For more than a year, getting drunk at night seems to be a habit. If she is awake one night, her heart will be filled with strong guilt, as if she owed a debt.
She walks askew, so that even people who are used to nightlife fall asleep at three in the morning. This is a street haunted by perverts, and every woman will be afraid when she passes by. Only Xiao Xu is safe, even too safe.
Sometimes she thinks to herself: Maybe those perverts feel insecure when they meet me? Thinking like this, she smiled sadly, and a figure was faintly reflected in the dim window glass of the roadside. When she saw the man in the dim light, she was taken aback, staggered back a few steps and looked intently. That beautiful figure turned out to be herself.
Facing herself, she seems to have regained a little consciousness and looked at it stupefied for a long time-so she couldn't see how real it was, only vaguely seeing a decent dress wrapped in an attractive body.
It's not ugly. She froze.
However, at this time, Xu Zhuliang's voice seemed to ring in his ear again: "No way, you are fat and have no aura at all. I can't pretend to like you ... "
She couldn't help sobbing and continued to stumble forward-it has been like this for two years. Whenever she appreciates herself a little, Xu Zhuliang's words will always appear in her mind again and again like being recorded, making her give up completely-yes, she is fat and old, and looks like a frozen fat, which is normal for no one to like.
With a wry smile, she gave a pungent hiccup, from which she couldn't help feeling sad and crying silently.
Even if she knew the reason why her husband changed his mind, there was nothing she could do. In the past two years, she has tried all kinds of strange methods to lose weight, such as hunger strike, yoga, acupuncture and roundworm, but her weight still rises instead of falling. In addition, the mental stress brought by losing weight also made her listless.
Although Xu Zhuliang hasn't divorced her, she hasn't been home for half a year, and she is openly married to a woman outside. The breakdown of this marriage is an inevitable result.
She finally despaired.
Nothing can completely destroy a woman like this. Although she is still a recognized beauty, every time she meets her husband's malicious stimulation, she finally decides that she is a hopeless ugly girl, and the root of this ugliness is obesity.
If you can lose all this fat, you will die willingly. She thought silently, walking in the dark and deserted street with tears-even the tears seemed to be full of bitter alcohol flavor.
Unconsciously, she walked across the Lanjiang Bridge, and the black river wind floated with water vapor. With the strength of wine, she climbed up the two-meter-high bridge fence, stood straight on it and looked straight down. There is no moonlight, only some dim lights shine on the water, and there is a slight orange light under the feet. The water ripples gently like oolong tea jelly.
I wonder where she got the impulse. Without thinking, she bent down and jumped.
The expected volley did not come. She only felt her feet empty and her arms tight. A weak and firm force pulled her back from mid-air and she landed on the bridge deck.
"What are you doing?" A woman asked her in surprise.
Xiao Xu dizzy, listening to the sound of running water, a terrorist attack on her. Her face turned pale and her lips trembled.
Almost died!
She shivered a few times before she realized that the woman in front had saved herself and quickly looked up and thanked each other. Unexpectedly, she was shocked by this hope.
This is a very attractive woman. Although her appearance is not so beautiful, her figure is exquisite and concave, like a magnet. He looks young and has no wrinkles at all, but his eyes are very vicissitudes.
The woman grabbed her arm with one hand and caressed her chest with the other, as if she had not recovered from the shock of Xiao Xu jumping into the river. Her hands look weak and boneless, shining like pearls in the dark. Xiao Xu felt that she was shrouded in the luster of pearls, so she narrowed her eyes and felt ashamed.
"What's the matter?" Seeing that she didn't answer, the woman asked again.
Xiao Xu shook his head in shame, looked at the woman carefully, silently compared each other with himself, sighed, shook his head and said huskily, "Thank you." Say that finish, he leaned over and turned to leave.
"Because of men?" The woman's voice pricked up like a needle, and Xiao Xu was surprised and stopped involuntarily.
"It was because of men," the woman said firmly. She came and took Xiao Xu's hand, looked her up and down and sighed. "You are not ugly, but you are much more beautiful than I was."
"You?" Xiao Xu looked at her doubtfully, wondering what she meant.
The woman smiled, and her bright red lips opened like roses in the dark: "My home is not far away. Why don't you go and sit down? "
Xiao Xu looked at her hesitantly. She is always alert to strangers she meets by chance. Even if the other party saved his life, this vigilance has never diminished.
The woman guessed Xiao Xu's thoughts and smiled: "I won't harm you."
She turned and walked forward, twisted like a snake wrapped in a long black dress, swinging intoxicating waves, leaving behind a sentence: "Are you afraid to come with me even if you are not afraid of death?" I'm worse than you ... Ha ha ha ha ... "
Xiao Xu just stood there, watching the woman go further and further, and laughter came faintly in the night, like a trap.
Yes, I'm not even afraid of death. What is there to be afraid of?
