Text/fairy sister ap

I don't know when it started, maybe overnight, I looked down on many people and things.

From then on, I like to stay alone quietly, not noisy, and I don't like talking to people.

Sometimes I feel sick. Normal people shouldn't. However, there is no discomfort in searching the whole body. Instead, I feel particularly comfortable.

When a person does what he likes, he runs for half an hour in the morning until he is sweating all over. After running, he feels extremely comfortable to relax. Breathing becomes deep and powerful, and every time you run, life is like rebirth, and the whole body exudes vitality. Stretch your bones and muscles for half an hour after strenuous exercise, stretch, twist, expand your chest and roll your abdomen, and then close your eyes to adjust your breathing. This hour of getting up early is the source of my spirit, and I can always have full love and joy in the next day.

In the morning, I simply tidy up the house, and then spend time dressing myself. Many people say that women are really troublesome. It takes half a day to wash your face, and there are all kinds of bottles and cans to wipe your face. Who are you dressed so beautifully for? In fact, I think female beauty is an attitude towards life. I respect my beautiful appearance, not to please anyone, but to please myself. As for dressing up, I don't have expensive perfume makeup to dress up except basic skin care products. Take a bath with soap and basic canned facial oil. No eye shadow, no blush, no eyebrows, no eyeliner. The only makeup is a rose lipstick. I like to keep my most natural state as much as possible, show my most natural appearance, and be clean and tidy. I hope I can fly like this forever, even if my hair is gray, I like the way it is blown by the wind.

After cleaning myself up, I like to sit in front of the piano and play the piano for a while. I can't play the newly learned music beautifully yet, but I plan to continue learning because I like it. I like the feeling that my heart communicates with the notes. My fingertips jump on the keys, sometimes flowing, sometimes stopping to think. My hands, eyes, heart and ears all join in the fun. This time of day is the busiest time for me alone.

In the afternoon, I went to run my own shop. When no customers come, I also stay alone quietly, or have a cup of tea, or read a book, or open more books. Afternoon is the day closest to my heart. I like to write unconstrained style, write stories in my memory, write my mood at this time, write my feelings about life, or simply complain. I don't care whether my article is liked or praised. I am only addicted to my own world, talking and laughing alone. Occasionally, I feel that it is not bad, and I will contribute with great interest, but I won't mind whether I pass or reject it. Because whatever the outcome, I won't lose anything. Hobbies can't be eaten as food, but they can be drunk as wine, and people can still enjoy themselves after tasting them.

There are only two points left in life, and there is a small shop at home. I regard such a day as my paradise. I like this simple and pure time.

I don't like words very much recently, and no friends want me to contact. I always feel that true friends don't need to dally every day, and it is also a kind of friendship to bury them in my heart.

I don't want to say anything superfluous. I think of Liu Zhenyun's "one sentence is worth ten thousand sentences", but I feel that I can't really express myself if I talk too much. I don't want to reply to information, and I don't want to waste my time on unnecessary entanglement.

Occasionally, I will meet friends who lose their temper, or topics of interest, and I will talk a lot. But if not, I will never be speechless. I don't mind just sitting awkwardly together and simply saying nothing. Sometimes silence is better than boring blind BB.

Some people say that you are too self-centered, too selfish and only care about yourself. Your life is pale, narrow and meaningless.

Hehe, I don't think about the meaning of life. To live, I must please myself first. As for the meaning of living, I can only say that living is meaningless. As for what path everyone wants to take and how to live, it is entirely up to them. As for what others say, it's none of your business or mine. I just want to be happy. I am not the enemy of the world, and the world will not tell me what to do. I want to be myself.

I just like someone, and it has nothing to do with others!