How does being ugly make you feel?
Inferiority, when other children are loved by uncles and aunts, you will be ignored or even laughed at, intentionally or unintentionally, perhaps without malice, but without goodwill. Fortunately, the cognition of beauty and ugliness was vague before junior high school, which automatically shielded a lot of darkness, but after junior high school, especially high school, I felt inferior to others, and I felt inferior to others with a gentle smile. Try to take a group photo at the back, not because the face is small, but because the face is blurred, and the difference is not so obvious. I hate age cameras, and it is not an ordinary experience for a 28-year-old girl to be identified as 40+ years old. Be careful not to be hated by others, because when I am hated, I will be called ugly X. I know that I will not be spoiled by others except my parents, my best friends or my lovely female classmates. The first thing I will do when I meet something is not to think about asking for help, because I know I will often be rejected. When you move books in high school, you always do it yourself. You can do it yourself, don't bother others. Active help will only happen to beautiful and lovely girls. I firmly believe that it is my duty for others to help me, and it is my duty not to help. To a great extent, the occurrence of puppy love has been avoided. No boys like it and there is no ambiguity. I concentrate on my study, love and get used to the life of a single dog. Sometimes I feel that love will never happen to me. He is becoming more and more good at concealing his dissatisfaction and sadness, and his psychological quality is getting stronger and stronger, and his self-blackening ability is getting stronger and stronger. In short, while enviing and hating people who are good-looking, I fantasize that one day I can become good-looking, live my own small life in peace, and strive to cultivate interesting souls.