Shi Hengxia's first draft was written by Tsinghua Sanjiao on June 6th, 2004.
Never give up, dignity of life!
-Eight years of resistance and eight years of unremitting pursuit.
The sail has fallen, and I still have pulp. Even if it is the only sail I left behind, I will not plead with the wind.
My body is ruined and I still have the will. Even if I am completely destroyed, I will not bow to fate!
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An incredible true story, an epic legendary experience, a mysterious girl.
Shi Hengxia, female, was born in an ordinary worker's family in Wugong County, Shaanxi Province.
From 1996 to 2004, she had seven major operations in eight years and was admitted to countless hospitals. She took three college entrance examinations and two postgraduate examinations; She refused to set foot on Starlight Glimmer's Avenue of Stars for n times.
She has never learned to dance once, but no one doubts that her level is professional. Her profound understanding and wonderful interpretation of music are innate. She doesn't know what style or genre her dance belongs to, but as long as there is music, even if the wind is accompanied by birds, she will dance with it. Life is vividly depicted in her dance.
She is not only dancing, but also expressing her persistence in life ideal and yearning for a better future with body language.
Seven years ago, a car accident destroyed her body and she learned to dance with her soul.
She is best at improvisation, and she can dance on stage at any time to push the atmosphere to a climax as long as conditions permit.
She is so devoted that only in dancing can she forget the indelible harm brought by the storm of life. Only in dancing can she awaken the indomitable fighting spirit and indomitable thoughts hidden in her heart.
In 2002, during the postgraduate entrance examination of Xi Jiaotong University, the person in charge of xxxx column of Xi TV station was strongly shocked by her ecstatic dance. When they invited professional teachers to do their best to build her, she unexpectedly left without saying goodbye.
In 2003, she suffered from SARS during the postgraduate entrance examination in Peking University. In this special period, she wrote and created a set of aerobics, which can correct all kinds of physical deformities and uneven physical development caused by incorrect learning posture and improper physical exercise in the shortest time. Because it is easy to learn and effective, even students from other schools come here to study.
Later, she founded the Fire Ice Keer Body Dance Association (an unofficial association in Peking University) in Peking University.
In a morning exercise, her outstanding performance attracted the attention of an old professor who taught martial arts in Peking University, and she was recommended to the art department and aerobics team of Peking University.
Her extraordinary dancing talent amazed the teachers in the physical education teaching and research section of Peking University, and even made Miss Li exclaim on the spot: she is the dancer he has been looking for in major art colleges in Beijing for more than ten years.
On June 5438+065438+1October 10, 2003, at the CBA Lei Su Star Charming Party held in Peking University Centennial Lecture Hall, her live dance was even more eye-catching. Her beautiful and passionate dance exploded the whole venue as soon as it appeared, which forced Korean full-time dance coaches to admit defeat and hug her in public on the stage.
Her inspiring dance talent has been affirmed by everyone, and her brilliant dance talent has won everyone's appreciation. The Department of Industrial Engineering of Tsinghua University also sent someone to invite her to choreograph the New Year's Eve party in June 5438+February 65438+February 2003. At the party, her two consecutive impromptu dances "Out of the Window" and "It's not a crime for a man to cry" really aroused the enthusiasm of the audience, and a strong tornado whirled wildly at the scene, pushing the atmosphere of the party to a climax. In the finale dance "What does a girl want" at the party, her passionate performance with four MMs also aroused enthusiastic response from everyone.
Behind the applause, who would have thought that she was over 27 years old, her arms and legs were shattered, and she didn't even learn to dance for a day?
On the unnamed BBS, she is also very famous. Because she has experienced too many ups and downs, felt too much worldly wisdom and suffered too much indifference, the articles she wrote have sharp penetration and strong shock, sincere feelings, tears, strong "lethality" and strong "subversion". Almost every article can enter the top ten, and there were two posts in the top ten at the same time, which is the first time since the establishment of Peking University Anonymous BBS. (Hehe, in fact, most of the top ten posts are not because of my good writing:)
This girl is amazing. She keeps working miracles. It can be said that her existence is a miracle in itself.
Beauty and ugliness, good and evil, dignity and shame, pursuit and abandonment, her eight-year struggle history is a history of blood and tears!
She had an unusual experience eight years ago.
She couldn't even walk steadily when she was a child. As soon as she hears the music, she dances to the beat, and she often "holds" solo singing and dancing concerts in the crowd without shyness. Perhaps from then on, she learned to express her love for life with childish songs and dances.
