I belong to the first batch of post-90s who lost their hair, and also belong to the first batch of post-90s who began to pay attention to health care.
Going home on New Year's Day, I opened my diary and saw my vision and planning for the future, as if I had a feeling of going back in time. I finally reached the age I once envied, but I didn't live to the age I once envied.
I once described such a scene in my diary:
Ride after the sun at sunset.
It was my boyhood dream to ride a bike to take risks and see the world.
However, once people pass that age, they will become pragmatic, pay attention to "efficiency" in everything, and mostly think about how to make money. "unprofitable" things like riding a bike will also become indifferent.
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In order to avoid being trapped by life and having no chance to do it in the future, Ming-hsiang Tung, a graduating college student, decided to travel around Taiwan Province Island by bike alone.
Along the way, he met not only beautiful scenery, but also all kinds of people and things.
On the way, Dongming met the director who was filming and invited him to have breakfast together.
The director wants to shoot such a story:
A girl has always had a dream, that is, to open a coffee shop by the sea in the east.
In the process of finding a place, she met a magician with pigeons and a clown riding a unicycle.
The magician's dove forgot how to fly, came to the seaside and let it fly by the Pacific wind; The clown riding a unicycle is always looking for his lost wheel and comes to the seaside, hoping to rely on the Pacific wind to keep him riding.
So this director is shooting a story about wind and freedom.
Ming-hsiang Tung walked around the island against the Pacific wind, seeking freedom.
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On the trip, Dongming met Ah Jun who had just returned from Canada. Jun said to Xiang Ming on the road:
"When I ride a bike, I hate drivers."
"But if I drive, I hate cyclists like you."
After receiving the call, Ah Jun gave it to Mingxiang and asked him to go to Hualien to find him and give it to him.
Mingxiang agreed, and in order to keep his promise, he rode there all night and pushed the car away when he was tired.
Mingxiang trusts strangers, and even though he has only known them for a short time, he tries his best to maintain this friendship.
After many hardships, Mingxiang finally came to Ah Jun's home. Jun's mother got him something to eat. After dinner, he fell asleep on the sofa with his guitar and wrote in his travel diary:
I'm so tired, sleeping in the house, so safe and warm.
Travel has its cruel side, but it also has its warm side. If you have not experienced the cold wind and rain outside, you will not feel the warmth and safety of the sofa.
Although Ah Jun's family conditions are good, his parents are getting divorced. His parents don't love each other, and he is not happy. He is immersed in games all day.
Maybe Ah Jun envies Xiang Ming's freedom, but he really becomes Xiang Ming, and he doesn't want to.
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Dongming met a devout passerby on the road and knelt down and knocked nine times.
When riding into the tunnel, due to the narrow road, the big truck behind Xiangming has been unable to overtake, which makes Xiangming feel very embarrassed.
After leaving the tunnel, Xiangming found a way to avoid entering the tunnel again. The path was rugged and dangerous, so he had to push his bike forward. Xiangming is also very religious. He would rather trouble himself than others.
Mingxiang came to a railway station, where he met a young Lithuanian female model and asked him how to get to Hualien.
Mingxiang asked her about the train to Hualien. After a while, they went to the seaside to see the sea view.
The Lithuanian girl told Mingxiang, "There are no mountains in my country, but you have mountains everywhere."
When he left, Lithuanian girl said:
"Each of us came to this world and traveled alone. Even if someone is with us, we will eventually divide things. "
A person's life is just a trip, so meeting or leaving is doomed.
Some people accompany you for a long time, but because they have been together for a long time, they don't know how to cherish it;
Although some people meet briefly, they love each other deeply and will never forget them. Although they will all be separated in the end, even if they are separated, the beauty of meeting is still worth remembering for life.
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Dongming met a family of four who went out for an outing. Dad told his story:
"Every morning, my mother will take me to take the train.
At that time, the sun just came out every morning. Looking from Wanghai Lane, the whole sea is sparkling.
