You are my own sister, and I gradually understand. I observe you carefully, and you are very different from me: you are thin, fair-skinned, timid, quiet and smart. And I'm naughty and overbearing. When I was a child, my mother often said that she would put me in a sack and throw me into the sea to feed the fish. I am a little afraid of my mother and don't stick to my mother; You only dare to turn around on your mother's knee. You are timid and afraid of strangers. When you meet a stranger, hide back to your mother.
You are obedient, which gives me a chance to bully you.
The most impressive time, my parents were not at home. I made you cry. I pinched your arm with my nails and made several crescent-shaped nail prints.
You are crying, sitting on the stone in front of the door, crying for when your mother will come back. At noon, in the scorching sun, you just sat there alone, wearing a white floral skirt and crying with a dirty face. No one came to coax you all afternoon. At that time, I didn't know how wronged and helpless you were when you were a child, but I had the heart to watch you cry. How many years later, whenever I think of that hot noon, that little girl wearing a floral skirt, I feel ashamed, only hate that time can't go back, which makes me feel bad!
You are very obedient. You should listen to everything I say. My parents bought us clothes. Choose dresses, sweaters, shoes and socks every time. No matter how much you like them, I take them, and you can only take what's left of me. I said, "I'll wear this one and you take that one, okay?" You always nod your head and say yes, and never resist. We like to visit my aunt's house for New Year's greetings. My parents only allow one of us to go. Needless to say, I will go every time. It's really easy and effortless for you to compromise.
You will always suffer if you are too obedient, and you never care about it. You learned to do housework when you grew up. When mom is not at home, you wash clothes, sweep the floor and wash dishes, and finish things quietly. Never take credit or praise.
My mother always said, "this girl, don't look thin and small." She is willing to do anything at home and does it well. " Indeed, you were so sensible before school, unlike me, who was lazy and playful. I either locked the drawer or broke the glass. Every time I get into trouble, I will ask you to clean up the mess. I remember that time, I wanted to stir-fry on a whim, and the fire was so fierce that the oil in the pot caught fire at the moment I put it in. I was dumbfounded and panicked, calling you: "Come on! What to do! What to do! " I calmed down a lot when you were here. When a ladle of water was thrown away, the fire went out. It's a good thing you're here, otherwise I might have scared off.
You are funny sometimes. You have been afraid of cats since you were a child. The cat next door often comes to our house. You can't avoid it when you see it. It's fine during the day, but it's terrible to hear cats meowing at night.
One night, my mother drew water for you to take a bath by yourself. My brother and I suddenly had an idea: we should hide in the window and wait for mom to come in, so that we can learn to meow. There was a "meow ~", and you cried with a "wow" and shouted in horror: "Grandma! Grandma! Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa ... "We got our goal and ran away. Ha ha ha, such a timid girl film, even cats are afraid!
I can't understand your fear of cats. You said that the horrible cat in your dream would run after its neck was cut off and plunge into the dense jungle. I don't believe a cat with a broken neck can run? Another night, shortly after we went to bed, the cat next door came to steal fish to eat (my fish was always eaten up by it). You noticed and screamed, "Cat! Cat! Meowed ..... "Mom immediately turned on the light to coax you not to be afraid, you just cried. Then we found that the cat bent on stealing fish was also scared by your sudden cry. It is estimated that the square was in chaos for a while, and when I ran for my life, I bumped into the windowsill, leaving a handful of cat hair. It must be scared! Mom joked, "You are still crying, and the cat is scared to death by you." You just stopped crying and smiled through tears.
After I went to school, I especially liked being a teacher for a while. As soon as I come back from school, I want you to be my student. I will teach you arithmetic and pinyin on the blackboard like a teacher, and then correct your homework. You are a very obedient student and proud to be a teacher. I'm not satisfied. Call my brother, too I am both a teacher and a principal. ...
After you really go to school, I am very strict with you, ordering you how many points you get in the exam and not allowing you to take time off. You are still in primary school. Whether it's stormy or sunny, you go to school on time and almost miss a class. Although I didn't set an example for you in your study, you have been instilled with the idea of "learning to become a talent" since childhood, and you have been diligent and never let your family worry.
We are both mothers' daughters, but my childhood life is much better than yours. Because I have been at my grandmother's house since I was a child, my grandmother loves me very much, and I am overbearing with her love; Follow mom, but you are docile and clever.
