Eldest brother's grades decline, second child's study is delayed, leaving too little time for himself. What he wants to do seems so perfunctory and unsatisfactory.

In life, there are always many troubles, endless and lingering.

There is something hidden in my heart, which will be revealed inadvertently when chatting occasionally.

My second child is called Xiaoyu. For convenience, everyone calls it Xiaoyu.

Xiaoyu's grandmother is studying Buddhism online. She always told me that if the child is excellent, it means that he owed you in his last life and will repay you in this life. If the child is difficult and difficult to manage, it means that you owe him in your last life and he will come to collect debts in this life, then you can only accept God's arrangement and try your best to manage him. As for him, success depends on himself.

She said, you should learn to adjust yourself and don't let these trivial things affect your mood. Keep an open mind.

Actually, that's right

Because only in this way can you let go of your obsession and understand that not all children are so excellent. If a child is average or poor, it is also his fate, which cannot be changed by manpower alone.

Who can really change a person? A person's change must be his heartfelt desire for change. Only with self-drive in his heart can he grow faster. Of course, it means something positive.

Having said that, the reason is clear, but it is not easy to practice. When you don't know it, these invisible tiredness have been quietly hidden in your heart.

That morning, after the Go class, Xiaoyu's classmates made an appointment to play football in the square at 7 pm. I haven't played football for a long time. Xiaoyu was very happy and agreed.

He didn't eat well at lunch. He has been looking at his watch and wants to meet his classmates in the square early. After seven, we got together. It was his grandmother who studied Buddhism who brought him here. The two children each took a toy gun and ran happily while shooting. There were no bullets in the gun, but the click of the trigger was enough to make them scream with excitement.

After playing with guns for half an hour, they played football for a while. At about 8: 30, we walked out of the back of the square, ready to go home.

It suddenly occurred to me that the standing long jump was one of the sports that the teacher distributed in his summer homework. He hadn't played it yet, and it was also my specialty when I was a child, so he said, I'll show you. So I jumped, and that action required crouching first, then getting up and jumping out. When I finished dancing, I felt dizzy and told myself that I couldn't dance like this in the future. However, the next second, the body fell to the ground in the square and lost consciousness.

When I woke up, I felt a headache. I touched my head and felt a big bag on it. Xiaoyu's grandmother helped me sit on the platform of the square fountain. She said that after I fainted, she pinched a point in my heart and wrist, and I woke up leisurely. But she was scared to death.

Fortunately, I am conscious. I called my cousin who is a doctor. Twenty minutes later, she took a taxi to accompany me to the central hospital.

Go to the emergency department of the hospital, take your blood pressure and temperature. High blood pressure and low fever. The nurse took us to the fever clinic again.

The doctors in the fever clinic were fully armed and wrapped themselves up. He said that in case of emergency, accounting check should be done first, and then brain CT scan should be done.

When I was in accounting check, the nurse said that the computer was stuck and I couldn't do it, so I had to wait for the staff to fix it. Because the waiting time was a little long, my cousin was afraid of delaying my illness, so she suggested to the nurse to have a brain CT first. But the nurse insisted on implementing the system, and my cousin got angry and quarreled with the nurse.

Cousin said that accounting is important, but compared with life, it is even more vital, and every minute of delay will kill people.

The nurse said sadly that there was something wrong with the machine and there was nothing she could do. She has contacted the maintenance man.

In fact, on the way here, my cousin had asked me if I had been to other places and had any contact with friends from other places. I have been staying in this city and haven't even been back to my hometown recently.

She knows I'm absolutely safe and virus-free.

Of course, out of a sense of responsibility, doctors should do nucleic acid testing first anyway.

The machine was finally repaired. Go to the CT room immediately after the accounting exam.

It's past ten o'clock in the evening, and the corridor of the hospital is empty, only occasionally I meet a few people walking in a hurry.

Ten minutes later, the results came out. The doctor said it was nothing serious. Just put ice cubes on the edema bag on your head and eat lightly. If you have other discomfort, come back to see a doctor.

It was past eleven o'clock at night when I got home. Still dizzy, headache, eye socket pain. Cover your head with ice and stay awake all night.

It is normal to get up the next morning and take your temperature again.

I had dizziness caused by low blood pressure before, especially in summer. But it has little effect on normal life.

There have been times when I stood up immediately after squatting for a long time, but my eyes turned black, but it only took a second to recover. I haven't committed it in recent years. Therefore, you can't do squats if you ignore yourself.

My cousin said that my condition was caused by insufficient blood supply to my brain.

Later, I asked my cousin why her blood pressure went up and she got fever after fainting, because there was no such symptom before. Cousin said that this is called stress hypertension, which is caused by edema in the back of the head after fainting. This kind of edema bag is sometimes accompanied by sniffling, holding hands and drooling. These are normal reactions.

Although there was a close call this time, I was still a little scared when I remembered it. Fortunately, there was a classmate's grandmother around. Without her, the consequences would be unimaginable.

This also sounded the alarm for me. I must pay attention to this situation and exercise more in the future.

Later, I was thinking, if I don't wake up that day, I don't know what my relatives will think, and what my good friends will think. At first, I was probably heartbroken, but as time goes on, this sadness will fade away with time. Finally, in everyone's heart, I will become a distant wisp of smoke.

Of course, I don't want to leave so soon, because I still have a lot of things to do and many wishes to realize. Next, I will continue to do what I want to do and meet the people I want to see.

I hope to be a person who may not shine forever, but has a warm and bright heart.

May we all live a healthy life every day and enjoy every scenery happily.

Please remember that we must all be happy. Say yes, do not change.