If you want to be a successful person, you must be thick-skinned first. You know, everyone around you is a passer-by in your life. Life is like taking a train. There will be many people coming up and many people going down. I don't need to get off early because of them, because our terminal is still ahead. The college entrance examination is coming soon. After the college entrance examination, everyone goes their separate ways, and then you will meet another group of people in the university. Like a person not only because of their external image, but also because of your personal connotation. Your appearance can be changed, but your temperament, self-cultivation, conscience and knowledge are inviolable.
If you look down on yourself, others will not value you.
Every successful person must bear his own share of loneliness and responsibility. In the future, when you look back, you will appreciate the people and things in your life that gave you motivation. Although the process was painful, we finally tasted the sweetest fruit.
You said you had no advantage. Are you worse than those beggars in the street? There is nothing we can't do, but we all want to succeed in one step and refuse to work hard and suffer. If you despise yourself, you have no capital to ask others to respect you.
You want to die. Since you are not afraid of death, there is nothing to be afraid of in this world.