When you were young, you always walked around your mother's feet. You follow her and learn quickly. So you can do all kinds of work at home. When you were in primary school, both your parents went out to work. You and your brother study at home. I remember that winter, your hands were purple with cold from washing and cooking, and your little fingers were swollen. My feet were frostbitten without socks. You go to pick up dry wood and cut your chin; You burned your instep by cooking with fire. ..... My parents look at you and feel distressed. /kloc-you are still a child over 0/0 years old! But forced by life, I can only live independently.
I really don't know how much you have suffered. And I have been at my grandmother's house, and I have no worries about food and clothing. I eat and drink on the plane and enjoy the treatment you don't have. My parents didn't take me home until the holiday. When I was at home, I was not half as sensible as you. Mom asked me to wash clothes, so I rubbed it halfway and didn't want to wash it, so I threw it to you. My brother asked me to cook porridge, but I was going to play with the children next door, so I coaxed you to your side again. So when I was a child, my brother always scolded me: "You are very smart. Whatever I ask you to do, you call me sister in an instant. " I know I was wrong and dare not answer. At my grandmother's house, my aunt often asked me, "Did you bully your sister at home again? Did my sister scare you by being so timid? "
Those plots on TV, the two sisters are kind and vicious, I must be so vicious, I often think so. Grow up slowly, and I will know your preciousness.
After all, you are my only sister. Mom said you almost got lost in a crowded downtown when you were a child. It was really scary at that time, but I'm glad you got it back. Mom added that when you were born, life was hard and you were almost given to your aunt. Because my aunt has only one daughter, she really wants another one. My aunt almost took you back. Once we went to my aunt's house to pay a New Year call. When her daughter saw you, she whispered to her aunt, "Mom, if you bring her back, I will have a sister now." I know what she said, and I am secretly angry: you just want to! Why did my sister give it to you? But I thought about it carefully. If I had really given you to her, I would go to my aunt's house to pay a New Year call today. When you see me, will you know that I am your own sister? Maybe you don't know anything, you have avoided me far away! Whether I get lost or send you away, I feel very scared, both thrilling and lucky. Fortunately, you are still my sister.
After junior high school and high school, we rented a house outside together. We grew up slowly and had quarrels. I hate your meanness. When you are angry, tell me "I don't have a sister like you" and "Don't let you eat my cooking". I was so angry that I wrote in my diary: petty, I can't stand it!
I often see my classmates, how happy they are with their sisters, so I occasionally sigh-how happy people with sisters are! Your cold answer, I don't think so anyway.
I often forget things. Every day when I come back from school, I will open the door and leave my key. I can't find it when I need it, and I won't help me find it. There are many sarcastic remarks: "Mm-hmm, I am used to looking for my keys three times a day." "Take your time. Oh, it's half past two. You will be late. " This is driving me crazy!
I study liberal arts and you study science. Your grades have always been much better than mine. To tell the truth, I really don't understand these subjects. So every time you discuss these topics with your brother, I don't participate in your discussion on the grounds that I am a liberal arts student. (Actually, I just don't understand ...) Sometimes my brother wants to ask me a question about science, but you stop him halfway and deliberately say loudly, "Don't ask her, she is a liberal arts student!" Brother should also cooperate, "oh! I almost forgot. " You two are working together, which makes my teeth itch.
Although you always belittle me at home, you tell others what a good sister you have outside. I think you should be proud of me, too? So I will try my best to be your excellent sister. (Ha ha ha) You once said that you didn't have my sister, but it was your first summer job, and you saved money to buy clothes and delicious food for me. On the eve of my college entrance examination, you turned into my nanny. For a week in a row, you didn't need me to buy food, cook and wash dishes. You did everything. Get up in the morning and breakfast is ready; At dinner, someone called me. And the house that is usually noisy and laughing has become very quiet. I studied in my room for a long time. Come and say, why have you been studying? Go out for a walk and relax. Uh-huh, how can you get such treatment at ordinary times? Usually don't help you buy food, you buy it right away; You wash the dishes, I want to take a nap; ..... I must have been bullied a lot when I was a child, and now I know how to settle accounts.
Over the years, we have finally grown up. We fight separately, but we miss the noisy days together. In your growing journey, I have never been an excellent sister, which made your childhood less joyful.
Watching you grow up and go to a distant place to study, your thin figure in the crowd is like a little girl more than ten years ago. Time is like yesterday. You are wearing the floral skirt I remember, in the sun. I know you will forgive me, but what I want most is not to get your forgiveness, but to go back to that time and stop bullying a little girl who makes me feel bad. Of course, this is ridiculous. We can only advance together and make progress together.
Although we are not together now, no matter where you are, you are the cutest girl in my heart.