First of all, get up early every morning. It is best if you have this habit. (But it seems that you are a house girl. . . Then go for a stroll outside, and it is best to go to parks, squares and other places to exercise and run. Of course, running is boring, but your purpose is not to run, but to watch! See more, feel life, and see if anyone your age is doing morning exercises. Try to make friends. If you feel forced, don't force yourself to strike up a conversation. If you joke, you will lose confidence. Also look at what other people are doing morning exercises and see if there are any you are curious about. Try to ask, whether old or old, hello, they are elders! Just say hello!
Of course, it is not easy to rush. It's not difficult to talk when you feel comfortable. If you are interested in what others practice and play, you'd better learn. Like me, I like martial arts! ~ get up early every day, and the plan for the day lies in the morning! With a good start, there will be hope!
Second, check the enrollment information online every day and learn something. You like playing computer, right? Sign up for a class to learn computer graphics, AUTO CAD, SOLID EDGE and Tianzheng. . . It's interesting, hehe, I don't want to stop until I finish painting anyway. Of course, this is just a suggestion. You can learn something else. There are two purposes: 1. Increase your skills and master a skill; 2. Go back to school, full of classmates. Whether you want to get in touch with people or not, they are all your classmates.
Third, I want to ask you what you usually eat. Takeaway? Do it yourself? It is best to cook by yourself. If you have the habit of cooking by yourself, I suggest you buy a cookbook, the one with a CD. People who love food will always love life! ~ get back in shape. With self-confidence and the joy of life, you have a goal!
Come on!
We don't know your situation, and we can only give you advice from the main angle, which may not be appropriate, but I sincerely hope you can be happy! Wish you have a promising future! Besides, your boyfriend has a good family and is good for you. Don't think about leaving him. Leaving him doesn't necessarily give you the ability to survive, does it )