The reason is that the two of us quarreled. I was so angry that I didn't sleep all night. I ran to the small room after five o'clock and went to bed in my pajamas.
She didn't look for me after getting up. She didn't send a WeChat to let me eat some hand-grabbed cakes until she was hungry. I ignored it.
After another hour, she saw me asleep in bed through the window.
She cried anxiously, opened the window and threw some clothes, only to find that I couldn't cover them. I still didn't pay attention to her scream. She went to the door and knocked hard, and I didn't pay attention.
So she removed the door lock by violence, and then took two quilts to cover me. She tried to reach out and touch me if I was frozen, but I opened them with my hand.
After she left, a hot air came to my face and I fell asleep again.
It's more like I'm being unreasonable. She promised to put me to sleep at night, but she put herself to sleep, leaving me alone in a daze.
I want to fall asleep slowly, but the more I think about it, the more angry I get, and the more I can't sleep. The past slowly emerged, and I began to convict her, and my dissatisfaction with her was infinitely magnified.
The reason why I'm so angry is because it's not the first time, and it's basically staged every night!
After getting up, I ignored her, including the water she cooked and the cakes she made. I don't want to touch them She panicked and began to cry. I ignored her and pushed her away. I want to walk into that small room again.
She stopped the way and asked me what was wrong.
Every time she is angry, she feels that she has experienced an earthquake disaster, and she still doesn't understand what is going on.
I wanted to berate her, accuse her, and even continue to ignore her, but on second thought, I don't need to hurt my feelings twice.
So the two men sat on both sides of the sofa. She tried to get close, but I stopped her. I began to tell her my guilt calmly until I finally choked up.
Mainly I remember when I was a child, it was also a particularly cold night. There is a thick layer of snow outside. I quarreled with my mother. She threw my schoolbag in the yard. I asked her to pick it up angrily, but she turned and went out, and I squatted in the yard motionless.
After she came back, I was covered with a thick layer of snow She picked up my schoolbag and entered the room without saying anything. I got up stiff, then kicked the door angrily, and the glass in the room buzzed. I threw my schoolbag into the yard again and glared at my mother. She said, why am I so stubborn?
Then he turned and left.
I kicked the door angrily again and walked into another cold room. In the sub-zero temperature, I locked the door and curled up in the corner. No matter what people outside call me, I just won't open the door. I thought at that time, I would rather freeze to death than make you regret it. Later, my dad smashed the window glass, turned it in and coaxed me out.
My mother and I have a feud in our daily life, and my daily life with my seniors is influenced by my family background.
? 02?
Finally, my anger subsided, mainly because I couldn't bear to watch my seniors cry. My discomfort dissipates easily, but she is a person with weak emotional digestion and has to be sad for a long time. ...
I sat on the stool and ate the cake with a smile. She poured out her heart. When I finished eating, she came to me in tears.
At that moment, I couldn't help it. I hugged her thigh tightly and burst into tears.
I cried and said that if you ignore me, I feel abandoned by the whole world. You always thought I was sick and needed to take medicine. After quarreling, you need a quilt to sleep alone. If you are greedy, you need to take food. In fact, I need you, your warmth and your preference.
She cried and touched my head and said it was all her fault.
Senior seldom shows his feelings, and always says it's his own fault, but the mistake will never change, but it doesn't affect my love for her.
She often asks, will I secretly reduce her score because of her shortcomings?
I said, I love you. I love all of you. If it is separated, will it still call you?
I won't give you less points because of your shortcomings. On the contrary, I will give you more points, because shortcomings make you more real and comfortable. Because of shortcomings, we will constantly improve each other, so just be yourself. All the problems that can be corrected are not called shortcomings, but fun!
Hearing this, she giggled and praised me for being really good at talking!
In order not to let the senior fall into the whirlpool of sadness, I offered to take her to eat delicious food. First of all, she said that she felt sick and didn't want to move. I began to describe to her how lively the food street was on Saturday.
She asked me to carry her to clean up, so I had to carry her into the room, dress her and go out, dry the tears in her eyes and kiss her by the way. The smile on her face gradually became clear, like sunshine after dark clouds.
When we quarrel, we seldom say anything that hurts our feelings and self-esteem, let alone endlessly strive to win or lose.
Quarrel is to accumulate experience in solving contradictions, not to hurt the person you love the most with the most vicious words. It seems to vent your grievances, but in fact, the bumps in your heart are heavier.
I adjust the way we run in again and again, more to get rid of the poison of the family and make us better, not to be a copy of our parents!
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Senior sister will go to a party with her best friend and stay out all night. I felt very uncomfortable after listening to her words. Since we lived together for half a year, as long as she goes out, no matter how late it is, I will wait for her to come back and go to bed.
I turned around and felt wronged. She hugged me from behind and said that she would come back again later and would not leave me alone.
I said, you haven't seen me for a long time. Let's get together. I'm just a little sad. Just comforting me. I really don't want you to come back with me at midnight. Sadness belongs to sadness, and party belongs to party. You just need to send me more information.
After hearing this, she gave me a big kiss.
After the senior left, he suddenly felt that the bed was so big. I have to fight for a place in bed for more than half an hour every night. Now I feel that the vacant position can sleep several people.
When she reached her destination safely, I wanted to sleep, but I woke up. I lay watching the complete works of San Mao, watching movies, and accidentally watched a horror movie, which made me even more scared to sleep.
Even I'm too anxious to go to the bathroom. I held it all night, until after 6 o'clock in the morning, holding the cat and turning on all the lights before going to the toilet.
I'm afraid of the dark, but I'm not afraid of anything with my senior. I never felt clingy and melodramatic, but in front of my senior, I became a child.
When I was walking, I hit my foot and my hand, which obviously didn't hurt, but as long as I looked at her, I felt the pain spread all over my body, and I would cry, and she would come and hug me and blow.
As long as she is by my side, all the pain will turn into happiness again. I will laugh while crying, and her eyes will turn red slowly.
She said that she had only heard people say that she would cry when she saw someone she loved crying. It turned out to be true.
I don't know if this is the case. As long as I see her tears fall when I don't quarrel, I will burst into tears and even cry. On the other hand, she coaxed me!
Two days ago, her aunt had a stomachache. I'm hanging clothes. Suddenly I saw her sitting at the door with a doll in her arms. I said I was glad to see you sitting there. She said I was afraid of the dark and wanted to wait for me. The cold wind outside makes people tremble, but my heart is so warm.
Every night when Xue Xuechang starts broadcasting, I will clean the living room, kitchen and toilet, shovel excrement for cats, exercise for half an hour, take a shower and wash my hair, read books, watch movies and keep a diary. She wants to eat delicious food after the broadcast, so I'll take her out for a rub.
When winter came, my appetite came up, but the amount of exercise didn't come up. Both of them were mellow.
Happiness is not having a lot of things, but having her, I am very happy!