In primary school, her paintings were greatly appreciated by teachers. Whenever there is an exhibition at school, her paintings are always selected for exhibition. She also gets high marks every time she helps her sister who has entered junior high school but especially doesn't like painting.
In junior high school, she was selected to study in art class and vocal music class. Although these classes were dissolved for some reason before they started, at that time, few people could enjoy the honor of being one in a hundred.
After entering high school, she suddenly jumped to the first place with general academic performance, and her total score has always been among the best. Her composition is recited as a model essay every time.
At the Spring Sports Meeting of Senior One, her outstanding performance once again surprised the audience. She has always been regarded as the second best among the willows with strong winds and weak willows. She can lead every game and win every game.
She even caused a sensation in the whole school at the literary performance in the second year of senior high school: Scud can also dance with long sleeves and dance below the level of a professional actor.
1996 The college entrance examination is the time for her to harvest and the beginning of the eight-year war of resistance. She is naive and has set various goals for her university. Such as university sports meeting, speeches, songs, dances and literature: she regards the university as a colorful stage for her to display all her talents.
However, as an inexperienced girl, she was used in the college entrance examination battlefield. As a result, many teachers who have high hopes for her feel sorry for her achievements, but she can only go to the deployment university she doesn't like at all-mechanical design.
She got excellent grades in her freshman year. In the final exam of the first semester, she was the first to hand in her papers, especially the advanced mathematics exam. She did more than N answers to each question and filled in all the blanks in the test paper. Even so, she handed in her papers one hour in advance and got a high score of 99 points, ranking first in the whole grade.
She takes part in every game and wins every game, but she feels more and more that her life is missing something because of the lack of competitors.
So in early May, 1997, just two months before the college entrance examination, she unexpectedly dropped out of school. Under the teacher's repeated detention, she dropped out of school and went home.
It turned out that she was going to finish her dream of Peking University that didn't come true last year.
No one believes that she will succeed: she hasn't touched high school textbooks for a year, and the college entrance examination changes every year. Are these two months too short? !
On the second day after she entered the re-reading class, the practical exam fulfilled all the above concerns: she only got 53 points.
However, from her beautiful face, I can't see any expression of pain, hesitation and retreat. Her locked eyebrows, firm eyes and determined corners of the mouth show that she is persisting, persisting, striving and striving!
A week later, her ranking miraculously jumped to the fifth place in the whole grade, which was shocking!
I don't know how much magic this thin girl has, but she has been working miracles.
Five weeks have passed, and her scores in all subjects are getting closer and closer to full marks. Maybe the creator dotes on her too much, and the god of fate is beginning to be dissatisfied.
On June 12, after the evening self-study, she rode her bike home alone as usual. It was a dark night, riding for more than 30 minutes, but she was not afraid at all, because she had a strong belief in her heart to support her; She is very happy, because she will soon ride out of her misery and reach the other side of success.
Disaster still arrival-
In blowing in the wind, the flower-like years, the fire-like youth is going out. ...
At present, it's just a creepy monster, with bones sticking out of his bloody body and Wu's eyes popping out on his bloody face. Empty gums and chapped lips. No memory, no one knows!
This is her after June 1997. Nu Wa Niangniang's carefully rubbed body is already terrible, and the excellent mind envied by countless people is even more out of control, and it is horribly crazy.
Tears, why do you want to shed? Do you complain for her, too? Do you think that washing someone's face can wash away the devastating damage to her life happiness caused by a car accident? Stop crying!
Poor, she didn't have a comminuted fracture of her left wrist and left leg, and she didn't cry because her beautiful face was destroyed. Instead, she screamed at the top of her lungs like a madman.
I want the college entrance examination!
It was her persistent pursuit that moved the doctor. After several days of hunger strike and refusing medicine, she finally got her wish and was carried to the examination room on the third floor on a stretcher in the early morning of July 7. 1997.
Her body was forcibly propped up by an armchair, and countless Venus emerged from her head. Her eyes are black, spread out on the desk, but her right hand holds the pen tightly: the college entrance examination is the hope of her life and the life she hopes for.
She was dizzy and sweaty, but as usual, she finished the whole paper in less than two hours, but a common sense problem with only one point gave her a headache.
The bell rang at the end of the exam, and her tears poured out. She finally cried. ...
That afternoon, she was sent back to the hospital. This is because if she continues to take the exam, she will lose her badly injured left leg forever. More importantly, because she gave up, she pursued perfection too much, and that problem completely destroyed all her confidence.
