After a hasty meal, it's almost time to watch the program in the evening. Compared with my last similar experience in Xinglong, this time schedule is obviously more reasonable and compact. Whenever I travel in groups, I am led by a tour guide. Do as the Romans do, and put all my free time into novelty and surprise as soon as possible. Xinglong was originally an overseas Chinese farm. Later, several surrounding counties were merged to form a county-level city in Hainan. When it comes to prosperity, the most representative feature is the large-scale song and dance performance. Wait a minute. Because of the existence of "Red Artists" in Thailand, the performance here is different from anywhere in China. What is a Thai red artist? They all have a very indecent name, called "Thai shemale". Of course, if they are in Thailand, or are making a fortune, the name must not be exported casually. Just as those foreigners call us "the sick man of East Asia", it is discriminatory, but now people have changed their humanized name to "red artist". These red artists are very compassionate. Most of them were born in poor families in Thailand and lived the most humiliating life for their livelihood. The most important feature of them is that they have taken female hormones since childhood, and taking this medicine for a long time makes them look like my fair lady. The characteristics of women are becoming more and more obvious, while the signs of being a man are gradually disappearing. Red artists are mainly engaged in singing and dancing performances for people to make fun of. I have always been puzzled and sad about this special social environment in Thailand. Why twist people to Sri Lanka? It is said that there are vocational schools in Thailand to train red artists, and the performance of Thai red artists has become an important pillar to support Thailand's economy. The life of these red artists is miserable and sad, because they take drugs too early, for a long time, and their life expectancy is very short, with an average of less than 40 years old. They can't enjoy the happiness and happiness that a normal person has all their lives. They have no family, can't have children, and even can't get the approval of the mainstream media. What is even more frightening is that once the boss abandons or stops taking drugs, their bodies will be seriously deformed, and they will have no livelihood, so they can only live on the streets and die tragically. Why can red artists be popular in Thailand? It is obviously a deformed, absurd and abnormal social form, but the Thai government has not explicitly banned it. Legend has it that the "shemale" in Thailand originated in India, which is exactly the same as the "Shuo people" culture in China's feudal society, and is related to the strict prevention of backyard fire by dignitaries and royal families. Once you have this "transsexuality", it will not pose a threat or harm to the harem women of the boudoir, so hiring these "transsexuals" became a special hobby of the upper class at that time, and these "transsexuals" also became a special hobby of the upper class. Later, more and more poor families with difficulties in life took a fancy to this market. When supply exceeds demand, "transsexuals" turn to singing. Thailand has a long history of sexual culture. In modern times, it is almost a "sexual abuse" country with a relatively high degree of social openness and freedom. The mainstream culture in Thailand basically does not interfere with the prevalence of shemale, and most people are more tolerant and recognized for Thai shemale "red artists". In Thailand, you can meet people who pass you by in a hurry anytime and anywhere, but you just don't know it. There is also a very important reason for the popularity of Thai red artists, that is, Thailand's economy, Thailand's polarization is very serious, and it is difficult for poor families to get out of their misery by themselves all their lives, and red artists may be the only shortcut to the south. Thai red artists don't need to "cut" as long as they take drugs. Not all poor people can become red artists, but they have to be talented. It depends on whether you have the necessary materials and looks to become a "woman". To be honest, sympathy belongs to sympathy, but I can't accept it in my bones. It is precisely because of the subjective refusal that I feel unspeakable discomfort with the performance of the red artist. Although born beautiful, it is still difficult to hide some characteristics that are not difficult to be found as men, such as being tall, being a red artist taller than a model and having thick joints. All women should be gentle and graceful, but what they do can only make them passionate, and they are not shy. And their voices, if you listen carefully, you can hear the huskiness of the disabled man and his skin is obviously rough. Secondly, as the proudest breasts of women, these towering breasts have lost their due temptation and natural instinct, and they look like imitations such as silicone. But please forgive my cruelty. I'm not here to denigrate red artists. Just when I am full of pity and sympathy for their miserable lives, I don't know whether the organizers are trying to satisfy the curiosity of ordinary people or the secrets hidden in their hearts. The red artist's clothes are very revealing. The more thoroughly they are exposed, the less my physiological reaction will be, and even I will have a very painful frustration. When the red artists on the stage stepped off the stage one after another, and the people under the stage scrambled to reach out and hold their hands, I subconsciously avoided. I am thinking at an inappropriate time that this abnormal performance exists because of the needs of the market, but not everyone can accept it. I naively think, if people no longer need this special hobby, can they restrain the popularity of Thai celebrity artists all over the world to some extent? This is a special performance. The reason is that an unexpected figure appeared on the stage after the appearance of the red artist. She is the first transsexual person in China, "Lianlian". She only knows that Lianlian is from Sichuan, and her sexual orientation has been obvious since she was a child. Seventeen-year-old, she can't stand the double torture of body and mind anymore. In the secular exclamations, she had sex-change surgery and had her dream daughter. About sexual orientation, I ... This is purely a matter for others, and others have no right to interfere. In medicine, people call this physical and psychological change "transsexuality". Lianlian is unfortunate, because God deceived people and gave her a man's body, but Lianlian is lucky, because modern medicine has made her realize her dream. I think it is very brave and admirable for Lianlian to take this step. In order to pursue her dream, she endured unbearable pain and criticism from others. The most touching thing is that she is very caring. She raised two poor little sisters with her own labor wages. He also said that all royalties and remuneration for her forthcoming autobiography "Being a Real Woman" should be donated to the Red Cross. Lianlian's singing skills are consistent with her own spiritual beauty. When she tearfully told everyone that her biggest dream in this life was to be a real mother one day, the audience applauded, because everyone knew that Lianlian would never be a mother in her life. This is a special night. No matter how vague and colorful the lights on the stage are, I feel as if my mind has been violently impacted. Those gorgeous dancing and enchanting red artists show their lives to the world in a strange way, but behind them are countless tears and bitterness, as well as the cruel deformation of their bodies and the distortion and tearing of their hearts. They brought endless laughter to others, but left themselves with permanent desolation and unpredictability. And again and again, a woman who can't get the happiness a real woman deserves. Her bravery is like the pallor written on her face. It is difficult to be a woman, and it is even harder to be such a woman. I only hope that in the secular vision and difficult environment, good people will be safe all their lives.