mess. He wanted to defend himself but could not.

The girl smiled stiffly, took out a bright scalpel from her pajamas bag, waved it in front of the teacher, and then lifted it to the teacher's neck. The girl said darkly, "Hehe … I want you to know the pain of being dissected!" " ! ……"

"Don't! ..... don't! ..... You're dead, but I'm still alive! ..... "The teacher screamed in horror.

Suddenly, there was a sharp pain in her throat. It was the scalpel in the girl's hand that stabbed her throat! The teacher felt as if he had been skinned alive, and he could not survive or beg for death. The teacher sat up screaming "ah" and "ah". He found himself sweating all over, as if he had been soaked in water. The moonlight shone on him through the window, and the girl was not in the room. Did she dream at night? The teacher thought it was incredible, but fortunately, she felt a kind of thrill of surviving.

The next day, the teacher got up and found something that would make him restless forever. Under the bed, there is a scalpel, extremely sharp, shining with cold light. This afternoon, the teacher went to the girl's room again, but the door was closed. The girl's neighbor is an old lady. She told the teacher that no one had lived in this room since the girl committed suicide. From then on, the teacher dared not touch her body again, dared not stay at Harbin Medical University, and had to change careers.