The terrible thing about poverty is that it makes you think that the world is like this and you can't change it; I can only live carefully and bow to suffering.

0 1, especially inferior.

Children from poor families often lose here. To take the subway, I don't know how to cross the gate; I don't know how to press the elevator to eat. Although I am sitting in a bright classroom and surrounded by classmates, everything around me reminds me of my poverty. In fact, this sense of inferiority began when I was a child: I remember once, I went to my classmate's house to play. My mother repeatedly told me not to break other people's things. We can't afford it. I don't know when timidity and inferiority are engraved into my body; Caution and hesitation became my character.

02, forced to understand

Parents kept telling us to be "sensible", and we really learned to be "sensible" in the face of reality. Even going out to play with classmates and spending some money online will be surrounded by guilt. We have become cautious people, people who cover up all emotions with silence, people who care about their families, and people who are no longer "selfish". In a poor family, everything is always treated most rudely. The waywardness, hobbies, personal space and freedom of choice possessed by peers are not and should not be. In such a growing environment, we have become useless people except "sensible". But cities don't seem to welcome the poor. Everything makes you feel fresh, but it gives you fear that you can't fit in. My roommate's Nike shoes, boys and girls skateboarding in college, and the city's bar night market all make me feel at a loss. Even more frightening, I found that I didn't like my major at all. They only told me to "study hard", but no one told me how to choose. I've heard of stability, so let me learn this. Finally, I crossed out my favorite liberal arts and chose engineering; Although I don't know what this choice means.

Afraid of making mistakes

It is not so much "no choice" as "fear of making mistakes". The poor have no cost of trial and error. They have lived for decades, and that's how they got here. When a person's eyes are limited to survival and he is worried about what to eat today and what to eat tomorrow, what can he do to pursue more? There is no choice but to narrow the road. Even if you have time, you can only play mahjong for fun and seize this fleeting happiness. They hope that we can live a better life and will add their own "survival experience" to us.

04, very concerned about money.

Children from poor families have been in charge for a long time, but they must be in charge, not be able to be in charge. "The children of poor families feel powerless. At any age, they should understand their parents in turn and even forgive them, because you know they have tried their best. I felt like I was dying for my parents along the way. After eating a bowl of mala Tang, I felt sorry for my ancestors for 18 generations. People who care about money and don't know how to invest, who once had dreams, are now prematurely secularized and small-gasified, which is really painful. Now I feel that only giving money to my parents is the greatest filial piety to them.