No one blames her, especially when people know that she just did something wrong in that exam. She scored 89 out of 90 in basic knowledge, which not only aroused admiration.
But she couldn't forgive herself. She would rather be a swan without wings than give up the college entrance examination again. It's too late to regret, everything is a foregone conclusion.
When the semester came, she had to throw away her crutches and limp back to her old university like a dog with its tail between its legs. She asked for all this, and she regretted it. She had no choice but to swallow the bitter wine slowly.
No one wants to let her go: once the beauty queen swaggered into Peking University, but now she limped back, haha, what a suck!
She couldn't lift her head under the pressure of all kinds of gossip, and even the teacher made things difficult for her in every way. The broken steel nails left in her leg bones during the operation also made trouble, violently punching one meat hole after another in her sick leg, and the smell of blood overflowed, attracting swarms of flies and forcing her to operate again. Then, another terrible car accident sequela broke out on her, tortured her for five years, made her take countless medicines and went to countless hospitals (during SARS, when she was teaching others aerobics, her illness miraculously died, and she became the first beneficiary of her own aerobics, which was also considered as compensation from life).
It is conceivable that her college life after the car accident was so embarrassing.
God, why did you do this to her? Isn't she pathetic enough? !
There is a strength called tenacity and a belief called persistence. She never wants to live in such humiliation, let alone be a slave to fate forever.
Hopeful rise again and again, but always get more severe and cruel blows again and again.
Is she really hopeless? Is she really hopeless? !
I took the postgraduate entrance examination with confidence three times and failed (I didn't take the exam for the first time in college).
Finally, she realized that what she needed was to tolerate the excellent Tsinghua and continue to dance her own style!
Just give her a stage!
She wants to start from scratch, once again enrich college life, vent and release her passion and talent that she has suppressed for eight years or even her whole life.
She was suddenly enlightened, whether the public teased her that she was an older aunt or the teacher teased her that she was too "old-fashioned". Even the math teacher she faces every day turns out to be her high school classmate. After two or three years of cramming, she was admitted to the normal college, but now ...
She can't turn back. She won't cry again, she won't give up again, she gritted her teeth and insisted on the college entrance examination. She just wants to study and fulfill her dream that failed to come true eight years ago.
In the face of all kinds of avalanche of learning materials, she is not afraid, does not shrink back, and always unswervingly moves towards her goal-Tsinghua University!
She knows that she must cherish every minute. At this moment, time is more important to her than life. She has no choice but to try her best to move forward!
But there was still too little time, and she was knocked down by the facts again. ...
This is a war without smoke. It's been eight years. Why can't there always be a day of victory? God, please open your eyes and take a good look at her. She is no longer young. Haven't you hit her hard enough? Haven't you given her enough tests? Why don't you let her go? !
She is not afraid of physical torture or mental destruction. Why didn't she succeed? Isn't her effort enough? Haven't she paid enough? ! It took her eight years to wash away the disaster and shame caused by the car accident. Is heaven really blind?
Flying personality, gorgeous smile, gorgeous life. Strong, she broke through the blockade of fate and miraculously survived. After the baptism of pain and suffering, she has a more breathtaking beauty.
She once again set foot on the train to Beijing and started a new round of journey.
With moving dancing, stunning temperament and intoxicating passion, she will interpret the noblest, most beautiful and most refined scenery in the world, and interpret the dignity that life cannot ignore and the most sacred and inviolable dignity!
Thank God for giving her a second life. Although she has never succeeded, she will never give up her hopes and ideals. She firmly believes that the endless test of fate is to make her achieve greater success. She failed again and again, and set up a ladder to make her stand higher, see farther, and be farther away from her ideal and her success.
She should have been happy, and she could have lived a chic life by her outstanding appearance. But she kept refusing. She would rather live in the guilt of the college entrance examination eight years ago, live in the trouble of a car accident seven years ago, and wrap herself up with firm belief and unyielding fighting spirit. She tied herself in a cocoon because she wanted to become a butterfly, which was her promise to herself and an account of her tenacious struggle and unremitting pursuit in the past eight years.
She is brewing savings in the cocoon, and she wants to explode all the passion and bitterness in her heart. She gritted her teeth and stood upright, spinning wildly on the stage of her life. She wants to precipitate eight years of hardships and tests into courage and strength, and condense into unstoppable confidence and invincible fighting spirit. She is going to burn. This time, it is no longer a butterfly, but a phoenix, a fire phoenix! ! !
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