? Blame me for understanding too late, blame me for being too persistent. You can't wake a person who pretends to sleep, just as you can't touch someone who doesn't love you.
Unfortunately, I still can't touch you, and I can't be your exception and preference. I just weigh the pros and cons.
? That day, the star said to Bing Yu, "Do you know why I married you?"
? Kethleen said, "Why?"
The star replied, "Because you are fit to live."
Bing Yu's heart suddenly hurts, and then she asks, "Do you love me? Is there nothing I can do to impress you?
The star said lightly, "Yes, you are very good! I'm not saying that you are more family-oriented and do housework better, which is very suitable for life. Isn't that enough? "
Ice and rain are speechless. She stared at the night sky. For a long time, she thought that love was only a responsibility in marriage.
From that day on, she no longer only loved her children and her husband, but also learned to love herself. She said that she didn't want to be a woman who always weighed the pros and cons in her husband's mind. Even if she made a mistake, she would take a gamble.
She spends her energy doing what she wants to do, losing weight, working, reading and learning to cook nutritious meals. She studies cooking harder than before, but she doesn't expect much. She doesn't want love and lives more like herself.
She said, I want to be like San Mao's poem. If there is an afterlife, I want to be a tree, standing in eternity, without the gesture of sadness and joy, half in the dust and half flying in the wind; Half in the shade, half in the sun, very silent and proud. Never rely on, never look for.
Perhaps, when her expectations are lowered, love seems to come gradually, and her husband loves this family more and more. However, she no longer has the courage to ask about love. Maybe none of this matters to her. If you don't have to suffer, you can live well if you are at arm's length.
In this life, she just wants to be herself, love those who are worthy of love, love herself, and then live the life she wants.
A woman who doesn't weigh the pros and cons just wants to be your first choice.