The most difficult time was in the year when I just graduated. I graduated in 2009, and then I couldn't find a job. I always feel that I shouldn't ask my parents for money after graduation, and I can't add burden to my family. How can you ask your parents for money when you can't give anything? My sister graduated before and just found an internship. I haven't found a place yet. I rented a house near the school. The house is very small, only a little more than two meters wide and about five meters long. Anyway, I just put the bed down sideways 1 m2 after the bed was put down, I erected a table under the window. Anyway, the room is small, but it costs 90 yuan a month. At first, I ordered food and rice, but after eating those things, it was gone. I'm an expert, and I only have 30 points left in 6 yuan. Obviously, if I can't pay the phone bill, I won't work. So I stayed up all day without eating. My sister said that the salary won't be paid until 10. Let me wait and see if I can borrow some money from others first. Later, I have been thinking about how to spend these six dollars.

I was hungry for one day and couldn't get up the next day, so I went out to see if there was any cheap rice to sell. I searched for a long time and found a rice shop with two yuan a catty, so I bought three kilograms of rice with my six yuan. The boss weighed a little more. I said it wasn't that much, just three kilograms. In fact, there is no money to give. Because I bought a small pot that can cook when plugged in, I cook porridge every day and dare not eat more. I am afraid that my sister will not be able to borrow money, and maybe I won't be paid after 10. I cook porridge three times a day, grab a handful by hand at a time, and add more boiled soup. When I am really hungry, I lie in bed and sleep. I'm not hungry only when I'm asleep. I was particularly stupid at that time. I come from the countryside and went to a poor school. I don't have any friends around me. I didn't know this society could hand out leaflets for others. I can take 40 yuan to solve my life one day. At that time, I didn't know anything, except that I studied highway and bridge engineering, so I just sat waiting for news, because my sister had been asking people to help me find a job, and all the students around me were mixed up. I went straight home to get old. Our family situation is different. I don't want to go back there. Besides, my mother has worked hard all her life, and she doesn't want them to know that we can't even eat after graduation.

At that time, I didn't know where the flyers on the street came from. After I rented a house in the suburbs, there were no flyers there, and I didn't know what else I could do. I just wait day by day, just endure, from three times a day to twice a day. The phone is down again, so I can't make a call. I still have 30 cents on me. At that time, it cost 30 cents to make a phone call for one minute. I can't make a phone call with this thirty cents unless I have to. I look forward to my sister's arrival every day. One afternoon, I was very hungry, so I went out to see if I could find wild vegetables to cook, but after walking on the path for a long time, all the plants I saw were not like wild vegetables in my hometown, and I dared not eat them indiscriminately. Seeing a lot of Chinese cabbage and vegetables planted in other people's fields, I really want to go back to cooking, just like eating it once. I stood on the road and thought for a long time. It was getting dark. I'm thinking, if I pick vegetables at this time, I won't be found! I squatted on the road next to the vegetable field alone, and thought for a long time, but I still couldn't do such a thing. This is stealing! I went back to sleep along the way I came.

There is less and less rice in my pocket, and there is really nothing I can do. It's been nine days. I took the last thirty cents and went to the store to call my sister. My sister said that they haven't paid their wages yet, and she was particularly worried. I said my last 30 cents was gone, and you couldn't reach me because the phone was disconnected. Please come to me directly by car when you get paid! I hung up the phone and came back to pour water. I was so hungry that I walked around the street to see if I could meet someone who just needed a waiter in that restaurant. I just need food, no salary. I met an acquaintance as soon as I left the corner. A boy lives near my home. He comes from my hometown. He also studied in our school, but he has graduated from work. He said he went back to school to do business and had just arrived for dinner. He asked me why I was still at school. I said I was going to graduate and then I was going to apply for accounting, so I rented a house near the school and had nothing to do. He once chased me, but it wasn't my type, so he didn't agree. When he saw me, he said he would invite me to dinner. I said I didn't have time. Actually, I'm hungry and I want to eat, but I don't have money and I'm not a good friend, so I don't want to go with him. But he kept shouting. He said we hadn't seen each other for a long time, but we just wouldn't eat. Then you wait for me, I'll come to your place after dinner, I said. He pulled me and said, I just want to see you, okay? I'm not a bad person. We grew up together. You don't trust me. Well, I can't help but stay with him until he finishes eating. He fried two dishes and asked me to eat them. I said I just ate them, and they were all dead. I can't eat now. Then I sat and waited for him. After he finished eating, he went to my place to chat for a while. He said he was doing a good job now, so he asked me. He said that he had always liked me, and nothing had changed. He said that as long as I was willing to be his girlfriend, he wouldn't let me go out to work to make money. If I want to learn something else, he can still afford to study. I immediately turned him down, saying that we were not suitable, and I didn't like you at all. If you couldn't get along, you wouldn't have to waste your time. Thank you for paying attention to me, but we should keep a certain distance.

A few days later, my sister finally came. She said there was no salary, but she advanced 300 yuan to the leader and found a job with me. I was so happy, then I cooked the last rice at once and went to the restaurant to eat a big bowl of rice noodles. What a treat! My sister was very sad when she saw me, but I was very happy although I didn't eat during that time. I lost a lot of weight because I had no food, and the whole person felt relaxed and happy. I told my sister about my childhood, and she said you did really well. If I were hungry for so long and someone finally said please eat, I couldn't help eating long ago, and you would rather be hungry than owe an irrelevant one. In fact, I didn't think so much at that time. I just felt that although I was young, after all, men and women were different from each other and the relationship was not particularly good. This is a chance encounter. People can't invite me to dinner, so they just eat their meals. That's too casual. No matter how hungry you are, stay next to each other. Besides, this meal can't solve the long-term problem! He did say that being his girlfriend can make him well fed and clothed, but I don't like him. My sister is right. You are doing very well. If I were you, I might not be able to do it. My sister is still deliberately saying that even if you don't promise to be a software girlfriend, you haven't eaten for so many days. It doesn't matter if you have a meal. I said I didn't like him, and I felt that we didn't know each other very well, so I couldn't be hungry again. Actually, it's all the same As a bystander, you will find it difficult. When you are a party, your mind will be unusually clear. This is the most difficult period in my life at present, and I have survived it so foolishly.