My mother took me across the railway, through the cave and to the railway station. If I hear the sound of a train in the distance, my mother will say to me,' Hurry up! "Hurry up!" I just keep running and running.
Running through the cave, I looked back and saw my mother over there, at the other end of the cave, farther and farther away. "
It turns out that behind the beautiful scenery on the road, there are lovely stories that belong to it.
In the morning, the golden sun shines on the sea.
Thousands of seagulls come out for food, screaming together for a small fish or a few crumbs and overtaking each other.
Jonathan was very upset when he saw it. Jonathan is the name of a seagull. In order to pursue his ideal, he left his companions far behind and practiced flying alone.
Jonathan is a very special seagull. He practiced alone in pursuit of his ideal and was not afraid of being laughed at.
I hope it can fly high, far and beautifully.
Dad recited the text of the sixth grade primary school, and Ming-hsiang Tung continued to ride hard on the road. He practiced alone in order to better meet the coming life.
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When night fell, Dongming spent the night in a school for disabled children and met a teacher who was about to retire.
"In fact, I loathe to give up the environment here. The children here now have the opportunity to retire, and there is still some money to receive every month, so retire! "
"Is your school on holiday? Why can you come out to play at this time? "
"I asked for leave."
"In order to go around the island, ask for leave?"
"Some things, if you don't do it now, you won't do it for a lifetime."
"You mean, after I retire now, I can do a lot of things I want to do. Thank you for encouraging me. "
"I see you still have a big guitar, ok (pause)?"
"You like music?"
"Actually, I was watching and playing, and I didn't know the sound very well."
"I know, you play the guitar for yourself. Just have a happy voice? "
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After heavy wind and rain, Dongming met an enthusiastic tour guide, made him a box lunch and listened to his stories about these grandmothers.
"These mothers are very interesting and powerful. They came back from the mainland and rented a car to go to the boss's house to protest. "
"Their boss really has no conscience, and the clothing factory said that it would fall, and they didn't give them a dime pension."
"I don't want to see it. From 18 girls to a flower, go to the factory to make a flatbed car. Some of them went there when they were young. After working for a lifetime, the factory said that they were going to fall down and had no work to do. "
"Now, they are like this. As long as the boss comes back for wine and rents a car and protests for a long time, I think I will take them out for a walk anyway. "
"They also regard this kind of activity as a homecoming, as if they are connecting feelings."
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Dongming encountered the most fearful thing in his journey. The bicycle tire is flat, and there is no place to repair it in the middle of nowhere. Fortunately, he met his big brother who was also on the island and helped him mend the tire. They rode together for a while.
"After you ride south, you will pass Huangmei Lane. Casuarina there used to grow very well, but it has not been like this in recent years. "
"They can't compete with the erosion of coastal salt and become so yellow."
"Riding a bike can always see the best and the worst."
"We have always believed that man can conquer nature, and in order to ask God for more, we often pay a higher price."
"The serious erosion of the coastline has made Taiwan Province Province thinner and thinner, and our country is slowly disappearing."
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After the trip, Ming-hsiang Tung set out from Kaohsiung and returned to Kaohsiung.
He did what many of us wanted to do in our lives, but didn't do it, because he understood, "If we don't do it now, we won't do it in our lives."
The lyrics of "You were a teenager" are written like this:
Many years ago, you had beautiful eyes;
Running, like a lightning bolt of youth;
Want to see the world, go to the farthest place;
I think I have wings and can fly over mountains and oceans.
Many years ago, when we were teenagers, we wanted to see the whole world and go to the farthest places.
But now, the first batch of post-90s have begun to taste the hardships of life and have begun to lose their hair. At night, they are alone in front of the computer, eating snacks and cooking dramas, leaving only empty eyes tortured by desire.
Is it mature to be used to lying?
Can you still love others after you have a house?
I always thought that after success, I could heal the wound.
People who are buried by desire and miss it.
Youth is gone, only the face is disgusting.
Please remember what you looked like as a teenager and your wishes as a teenager!
If you don't do something now, you won't do it again in your life;
Some people will never fall in love again if they miss it.
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