That year, I just graduated from calligraphy and left my hometown to work in a strange city. My mother, who is studying calligraphy, is very opposed because she has only one daughter. She is worried that she will marry far away in the future. My mother hopes that she can stay in her hometown city, find a stable nine-to-five job, get married and have children in three to five years, and live a stable life from then on. However, I don't want to learn Chinese. This kind of life ended at a glance and continues. She doesn't want her young life to be exhausted like this. She struggled with her mother for a long time before finally achieving her goal.
Strange cities, strange people and things, everything must start from scratch. At that time, Xizi was a fat sister paper, with a height of only 1.55 meters and a weight of over 1.20 kg. In order to hide her figure, she always buys oversize loose clothes. Once on the subway, a man got up and gave her his seat because the other person thought she was pregnant. At that moment, I was embarrassed to learn Chinese characters, and I really wanted to find a breakthrough.
Obesity destroys the image. Even if you have a diploma from a famous university, you will run into a wall because of obesity when you are looking for a job. After running for three months, I saw that my bank card was about to run out of food. I finally got a job as a clerk in a small company, serving tea and water, receiving customers, sending and receiving emails, and earning 3 thousand yuan a month. It's really overqualified.
Xi Zi decided to lose weight and made a plan. Run for an hour every morning, go to the gym to learn yoga to exercise, control your diet, eat as little as possible, don't eat greasy things, and never eat after 8 pm. In half a year, Xizi was reduced from a 3L "short wax gourd" to a standard size S. A year later, she left a small company and successfully moved to an Internet media company, ranking among the top 50 in China.
Xizi is the assistant of the general manager. As the general manager, he is the boss of calligraphy, unsmiling, demanding on his work and strict on calligraphy. After some criticism, we will also give correct guidance. He is very determined, and the speed of writing behind him is several times faster than usual.
He always patiently teaches her something about her work. As a person who has experienced many things in the workplace, he also gave her advice and advice. She doesn't know if he has a girlfriend or a wife. He is secretive and always appears alone.
Between the two poles, the same sex repels and the opposite sex attracts. It is not unreasonable. In the long-term communication, Xizi gradually fell in love with him, from the initial attraction to the later enthusiasm. He doesn't reject her, but they always stop at once, get along better with their colleagues and take a step back from their lovers. What kind of complicated relationship is that? I don't know what his idea is.
At that time, Xizi, who had lost weight, was already a great beauty with many suitors.
If he likes her, he always keeps a certain distance from her and won't cross the line. If he doesn't like her, he will take care of her at work and be caring and attentive to her in life. And the way he keeps looking at her is not as simple as the general boss's subordinates.
At an anniversary party, when all employees of the company gathered to watch the fireworks, Xi Zi stood beside him. She looked up at the magnificent sky and asked him, do you like me, too? He didn't answer, eyes staring at her, affectionate eyes god seems to have said everything.
But why not be together? He told Xi Zi: At that time, she was young and full of energy. She drunk driving and ran into a passing female college student in her prime, which caused her to be paralyzed from then on. He promised the girl's family that he would take care of her for life at the cost of marrying her.
He really loves to learn calligraphy, but he can't give her any promises, so he can only bury this love in his heart. Because of true love, I can't bear to hurt her. He asked her to protect herself, both physically and mentally, and not to give anything at will. He believes that Xizi will meet a person who really loves each other in the future, and then happily embrace him in his arms and be loved in his heart.
He won a place to study abroad for his calligraphy by his own ability. He believes that Chinese calligraphy has great strength and great development space. He can't hold her back. He hopes she can broaden her horizons when she goes out.
I returned to China for the Spring Festival for the first time after three years of studying calligraphy. On the way back, she was sitting in the car, and there was a song circulating in the earphone, which used to be his favorite song. Then it suddenly occurred to her that she impulsively bought a train ticket to his hometown and took the train for several days and nights just to meet him.
When she stood in a corner, watching him push his wife in a wheelchair from a distance, he carefully put a scarf on her, buttoned her coat, and then pushed her slowly forward. Looking at it from a distance, Xi Zi shed tears like broken pearls.
An emotion that can't be loved, only memories are in my heart.
I miss you, but I have nothing to say. I am thinking about it. I know I have too many stories. I know I only stayed for a minute. Thank you for being my guest. I can't follow your footsteps, so let me leave in loneliness. Are you still me? Are you still you?
Thank you, once appeared in my life, thank you for being a passer-by in my life.