Xiao Xu was moved by her words-she said she was even worse than herself, so why is she so enchanting now? She felt that something magical was going to happen, and she was afraid and expecting. Unconsciously, she has followed that woman.
Along the way, they didn't say much, only exchanged names. This woman's name is Hu Ling, and she is not far from home. She walked for ten minutes. A small villa by the river is dark and has no lights.
"Here we are." Hu Ling opened the door of the villa and looked back at Xiao Xu.
Xu Xiaochao put the probe into it. It was dark inside and could see nothing.
"Do you live alone?"
"hmm." Hu Ling came into the room. Xiao Xu hesitated and followed.
There is a cool smell in the room. Hu Ling didn't turn on the light. After closing the door, she lit the candle on the table. By candlelight, you can see that the living room windows are closed, thick dark curtains are hung, and the furniture is dark. The only bright spot is this orange candlelight. At first, it shook twice, and the candlelight quieted down. The whole room was quiet.
This silence made Xiao Xu feel very uncomfortable.
"Is there a power outage?" She asked.
"No, but I don't like electric lights." Hu Ling explained this.
Xiao Xu suppressed his anxiety and sat down on a big wooden chair covered with golden velvet. Hu Ling walked quietly in the room, as if sliding on the water, without any wind. She quickly made two cups of scented tea, one for each, and then sat down at the table. She doesn't know when she has the photo album.
"Look at it." Hu Ling handed her the photo album. Xiao Xu opened the photo album, which was full of photos of a woman. That woman is fat and bloated, her body is completely deformed, her eyes are old and dull, and she looks very painful.
"This is the old me." Hu Ling drank scented tea and laughed.
Xiao Xu looked at the photo and Hu Ling, revealing incredible expression-although the woman's eyebrow eye in the photo is somewhat similar to Hu Ling's, they are definitely not the same person, and the woman is old enough to be Hu Ling's mother.
"You don't believe it." Hu Ling said, "Let's talk about why you jumped into the river."
Although her tone is very gentle, there is an irresistible force, perhaps the temperature of that cup of scented tea, and even the environment here is suitable for pouring out her heart. In a word, Xiao Xu didn't think much, just said something between himself and Xu Zhuliang. Later, she couldn't help crying.
Hu Ling listened quietly until Xiao Xu finished. She finally sighed: "Men are like this." She looked at Xiao Xu sideways and stared at her for a long time until Xiao Xu was frightened.
"See what?" Xiao Xu asked.
Linghu smiled: "You are more beautiful than me."
Somehow she made a small transparent glass bottle, put it between her fingers and asked Xiao Xu with a smile, "Do you want to lose weight?"
Xiao Xu held her breath.
"Do you want to be as beautiful as me?" Hu Ling's voice is full of temptation.
Xiao Xu blinked and nodded in despair.
Hu Ling reached out and handed the transparent glass vial to Xiao Xu: "Drink it."
Xiao Xu wants to ask something. Suddenly, the candlelight shook inexplicably, and the glass bottle flashed fragile light. Suddenly, she felt that this was her only chance. The opportunity was as fragile as glass, so that she was afraid of losing it and didn't even have time to think, so she leaned back and drank the liquid in the glass bottle.
This bland taste is like boiled water. The moment he drank it, Xiao Xu's heart was pounding.
What will happen?
Nothing happened, she touched her face, still so loose and bloated. Linghu smiled: "Don't worry, this time tomorrow, you will know."
"What is this?" Xiao Xu thought of asking this sentence at this time.
"Diet pills." Hu Ling said.
Two women sat and talked for a long time. With the passage of time, Xiao Xu finally began to blow, but Linghu became more and more energetic.
"I should go." Although Xiao Xu was sad, she realized that she had been disturbing other people's homes for too long, so she stood up shyly.
"all right." Hu Ling also stood up.
"Hmm ..." Xiao Xu said shyly. "Diet pills ... can I take some home?"
Hu Ling didn't seem to hear this sentence. She held a candle and sent her to the door: "It worked in one day."
Xiao Xu stood at the door in the moonlight, looking back at Hu Ling. The woman is leaning against the door frame, and the candlelight in her hand gently surrounds her undulating body, which looks like an oil painting.
Is that medicine really useful? The ugly old woman in the photo album came to mind, full of doubts.
"Goodbye." Hu Ling waved goodbye to her, her white hands shining like petals in the moonlight.
She also waved and left slowly with a lot of questions.
That night, she had a dream. In the dream, she became Hu Ling, walking alone in the dark room with a candle, trying to find a door. However, all the walls were suitable, leaving no holes for her to go out.
She walked in a closed room all night in her dream and never came out again. Until the alarm clock rang, she suddenly sat up from the bed, and the sun outside the window spilled half of the bed-morning arrived.
She breathed a sigh of relief.
Her face reflected in the mirror of the dressing table is still plump and white. Because of the dream, the next circle of light black was exposed.
