"If you could go back ten years ago, what would you like to do most?"
I believe many people have had this idea-
If I can go back in time, I must do XXX, I won't miss XXX, where I must go and so on. ...
It should be emphasized that this is not a boring YY, nor is it an escape from reality.
Just some regrets, occasional regrets.
There are always too many regrets in life.
In one's life, it is a rare fate to make one's own choices in a hurry and get a good result, neither too early nor too late.
Even though we have been careful, there are too many unpredictable changes and uncontrollable difficulties in this world. Many times, we have to go on the wrong path. ...
Gradually, gradually gone, and gradually there are no books.
The past cannot be traced.
We have no time to recover, but we can only watch it drift away with the long river of years, drift away and never see it again. ...
So, sometimes I think:
"If I could do it all over again, I would choose Li Bai ..."
Bah, I mean-
"If time can choose, it would be great ..."
Come to think of it, if I can go back ten years ago, one thing I want to do most is probably to choose between two.
The first thing, it should be the third year of high school, repeat reading.
If I could go back to ten years ago and everything remained the same, I would choose to repeat my studies five years later on that rainy night.
To be fair, I don't regret choosing my current college alma mater or knowing these college roommates.
However, I still have a knot in my heart that I can't untie:
"Will it be better if I insist on repeating?"
This idea has been bothering me for five years, and I can't let it go.
Because, from the moment I knew the results of the college entrance examination, I had the idea of "repeating", but at that time, the idea of "the reform of the college entrance examination in the second year" was rampant and the risk was too great. After repeated weighing, finally, I gave up.
However, in the third year, the college entrance examination was reformed …
Hesitation will be defeated, and decisiveness will be paid in vain.
The second thing was my first love that year.
If I could go back ten years ago and everything was the same, I would say to the girl in the classroom who couldn't go back two years later-
"I like you!"
"... the heavy rain missed in those years, the love missed in those years, I really want to hug you and embrace the courage to miss ..."
I like her, a few months before the song "Those Years".
However, Ke Jingteng at least shouted "Shen Jiayi, I like you" to the girl he liked in the heavy rain.
And I, the sentence "I like you", have no time to say it. ...
Finally, I didn't get a chance to say it.
If I could go back ten years ago, I would like to do many things-
For example, communicate with your parents more, stop talking back to your mother, be considerate of your father, and be calm when communicating with your brother. ...
Nothing is the most important and nothing is more important.
However, the college entrance examination and first love are two things that I can't let go of.
……
Forget it, don't say so much. If we continue, it will really become YY's novel, not a memoir.
After all, it's all just an idea.
Because what the world needs most is if, and what it needs most is if.
Life, there is no if.
Cherish the people in front of you and do the things in front of you.
Don't let the next decade become another cycle of "If I could go back ten years ago, I would …".