The process of watching the video is not with excitement, but with various feelings such as surprise, shame and relief. There are two me in my heart. One person said that because I saw this example, I should study hard from Professor Jin Yinan, make rapid progress and achieve something ...; One said that you don't have that understanding, and you can't learn that knowledge no matter how hard you work. Maybe you don't have the diligence and love.
Professor Jin Yinan can achieve the first place in transplanting rice seedlings and continuously pour lime to the limit of body, but his psychological will has no limit. When workers set the highest overtime record, they have always been regarded as natural good technicians, librarians and teachers in others' eyes. Just as the Buddha has been king for generations, he is more like a bug in a bird, a bug in a fish, and all kinds of gaps can't be reached. Why can't he be excellent? Did you make it yourself? While Professor Jin was accumulating knowledge and spirit, I was still accumulating emotions and desires, and then I tried to play the game of eliminating emotions and wasting my life. I live like a dead man, but I am really dead, and I am unwilling and sorry. Should I live my life in vain? It's 32 years old, and both children are influenced by me. Do you still want to play more than study?
Professor Jin summed up three points: 65,438+0, being conscientious, 2, doing difficult things, and 3, establishing a big pattern. Xu Ge has told us that Xu Ge keeps telling us to work hard, take good care of children and be careful what you say, which is in line with the first point; Brother Xu told us many times that if there are difficulties, we should go forward bravely, and if there are no difficulties, we should create difficulties, which is the second point, to do difficult things; What we usually take pains to talk about and recommend to us is to expand our pattern, which is the third point to establish a big pattern. However, we listen more and do less. Professor Jin has been doing it and summed it up from doing it, so he will say that what he feels in his work and study is joy, not pain.
I've felt this way myself. From the first health care, I would rather die than insist on doing exercises after three minutes, and it is easy to get to the last five or six minutes. From the beginning to face the pain of running and doing exercises in the morning, to the whole process of enjoying health care at last. Xu Ge's subtle guidance combined with his own will made the leave and tuition less difficult than I expected. Why can't this positive will be used in my work and life? Feeling is still a matter of mind, and my mind is not enough. Even if I have the ability to reach the physical limit and performance limit with my will, I am unwilling to act, because there is no one in my heart and there is no love in my heart. Professor Jin's love for the motherland, life and yellow land is beyond my comprehension and can't be achieved. It is hard for me to love myself and the people around me. When I do things, I always worry more than I give. Professor Jin has grasped that I never hate any work I do, but I never seem to like any work I do. This contrast makes me feel ashamed and ashamed. Is it so hard to like work? Professor Jin didn't say he liked it, at least he didn't reject it.
Love life, since I love work, I have been thinking about how to love life. Work and children are the main components of my current life. Do I love them? How much effort have I made for my career? Have I ever thought about how to face the inner torture when I escape in the future? 96% of people's potential is still useless. I never want to waste food and torn clothes, but I unconsciously waste my more valuable potential. What a pity! Too many things have not been done. It is more important to do them and do them well.
It can be said that watching the whole video was inspired and stimulated at the same time. Our motherland is getting stronger and stronger, but I didn't participate. There are many good role models around us, but I didn't go to Siqi. So, are you willing to change? Are you willing to continue to make firm changes? From bit by bit, to the extreme, to the limit, with their own will, don't they always feel that their will is superman? Then practice and experience, and don't talk empty words! In the future, cherish time and ability; In the future, speak with the results.