It worked in a day.
Hu Ling's last sentence was repeated in her ear-will it really work one day? She shook her head with a wry smile. I hope so.
It's past nine o'clock when I go out, the sun has risen very high, and there are bright sunshine everywhere. Although it is early autumn, the weather is still very hot. After only a few steps, she broke out in a sweat. The tissue in her bag was quickly wiped out, and the sweat was still coming out.
Before I got to the office, my thin clothes were completely soaked with sweat, and my clothes clung to my body tightly, without an inch of dry yarn, as if I had taken a bath in my clothes.
And the sweat is still flowing out.
He smells of sweat. When walking through the crowd, people looked askance, showed surprised eyes and made way for her automatically. From their eyes, Xiao Xu can imagine himself. Feeling a little ashamed, she hurried to the window of a shop and looked at herself through the mirror-like window.
A messy figure was reflected in the window, and her hair was wet with sweat to her forehead. The whole person seemed to have just been fished out of the water-she finally understood the meaning of people's strange eyes-they must have thought that she had accidentally fallen into the water.
It's obviously impossible to go to work like this. She had to go back again.
The clothes are soaked, and I can't absorb any more sweat, but sweat still gushes from every inch of my body like spring water. They flow down the body and soon drip down the edge of the clothes. On the way Xiao Xu walked, she left a watermark dripping all the way. When she found this situation, she became more and more ashamed and almost ran in small steps.
Finally home.
She took a deep breath and immediately turned on the air conditioner and blew it.
The temperature has dropped, but the sweat is still flowing and there is no sign of stopping. Sunlight came in through the window and was washed away by cold air, but this did not prevent her body from sweating.
She felt very tired, and panic gradually developed in her heart-it is obviously abnormal to sweat like this. What happened?
After calling the company for leave, she went to the bathroom to prepare for a bath. Take off your clothes and turn to look in the mirror. I can't help being surprised.
Is the woman in the mirror really herself?
Last night, I looked in the mirror before going to bed. I remember that the lifebuoy around my waist still made me desperate. My neck was so thick that I looked bloated all over. However, at this time, although I am far from slim, my waist has sunk in and my skin has begun to tighten. It seems that I was suddenly stripped of fat-it happened that this sudden thinness did not affect my skin color. On the contrary, my skin seems to be more shiny, white inside and red on my face.
What the hell is going on here?
Xiao Xu was pleasantly surprised. She changed her posture in front of the mirror naked and admired herself for a long time. She could not help secretly admiring.
It seems that Hu Ling's medicine really works wonders.
After half an hour of narcissism, she took a bath and changed her clothes, thinking with joy that if this continues, she will be able to restore her girlhood in one day. With such a longing, she ran to the storage room and took out the dusty photos of her school days.
In the following time, she ran to the mirror every few minutes to look at it, expecting the miracle to continue-but she never seemed to change in the mirror.
Has the medicine stopped?
She was in a hurry. I was afraid that my eyes were wrong, so I took a tape measure and a scale to measure it. Two minutes later, she measured it and weighed it once. After an hour of tossing and turning, she never saw the miracle of losing weight again.
The medicine is really over.
She stared at herself in the mirror-although it had changed a lot compared with last night, it was still a far cry from beauty. Didn't Hu Ling promise to be as beautiful as her? Did you drink less medicine? However, she made it clear that such a dose is enough.
What the hell is going on?
Xiao Xu began to think.
The temperature in the room has dropped. Although the sun is still shining outside the window, there is no sunshine in the room, but it seems a little cold. Xiao Xu touched some cold arms, got up and turned up the temperature of the air conditioner and stood on the balcony.
The balcony is enclosed by glass on all sides, and the sun is all over the floor, and it is within the influence of air conditioning, so the temperature is very suitable, neither too cold nor too hot. Xiao Xu is very comfortable standing here. She is still thinking about the question just now, but she has no clue and is upset.
Sweat is oozing again.
When Xiao Xu found herself sweating, the clothes she had just changed were half wet. She was even more excited and felt that even God was against herself. When she wanted to change clothes again, her mind flashed and stopped.
Maybe god is not against himself!
She recalled those advertisements for losing weight and those tricks for burning fat, and most of them excreted fat in the form of sweat-whether it is true or not, she really lost weight after sweating so much.
So, the medicine given by Hu Ling actually made him lose weight in this way?
After discovering this, she was so happy that she simply went into the house and covered herself in the quilt, hoping to sweat more.
Unexpectedly, after covering the quilt in this way, the quilt was soaked by the original sweat, but the new sweat never came out.
What's going on here?
Xiao Xu is not a stupid person. This time, she is in no hurry to do anything. She just sat on the bed and carefully recalled all the experiences this morning. Finally, she found one thing-(novel title: losing weight, author: big sleeves cover the sky. From: read some stories every day and watch more exciting content)