After I graduated from college, I went to the company arranged by the school for an internship. In this way, I met my husband and I was assigned to be his apprentice. I was 2 1 year old that year, and I was in my prime.

Young I am simple and ignorant, and like mature and steady men, so I regard my 37-year-old husband as a male god. I am deeply attracted by him and find him full of charm.

I remember at that time, he liked to keep fit. In order to meet him in the gym, I specially set up a fitness card to shield him after work every day. I'm really happy to exercise with him.

Yes, I am hopelessly in love with a man 16 years older than myself.

I asked my colleague's husband about his feelings, only to know that he has never been married and is still single. I was surprised and even felt that victory was in sight.

So, I began to pursue my husband wholeheartedly. My husband treated me like a child from the beginning and never really looked at me.

Until one time the company handed over a big project to our department. During that time, I worked overtime with my colleagues all night and never complained. In the end, he successfully won the project, and he had special respect for me.

In the company, as long as he calls me, I am always on call and buy him breakfast and coffee every morning. As long as he goes out to socialize with clients, I will stick to him. In this way, I chased him for more than half a year.

One day after work, he offered to invite me to dinner. I know I will succeed. At dinner, he asked me, "Do you like me?"

I nodded shyly, but I didn't expect him to say, "Then let's look around."

Oh, my god, I finally got him.

At that time, he was 38 years old, and his family urged him to get married, so we had a wedding less than three months after we fell in love.

After marriage, my life is very happy. My husband is much older than me. He loves me as much as my father. He contracted all the housework at home, and even the day when I came to have my period, I remember it better than me.

Soon I got pregnant and gave birth to a son. After the son was born, he was all coaxed, making milk powder and changing diapers in the middle of the night. I didn't stay up all night for the children.

My husband often teases me and says, "I knew it was tiring to raise my daughter. Now that I have a son, I feel more tired to raise my daughter and son together. "

Now, we have been married for 13 years, and I find that I don't like him more and more, because he has changed. The mature man I used to love has now become a greasy uncle.

His hair is getting less and less, his stomach is getting bigger and bigger, and there are more and more wrinkles on his face. What bothers me most is that he snores and thunders at night, and I dare not share a room with him.

The key is that our husband and wife live in disharmony. I often seduce him, and he always says that he is too tired today, or that he is not interested today.

Every year, he has high blood sugar, high blood fat or high blood pressure in the physical examination of the unit. He talks about keeping fit every day, but his friends ask him to go out for a drink. He runs faster than anyone else.

I often doubt myself recently. Was I blind at the beginning? Why did you fall in love with him?

Actually, I haven't changed much. My figure and skin are as feminine as when I was young. It's a pity that I'm in my prime, but I have to spend my life with an greasy uncle, which is inexplicable.

Recently, a 30-year-old male client had a good impression on me, often invited me to dinner, and he always praised me for being beautiful and feminine.

Although, in the end, I was not with this man, but I was very moved and even expected to deceive myself. I don't like my present life, and I want to change it.

Several times, I proposed to go camping with my husband or to travel. Husband nodded perfunctory, and then put it down.

I am really disappointed in my heart. I feel that my husband has entered the old age ahead of schedule, and I am in the prime of life. If he goes on like this, I think we will go our separate ways soon.