Although it did not reach 130 kg, it reached 120 kg at the fattest time. Yes, I'm trying to lose weight now, and it's down to 1 100 kg, and I'm moving towards 100 kg.

I used to dislike myself every day when I was almost 120 kg. I really feel inferior. Sometimes I feel uncomfortable when I look in the mirror, and I feel ugly, fat and big. My face is always swollen. I am pear-shaped, so my legs are thick. Just looking at my lower body, you may think that I weigh 130 kg. Shoulders and back are particularly thick, so clothes are fat and ugly, and they don't feel anything. The waist is thick and the belly is a pile of meat over there. Feel greasy every day. I often fall into self-doubt about myself, how ugly I am when I take pictures, and then I often give up on myself and go out without cleaning myself up. Although I was really happy when I ate, hahahahahaha.

I started to lose weight when summer is coming, and now I have lost seven or eight pounds. The most obvious change is that the waist has become much thinner, and there is basically no stomach, and the abdomen is very flat. Then the face became smaller, the outline of the five senses began to stand out, and the photos were more photogenic than before, at least not so inferior. I also have the mood and motivation to organize myself and feel more when I wear clothes. Although it is really painful to be hungry, hahahahahaha.