What I want to say is not love, but obsession.
The white dragon in the movie is a child with no background. His father lost badly in gambling and sold him. This is a fact.
His family background left him nothing, no warmth, no tenderness. There is no explanation in the movie, but I think he grew up with Master and his children, and he must have been cold-eyed and indifferent. Those feelings that are not cared for, eager for attention and need warmth occupy a great position in his small mind.
Therefore, it is very kind to meet a radiant imperial concubine. That light, that warmth, he will never die. It is also so warm that he is willing to die, just for the imperial concubine.
As if to repay the kindness, he has paid for it for decades. Just because there is no love for teenagers: the psychology of returning every bit.
I have to say, White Dragon ruined his life. Thirty years later, I'm still taking revenge, and I never gave up until my so-called benefactor died. This obsession stems from his previous life and has never loved. His father sold him, and his mother may have died young. He was alone. How did he spend it? As you can imagine, a weak teenager is rustling in the corner, watching others laugh. Later, he seemed to blend in, but the scars of his childhood did not disappear and always accompanied him. Only when someone is kind to him will he spend his whole life. White dragon is like a poor child. He never got anything. If someone warms him, he will stick to it all the way.
This obsession, like getting a little warmth or temptation in modern life?
Nini's parents have often quarreled and even fought since childhood. The reason is that Nini's grandmother and father both want boys, while Nini is a girl. It happened that Nini's mother couldn't get pregnant again because of her poor health.
Whenever her parents quarrel, Nini always hides alone to avoid the wind and rain. But I can't hide it. Because her father will scold her for losing money, her mother will pass on her father's insults and beatings to Nini. Where's grandma? I won't even talk to her.
When Nini was in junior high school, her parents finally divorced, her mother went to other provinces, and her father was still very close and far away.
Father won't talk to her. Shortly after his marriage, his stepmother gave birth to a boy, grandmother, brother, stepmother and father. It was a family, and there was no place for her.
Nini has been in love since junior high school and has been in love for more than ten years.
That man, because he is still a child, is not on the right path. When I was in junior high school, I began to rob my junior classmates, fight, and go to juvie.
Later, she hung out at night and played with women, but Nini never wanted to leave him.
Nini said: I always remember the day my father scolded me and kicked me out of the house. I'm hungry and have no money. He took me to eat a bowl of noodles and wiped my tears. At that moment, I thought he was a relative.
I wonder if that man feels at home. He hit her hard. After being drunk, Nini's face was black and blue.
Later, he went in again for fighting with someone at the night show.
Nini is still waiting for him.
Perhaps, for Nini, only this person has given himself a little warmth since childhood, warming those cold years. For so many years, he is the only one who can't live without him.
Nini dropped out of school early and worked to support herself and him. At that time, I worked the night shift in the cold winter, and I didn't forget to come back in the morning to bring breakfast to him who was unemployed at home. For so many years, Nini never wanted to leave, just because of the warmth of her youth.
Who says that a daughter must be raised well, so that she won't go with him because of the little concern and temptation of others? When someone reaches out, she will be grateful for the happiness she has never enjoyed, the world she has never seen, and the emotional comfort she has never received.
Isn't that what the white dragon is like?
Because she has never been taken seriously, she has been living in the cold winter, and a smile in the cold winter is enough to make her (him) cling to her life.