I went back to the dormitory. I took a cold shower first, ordered the take-out of Meituan, ordered a bottle of beer, drank a few mouthfuls and wanted to have a good sleep. Maybe it's because of drinking a little wine that I want to pee soon. I inadvertently developed that my urine was red. But I was careless and didn't prepare in advance, so I didn't leave urine. However, after a while, I wanted to pee. This time I specially took a paper cup and took the urine carefully. Oh, I'm so stupid. The urine is completely bright red. This is gross hematuria! This is no joke. I suddenly lost sleep and forgot my fatigue these days. I took a taxi directly to the hospital.
In the ward, I was lying on the bed in the B-ultrasound room, and my mind was in a mess. One of my workmates was diagnosed with malignant bladder cancer by gross hematuria. Later, although I had surgery, chemotherapy and radiotherapy, I was fed up. I spent a lot of money, young and old, but I finally lived for more than two years. If I had known this, I might as well not go to the hospital for treatment. Anyway, I'm dead. Why should I put up with that crime? I can't stop thinking about my colleagues in the hospital bed. It's a mess
After about two hours, the doctor in the B-ultrasound room said, get up and see the doctor. I asked the doctor wax, am I ... Ah ...? It won't be too late, will it? The doctor is expressionless: go, go, go to the clinic to find their outpatient doctor.
In the clinic, the urologist casually looked at the computer and saw me sitting on a stool in frustration, saying, did you come by yourself? I nodded and answered vaguely in my throat. I couldn't see myself at that time. I must be depressed to the limit. "Go home, you have no good idea", no good idea? Does the subtext mean it's too late? Before I could answer the phone, the doctor said, "It's no use taking medicine." The sound of crying or vomiting