The story of a 19 year old girl

Recently, the video of a 19 girl with six personalities in Weibo is very popular.

Jess, the protagonist, introduces her dissociative traumatic stress syndrome, which is called split personality. She introduced her six different personalities in the video.

The first subjective personality is Jess herself, an ordinary girl.

The second personality is Max, a 6-year-old boy. This is my brother's role.

Jess's life was in danger when he was 4 years old. She needed someone to protect herself, but her brother didn't do it, so Max's personality was born.

Max's appearance protected 4-year-old jess and made her survive that time, and because he directly protected her as his brother and sealed up that painful memory, jess's memory was blank.

The third personality is Alex, 13 years old, which is the image of my sister.

In the campus life of 13 years old, the hero encounters campus violence, is excluded by his classmates, has no friends and no one to protect him, so his sister's personality comes into being.

This character is her friend, chatting with her, helping Jess make friends and integrating into campus life.

The fourth personality is the 2 1 year-old Kathy that Jess yearns for.

This kind of personality is positive and interesting, optimistic and cheerful. She is a girl who likes to smile, which can be said to be jess's positive self.

The fifth personality is Quinn, Kathy's twin, completely her opposite, a negative self.

She hardly laughs, especially sarcastic, and has an antisocial character to protect her from bullying.

The sixth personality is jade, 3 1 year. This is the image of a mother, a character who at least appears, but always helps Jess deal with adult affairs once.

Many people are just curious and just watching. They don't care about the girl's pain, and they can't see her efforts to survive.

Only people who have experienced life can feel the same. How painful a girl's situation is, she will have the idea of escape. How much a girl wants to live, she will have different personalities to protect herself.

Multiple personalities arise because one person can't bear the trauma of the past, and then other personalities are transformed to share the pain. The purpose of all personalities is just to keep a person alive.

Keigo Higashino said: It is not difficult to give up, but it must be cool to persist.

Life is really hard, but I still can't bear to leave and want to stick to it.

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Mother's self-salvation

Many mothers suffer from different degrees of depression after pregnancy and childbirth. At this time, they want to be themselves, but they can only be mothers.

Although this identity is glorious, the price is too high. A woman wants to exchange her youth for the maturity of another life. No matter how praised, she is creating life. Women at that time were more like animals.

However, there are still many people who look at this matter with the idea of "just having a baby". Widowed husbands and mothers-in-law only take care of their children's families, and only care about the families of lactation mothers.

Everything, every sentence is like a year in a year, which is difficult for a woman, but I still want to live. There is always an idea in my heart to comfort myself and persist for a while, for the sake of children.

I have heard such a story. A mother with three children conjured up a second personality to help her out of the bottom of her life.

Sister Li's life is a mess. In order to take care of her family, she gave up her job.

But the family is still not organized, the eldest daughter is dissatisfied with everything, the youngest son is sensitive to everything, and the newborn daughter cries all night.

I send my children to school every day, deal with school leaders who want to persuade my son, endure physical discomfort and do housework, and accept my daughter's unintentional rejection.

The widowed husband stands on the passing line, not cheating and not caring.

Because of the arrival of the third daughter, the pressure of life made her collapse. She accepted her brother's suggestion: hire a night nanny. This is how Linda entered the suffocating life.

Linda is young and beautiful, with a thin waist and long legs, and her movements are full of youth. She takes care of the children, does housework, helps Li Jie deal with things around her, and takes Li Jie to lose weight and find herself.

When Linda finally left, Sister Li was diagnosed with depression and was hospitalized. Later, Li Jie's husband remembered that Linda was the English name of Li Jie's first foreign trade job when he was young.

In fact, there is no Linda at all. This image is just a mother's self-salvation.

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Everyone has a reason to insist.

Osamu Dazai said in Disqualification on Earth that it is not easy to live in this world. You are bound by all kinds of chains everywhere. Move a little and the blood will come out.

When people reach a certain age, they have to face things they don't want to face, such as lovelorn, such as the disintegration of friendship. Or the pressure of life, my anxiety and confusion.

Modern people have too much pressure in life, too tired in work, too expensive in house, too laborious in falling in love and too wasteful in marriage. From time to time, they want to go to the top floor to see the scenery, but they still choose to go down the stairs step by step.

Life is really hard, but I can't bear to leave. Everyone has a reason to stick to it.

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Mother ran away, father died, and Changchun 12-year-old boy cancelled his account with his dead father. He just wants to live.

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On a construction site, there was a different handyman. She is a young mother who comes out to make a living. She insists that this is just her children's future.

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Late at night, a man sat alone on the side of the road, crying in collapse.

Later, people learned that it was the old father at home who had cancer. He's getting old and getting old. In front of his family, he is a tall father and husband. He will resist all the heavy responsibilities and only dare to cry when he is alone.

Pu Shu said that life is a purgatory, and I still want to find a blooming flower in this purgatory.

We came into this world, stumbling, injured, scarred and cocooned. There are always difficulties in the way, and there are always some pains that we can't bear to touch.

But there is hope when you are alive, and nothing when you are dead. Everyone tries to live when they don't want to live.

Yu Xiuhua wrote in his poem: There may be many sorrows in the world, but I don't bear them all, which is good.

Life is hard, but we still have to believe; The world is really bitter, but I still can't bear to leave.

Growing up is like walking at night. There are no lights and no people, but because the dawn is beautiful, we must keep going.