Jimmy is Chen Qiaoen's first good friend in Chinese mainland. They met because of a TV play and became best friends. When Chen Qiaoen is unhappy, Kimi will make Chen Qiaoen happy as soon as possible, and Kimi will prepare a birthday surprise for Chen Qiaoen and hold a party. The friendship between them transcends ordinary friendship and love.
However, such a sunny boy is threatened by depression, and Kimi is always tortured by depression in the dark. He doesn't want to trouble others, and he doesn't want to tell his pain. He always suffers in silence. In the end, I couldn't insist on taking drugs, so I had to choose suicide to end my life.
As his best friend, Chen Qiaoen didn't know that his friend was suffering from depression. What he did was so dereliction of duty. Chen Qiaoen has been blaming himself for feeling sorry for Jimmy. After Kimi died, she also sent a long article in memory of her good friend Kimi.
Depression seems to be a small problem, but it is actually a very serious problem. Although it won't kill people at that time, it can control patients' thoughts, make them fidget, make them unable to find themselves, and let them finally make the idea of hurting themselves.
Leslie Cheung also died of depression, which is a small problem to outsiders, but it is a big problem in patients' minds. Chen Qiaoen blamed himself for not realizing that Jimmy had been troubled by depression for so long. Chen Qiaoen blamed herself and thought that she was sorry for Jimmy. If she had found out earlier and spent more time with Kimi, maybe the result would have changed.